Hey you guys! I hope you guys like this, because I majorly worked my
butt off to get this done tonight!! Remember, in Claire's (that's
me!) land, Jessica and Whitney are best buds!
All's Fair In High School
Chapter 8
Kay Bennett
People say you can't judge a book by it's cover. But who
really believes that? If there's anything I've actually learned,
it's that first impressions are important. Anyone who says otherwise
is most likely a hypocrite.
So, lately I've been wondering how people see me when they
meet me. For practically the first time in my life, my school isn't
filled with people who have known me since my idea of stimulating
entertainment was eating play-doh.
Forget modesty. I'll be honest. I've always been popular.
And my image is very important to me, because I know how important
first impressions are. But when people see me, do they see me as a
cool individual... or some dumb cheerleader that's popular strictly
only because she follows the crowd?
I feel like I spent all this time and energy putting myself
together because it really matters to me that people like me. But
sometimes I let my emotions take over, and it ruins all my hard
work.
Like with Miguel. I really liked him. Before I actually knew
anything about him. And when I found out that he had a girlfriend, I
got upset and totally went off... without thinking for a second how
I would sound or who might be listening. And now the first
impressions I made to the most popular girl at Castleton High is
that I'm an evil, backstabbing, boyfriend-stealing bitch.
This may be one problem a fab outfit and great hair won't
fix.
Jessica Bennett brushed some lint particles off her the knee
of her worn out jeans as she made her way out of the auditorium on
Monday afternoon. Why did drama class involve the weirdest things? I
mean come on! Acting exercises that involved "intreptating" amoeba?
And these so-called "interpretations" always involved crawling
around on the dusty stage floor.
She wondered if it was too soon to consider just dropping
the class. When she was little, she had done a lot of acting, but
she had promised herself that she would try to get back into it this
year. If for nothing else, then to be entertained by Eric Matthews
acting out a snake. On the floor. Just the thought made her almost
burst out in uncontolled laughter.
Jessica glanced at her watch. Drama had surprisingly let out
a couple minutes early, so she could probably catch Whitney coming
out of creative writing class. She really hadn't talked to Whit much
lately, with the exception of the school newspaper meeting. But
Whitney's life was pretty hectic lately. Especially with tennis and
all.
The final bell of the period rang. All around Jessica,
crowds of students erupted into the hallways, talking and laughing
as they walked down the hallway. She scanned the scene for a familar
face. There were so many new kids, that she couldn't keep them all
staight. So many people she hadn't met. The Castleton kids had only
been there for a week, and everyone already seemed to be in a group
or a couple. Everyone except Jessica.
Even though she was constantly putting on a school-spirit
facade, sometimes Jessica just wished that the Castleton kids would
just go back to where they cam from. It was all much easier to be
social- or to pretend, at least- when she actually knew her
schoolmates. Now she just felt lonely and empty.
But it wasn't their fault they were here. They didn't ask to
get their school totaled by the storm. Jessica suddenly couldn't
believe that she was being so selfish.
Maybe she was just insane to let her life revolve around
school. After all everything that she worked so hard for could be
turned into rubble in a matter of seconds. Maybe she should spend
more time hangout out and meeting people- acting like a normal,
socially functioning human being.
Jessica stationed herself off to the side of Whitney's
classroom and someone passing through caught her eye. In fact,
"caught" was an understatment, it was more like "demanded". Chad
Harris, one of the new seniors and possibly the hottest guy Jessica
had ever seen, was walking right towards her.
'Why is it I never seem to know how to look cool at moments
like this?', Jessica wondered. Chad had lost the ratty overcoat he
had been wearing earlier. Now he had a black crew neck shirt that
defined his chest- well. His head was bent slightly as he walked,
and Jessica realized it didn't matter how uncool she looked- he
wan't going to notice her anyway.
Lucky for her, that just gave her more time to stare without
getting caught by him. Instead of doing the wimpy girly thing (which
was blushing and looking away), she summoned up all of her
self-confidence and guts and gave him a tiny smile. He gave her a
small nod as the corners of his mouth curled up slightly. And he
walked right past her.
Jessica felt her tiny smile blossom into a full grown happy
face. So what if he hadn't exactly fell in love at first sight with
her? But he had noticed her. And that would have to do for now.
Maybe she should get to know some of the new seniors.
Whitney rose from her desk in slow motion as she watched
Chad quicly walked- not glided- out the door. That guy didn't walk-
it was as if he were floating on air...
Whitney grabbed her notbook. As she glanced at it, she
realized that it was empty. Not a good sign. She hadn't realized
that she had pent the entire class period staring at Chad. She knew
there was an assignment, but she couldn't recall what it was... an
essay on characters? Character study? Who knows?
Whitney let out a slight groan as she shuffled slowly
towards the door so it wouldn't seem like she was trying to catch up
with Chad.
'Making a point of not following him is almost as bad as
actually following him, though', she pointed out to herself. '
Either way, your spending too much energy on this guy. This guy that
you barely know.'
She still couldn't believe the irony of the situation. The
first stupid crush she got on a guy all year, and somehow she had
ended up being his roomie. Fate had some sick sense of humor.
" Whit! Over here!", she heard someone call.
Jessica was standing near the wall by her locker. She looked
naturally gorgeous as usual. Whit looked at her in amazement. She
looked a lot like Kay, actually, just with less makeup and less
trendiness, or whatever. Jess was just wearing a pair of Express
jeans with a simple long sleeved pale pink shirt, her hair tucked
neatly behind her ears, but she still looked perfect and totally
pulled together.
" God are you on a different planet today?", Jessica
grinned, " I was calling your name for practically forever."
" Sorry,", Whit said hoarsly, " I'm kinda out of it. Weird
night last night."
" I know what you mean. But listen to this. That hottie,
Chad Harris? Just totally checked me out!", Jessica said happily.
Whitney's throat involuntarily constricted. " Oh, wow."
" Isn't he hot?", Jessica asked in a dreamy voice.
" No." Whitney said quickly. Too quickly.
" I mean, he's not really my type.", she added hastily.
" True," Jessica agreed, " he's not the hot shot tennis club
kinda guy, is he? Have you ever talked to him?"
" Uh... actually, yeah." Whitney replied.
" You have? Spill it, now!" Jessica demanded.
Whitney hesitated. " Actually, my dad said he could stay at
our house for a while, to help out his mom with a new job that she
took on."
" Wait a minute. Rewind. Are you telling me that you LIVE
with this guy?" Jessica asked, her eyes practically poping out.
" Uh huh. Can we talk about something else now?", Whitney
asked quickly, starting to walk down the hall.
" Get out, Whit! You go girl! That's too awesome!" Jessica
exclaimed, a wicked grin playing on her face.
" Let it go, Jess. He's just not boyfriend material."
Whitney snapped.
" Okay, Whit. Sheesh. Don't freak on me. Give me a call
later. Maybe we can do something tonight. Just don't think that you
can keep him all to yourself!" Jessica said laughing, as she
disapeared around the corner.
Whitney hugged her notebook to her chest. What if she wanted
to keep him all to herself?
Kay was so ready for this day to be over. Ever since her
encounter with Charity and her entourage at lunch, she'd felt like
every guy in school was leering at her legs and every girl in school
was sneering at them.
'Only two more classes to go.' she thought as she walked
through the hall. In a couple of hours, she could finally go strip
off the new pleathery miniskirt she was wearing. When she bought it,
it had felt cool and sexy. Now it only felt dirty and slutty.
Kay turned the corner and saw a couple of Castleton girls
she recognized from cheerleading. She gave them a small smile. As
they walked by, Jessica heard a burst of laughter behind her. She
whirled around and saw the two girls walking with their heads bent
together, obviously having some sort of pathetically masked private
conversation. One of them glanced back at Kay and not-so-subtley
said aloud, " God, who does she think she is, wearing that slutty
skirt? Charity was so right."
Kay felt her knees get weak, but forced herself to keep
walking, as if she hadn't even heard them. Had Charity and the FOC's
(Friends of Charity) launched the fashion police on her now? Maybe
she should run to her locker and get her sweats. No, she thought, as
she glanced at a clock on the wall. There was no time. And anyways,
the day was almost over.
She picked up her pace, even though she wasn't exactly
excited to go to class. Charity and the FOC's would be present and
armed.
" Kay."
She stopped short. She could recognize the sound of his
voice anywhere. Kay turned around, with a disintrested look on her
face.
" What do you want Miguel?", she asked impatiently. With
malice. More than she felt. But she wanted to hate him. She really
did. He well deserved it.
Miguel tenatively took a step closer to her. " I just wanted
to tell you that... well, that--" Miguel looked up past her shoulder
and backed up again. Kay glanced behind her shoulder and watched
Emily slip into her classroom.
" What, Miguel?" Kay asked, feeling sure that he was about
to take off like a jackrabbit.
Bingo. " I have to go." Miguel said quietly, looking at the
floor. "Sorry."
His broad back hunched slightly as he retreated down the
hall. "Me too, Miguel. Me too." Kay whispered. She glanced at her
classroom door.
" Because now little Emily is going to report to her leader
and Charity will be ready to scratch my eyes out with her perfect
manicure."
Kay walked into the classroom, feeling like a mouse in a
room full of cats. She slipped into her usual seat by the door,
pointedly keeping her eyes from the back of the room, where Charity
and her people were sitting.
As soon as she sat down, she heard a nasty laugh. She felt a
feeling of dread wash over her. This was so not good.
Frantically, she looked around. For any sign of some joke.
Anything. A kick me sign- whatever. She just wanted to find it.
And then she saw it. And almost screamed.
Written in big letters across the blackboard were the words:
Kay Bennett is a slut.
