*Crying* Just had to write this, I couldn't resist. This is a spoiler warning to you all if you have yet to seen Infinite Possibilities Part 2: Icarus Abides...cause this is a POV of Aeryn Sun.

SO WARNING WARNING YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!! Warning spoiler warning bad writing cause I didn't really correct it cause I just had to get this sucker up on the net. So if you see mispelled just humor me and believe it's alright.

P.S. did I forget to mention I OWN NOTHING, ;( sniffle another sad thing.

Tears In Heaven


You said you would be all right as the lights in you're eyes disappeared. You said you were no longer in pain but then I can't stop myself from going and thinking, what about my pain? What about the pain of seeing you die right in front of me and me not being able to stop you. How can I not be angry at all the things we could have and were going to have but soon departed away from my grasp cause of mere mistakes.

As my body try's to lay next to you in the tiny bed that was meant for one soul. I can't help wonder what I'm going to do now. How do I deal with this feeling that you brought into my life and now make me try to sort it by myself. The tears I have cried cause I had no other way of truly understanding how to express the feelings I was feeling for you.

The warmth that made me feel safe is now suddenly no longer there and I finding myself snuggling closer just hoping if I get close enough it will return. The tears that role down my face are no longer a concern for me cause I don't have to hide anymore cause I told you that I loved you and I will continue to love you.

As a new wave of painful gasping for air comes to my senses from the crying, I realize at least you didn't die in pain or suffering from tremendous agony. Then a smile found itself on my lips and with my hand stroking the hair that hid the genius and love, I realize that you died doing what you did best.

You died being a hero. You didn't run away hoping someone would else take the jump cause you had made up you're mind even if we didn't like it. You had died being the hero you had always dreamed of being and I will always miss that. I will always love you and I already miss you so much. Thank you for being a hero, John Crichton.



Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in Heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven.


Would you hold my hand if I saw you in Heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in Heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in Heaven.


Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.


Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in Heaven.


Repeat First Verse


Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton.