Title:
No-one would have ever guessed
Author:
sweet_sixteen
Spoilers:
pretty much all the series
Disclaimer:
I own nothing
Summary:
Scout and Will are in St Martins (not totally sure that's where they went but I
don't really care)
They
were in their hotel room, Will was sitting writing in his diary and Scout was
reading a brochure about the area stretched out on the bed.
Will
look over what he had just written and frowned. He had thought that writing about his feelings for Scout would make
things clearer but they hadn't. And he
realised it never would, he just had to accept that he was in Love with his
best friend, one that just happened to be a guy and one he was sharing a hotel
room with for 2 whole weeks.
Scout
watched his best friend as he read over what he had written and watched as his
half smile turned to a frown and although he could only see half his face he
knew that his usually bright eyes would be dull and sad. He felt a pain deep in
his heart and it took all his will power to not get up and run over and wrap
his arms around him because he knew that as soon as he did that he would be
making his feelings for Will to obvious, not just to Will but to himself and he
wasn't ready to believe that he was gay even though deep down he knew he was
completely in love with Will.
I've
got to tell him how I feel even if it wreaks our friendship and I've got to do
it now before I chicken out. Will got
up and strode quickly across the room to where Scout lay on the bed.
Scout
sat up as he saw Will heading his way looking terrified.
Will
stopped just before he reached him, took a deep breath leant down and kissed
Scout lightly on the lips.
He
began to pull away but Scout grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him back
down into a passionate kiss filled with all the fillings they had both been
hiding for so long, want, need, longing, love and lust all rolled into one
long, hard kiss.
Eventually
they pulled apart when they both needed air and collapsed onto the bed side by
side. "God, we shouldn't have done
that!" Scout said after they had both had time to catch their breath and
he jumped off the bed and started to head towards the door, he needed time to
think, to decide what to do.
"I'm
sorry" Will said quietly and it was this that made Scout stop, he could
hear the pain and fear in his voice, pain that he was causing by walking away
from him. He turned around and was
shocked to see Will crying softly muttering "I'm Sorry, I fell in love
with you". Scout felt as if a thousand daggers had pierced his heart at
that moment as he saw the guy he loved in tears. He moved back onto the bed and gently put his arms around Will.
Then held him tightly and whispered "I'm Not sorry I fell in love with
you" Will's eyes flew open at the sound of him saying that.
"What
did you say?" Will asked not entirely sure whether he had imagined that or
not.
"I
said I'm not sorry I fell in Love with you" Scout answered sincerely as he
looked deeply into Will's blue eyes, smiling as a smile crept across Wills
lips, "I'm not sorry I fell in love with you either" he replied as
Scout wiped away the remaining tears from his face and then lent in towards him
for a gentle kiss which clearly displayed their feelings for each other.
They
spent the next hour like that, lying on Scouts bed just enjoying being able to
hold each other and kissing every so often too afraid to talk because they both
knew that when they did they would have to accept the fact that this wasn't an
ordinary relationship.
"We
are going to have to talk about this sometime" Will said breaking the
silence.
"I
know, believe me I know" Scout replied
"We're
Gay" Will said mater of factly and he saw Scout flinch at the mention of
the work gay and he had to blink to keep back the tears he could feel
approaching. "Look Scout" he said his voice shaking slightly "If
you can't deal with this. With us. Then just say I'll understand and we can
forget this ever happened"
"Could
you really forget this?"
"Of
course not but I could cope, but not if you don't tell me soon, every minute
I'm with you I fall for you more and I'm not sure I could take it if you told
me in couple days you didn't want to be with me" Will said sadly
"That's
not going to happen Will. This is going
to take a while to get used to but I've loved you since the day we met and I'm
not going to do anything to hurt you or to ruin what we've got" Scout said
running his finger gently across wills jaw line.