^Fall from the heavens... And dissolve... Be forgotten; but used...^
-Despondent- Prolouge.
~Fujin.
I tried. I really made an effort. For seven god damned years... I tried! But I've failed... And I will try and move on. I'll stay around, of course... In our house here in Balamb... Maybe just to keep Raijin happy... Maybe to make *him* happy... But perhaps he'd rather me gone. I don't know anymore... I just need to move on from him... Seifer... Seifer Almasy. I've tried to be nice... to him. I've done everything I could for him... yet, I've not received one hint of appreciation. So, thats it. I don't need to be alone anymore. I can find someone else to love me.
So, I continued to glare at the rain pelting down outside. Be a raindrop... Fall from the heavens... And dissolve... Be forgotten but used... To help.
"Hey, is there somethin' out there?" Raijin asks.
"NEGATIVE."
"Oh, okay, ya know?! I just figgered that ya might wanna get to bed... Its one AM..."
"SEIFER? SLEEP?" I ask.
"Nah, he's still at work." Working late... He's a Dollet solider. I work at a cafe' here in Balamb... I should work more. I only work from 9am to 11pm. Seifer works from 9am to 1am.
"...AFFIRMATIVE. YOU. REST." I say.
"Alright, man." Raijin works down at the Train station. 10am to 5pm. He left and headed to our bed room. Seifer gets his own... We have to share one... As if we are his children. Yet... I still... revere him. Dammit, no, I don't, I'm moving on... with life. But to where? I continue to gaze out the window, but then I hear the door open. He's home. I don't greet him or turn even. I hear him toss his trenchcoat on the sofa.
"Hey, Fuu."
"GREETINGS..." I say dully.
"...Yeah." He walks into his bedroom. He's not coming back out, he goes directly to sleep... like every night... in our small house... in Balamb... where there is... no hope. I'm 23... and still... hopelessly... despondent.
-Despondent- Prolouge.
~Fujin.
I tried. I really made an effort. For seven god damned years... I tried! But I've failed... And I will try and move on. I'll stay around, of course... In our house here in Balamb... Maybe just to keep Raijin happy... Maybe to make *him* happy... But perhaps he'd rather me gone. I don't know anymore... I just need to move on from him... Seifer... Seifer Almasy. I've tried to be nice... to him. I've done everything I could for him... yet, I've not received one hint of appreciation. So, thats it. I don't need to be alone anymore. I can find someone else to love me.
So, I continued to glare at the rain pelting down outside. Be a raindrop... Fall from the heavens... And dissolve... Be forgotten but used... To help.
"Hey, is there somethin' out there?" Raijin asks.
"NEGATIVE."
"Oh, okay, ya know?! I just figgered that ya might wanna get to bed... Its one AM..."
"SEIFER? SLEEP?" I ask.
"Nah, he's still at work." Working late... He's a Dollet solider. I work at a cafe' here in Balamb... I should work more. I only work from 9am to 11pm. Seifer works from 9am to 1am.
"...AFFIRMATIVE. YOU. REST." I say.
"Alright, man." Raijin works down at the Train station. 10am to 5pm. He left and headed to our bed room. Seifer gets his own... We have to share one... As if we are his children. Yet... I still... revere him. Dammit, no, I don't, I'm moving on... with life. But to where? I continue to gaze out the window, but then I hear the door open. He's home. I don't greet him or turn even. I hear him toss his trenchcoat on the sofa.
"Hey, Fuu."
"GREETINGS..." I say dully.
"...Yeah." He walks into his bedroom. He's not coming back out, he goes directly to sleep... like every night... in our small house... in Balamb... where there is... no hope. I'm 23... and still... hopelessly... despondent.