This isn't really a chapter it's just about what the guy's are feeling about Alex leaving & them having memories of her when she was younger

This isn't really a chapter it's just about what the guy's are feeling about Alex leaving & them having memories of her when she was younger.

Memories

· Setting: The guys had just gotten home from the airport & are trying to sleep, but they found themselves thinking about Alex & memories of her. If only they could turn back time.

* Mike *

Why was she doing this? Did she not feel loved? How could she not know how much we loved her? I wish I could reach out to her & hold her like I did when she was younger. When a simple kiss could make her day worth while.

Flashback

Mike is in the kitchen cooking, but looks up to see a little Alex crying at the table. " What's wrong shorty? Had a hard day?" " I hate kindergarten. All the kids said I was weird because I didn't have a mommy. I said a big rat & four turtles took care of me, but then they started calling me freak girl." This only made Alex cry harder. Mike clenched his fists. People could be so mean & uncaring. " Come here, Mikey will make it all better." Alex crawled up into his lap & Mike gave her a kiss on the nose. Alex started giggling & Mike smiled back.

End Flashback

" Alex…. please come back." Mike couldn't hold it back & started crying & sobbing.

* Don*

Alex had been so upset & frustrated all this time, but didn't tell anyone or ask for help. I would have helped her if it meant this much to her, but instead she went out by herself to somewhere I cant give her guidance. Just like when she….

Flashback

It was a sunny day & Don had taken Alex out to play while he caught up on his reading. Alex was flying a kite, but it had been blown into a small pond & the string was caught up in some bushes. " Donny my kite's in the water & the string is all messed up." " Go untangle the string out of the bushes then reel the kite in slowly." " But that will take to long." " It's the only way you can do it without.." But he was cut short with a scream. Alex had fallen into the pond & was being held under by the kite string. Don dove in & pulled her out of the pond. " Alex are you ok?" " Yeah I guess so. Thanks for saving me." " See that wouldn't have happened if you had listened to me." " Sorry Donny."

End Flashback

Who knows what trouble she will get into without me around. Don put his head into his hands & cried quietly.

* Raph*

What the hell is wrong with her? She's flying to somewhere she's never been. She could be scared I mean she hadn't even gone to a sleepover before. How can I protect her if she is ten thousands of miles away.

Flashback

" …Raph." Raph opened his eyes to see Alex sitting at the foot of his bed with a scared expression on her face. " What's wrong with you Alex? It's way to early .Go back to bed." " But there's a monster in my room." Raph rolled his eyes & tried not to laugh at her ridiculous statement. " Then go sleep with Splinter or somethin." " But he's to hairy & it itches, Mikey rolls over to much, Donny drools, & Leo kicks. Please Raph." Alex looked so scared. Her eyes were wide with fright & she was clutching her legs up to her chest. It wasn't that he minded her sleeping with him it's just that he didn't want the guys to think he was a softy, but she looked terrified." Alright, but this is between you & me got it?" " Got it." She climbed into bed & hugged him like he was her lifeline & they both drifted off to sleep.

End Flashback

What if another monster was after her? Who was going to keep her safe? Raph fought the urge to cry, but the tears won the battle & soon were flowing down his face.

* Leo*

Alex you're not thinking straight. What if you never find her? Then what. Do you have any money, clothes, or shelter? You don't know what you're doing. It's a dangerous world out there.

Flashback

Alex & Leo were walking along a sidewalk when Alex spotted an ice cream stand. " Leo I want strawberry ice cream." "Alex we don't have any money with us." " But I want some." " We can get some at home." " No." She ran down the sidewalk & right to the ice cream stand. He tried to stop her, but she was already licking her beloved ice cream. " That will be 2 bucks." " I'm sorry sir we have no money with us." Without warning the guy behind the cart pulled back his arm & punched Leo right in the eye." No one takes ice cream from my cart without paying. Have a nice day." & with that the man walked away. Leo looked down to Alex who now was on the verge of tears." Did he hurt you Leo." " No I'm fine see, but next time listen to me about money ok or that could have been you." " Ok Leo."

End Flashback

I hope you thought this through Alex. You're too young to know better. Leo shed a few tears, but was too worried to fully cry. He wasn't holding on to much more though.

* Splinter*

Splinter was so worried that the guys had to give him pills to make him sleep so that he would calm down, but his dreams were even worse than being awake.

Dream

Alex was screaming on the top of her lungs while two men were tearing away her clothes & slapping her. They would tell her to be a good little girl & that she should enjoy it. She would struggle, but he would just hit her harder. Then one of the men started taking off his clothes & this made Alex scream louder.

End of Dream

Splinter sat straight up in his bed. " AAAAAAALLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEXXXXXX." Then he collapsed back onto his bed & cried.