A/N: Ah Lifestream! What a big surprise! Well this chapter is going to very eye opening to, ok. So for those of you who don't agree, to bad and stop reading this fic!
Oh and Italics is Zidane, and regular is the creepy other side of him self. I do not own FF9 happy now? Goood.
Zidane sat up in a cold sweat, at first he looked around wondering what had happened to the blue light, their wasn't any. Oh yeah I'm back on Gaia, in the guest room in the Alexandria's castle. No shit. Damn it! You again! Where'd you come from any way. You shouldn't care, so idiot what do you think that dream was about? What dream? Are you really stupid or just plan faking it? You mean the one about Kuja? He has some intelligence! Well Kuja's childhood I guess. Their was more meaning to it that that! Like what? Your thicker that I thought, Lifestream! So it's Lifestream? Why does it mater? I think you'll eventually find out, after all you heroes all always do. Your really a jerk you know! When did you come conclusion.
Zidane there for left it be and got up and out of bed. He looked around spotted some dark colored pants and a T-shirt and threw them on not really fussing with his hair before getting up and walking out of his room into the dark hallway. It wasn't long before he had reached the top balcony of Alexandria and sat down to think. Ok mind telling me now what you mean by Lifestream? Guess so, it is the souls that live in the planet. They are what enables the planet to live, with out it the planet would die, crumble and, nothing could live their ever again. So why was it all over the ocean on Terra? That's for later Zidane. Who are you and how do you know all this stuff anyway? I'm some who once lived on Terra. Any name. My name doesn't have any meaning, I wish to forget my past. So why are you in me now? You'll need my help soon, their are very strange things happening on Terra now that Kuja has released our souls. Wouldn't you get sucked into the Invincible? No when Kuja went into Trance our souls were slowly released to restore Gaia, I was one of the few souls who had been alive on Terra when the Invincible was created. When I died I lost my soul to the ship, instead of returning to the planet. Now their only one soul on that ship, you killed Kuja before Garland could be freed. I DIDN'T KILL HIM!! You did Zidane, by simply existing. How about you shut up now... ok! I don't wanna hear any more! Your the one who asked.
"Zidane?"
"Oh hello Ruby."
"Now what would ya be doing in the middle of the nigh' on this hear roof.
"It's not a roof it's a balcony."
"Now did I ask ya to be fix'n my language?"
"No."
"Well now what would ya be do'n on this hear Balcony?"
"Thinking."
"Zidane, Think'n to much can be a bad thing to ya know."
"Yeah, I know."
"Alrighty then, care to share?"
"Not really."
"Could you stop talk'n all proper like an tell me?"
"To bad Ruby, but this is stuff I got to figure out on my own."
"No way listen hear Zidane. Ya just spent three hold years do'n that, don't ya care about Princess Garnet, ya've barley talked to her since ya came back her'."
"Sorry, your right I should be thinking about her." He said standing up and beginning to walk off.
"I didn't mean right now!"
"I know." He said as he left.
"What in taranation is that kid thinking anyway?" Something deep inside Ruby told her she didn't really wanna know.
"Why do I always end up being a jerk?" Zidane asked himself out loud. Maybe because you are, Oh and wasn't I the jerk? Go steal a different title! You know for being dead you sure a mean, so what's your name cause I'd prefer to have something to call you. As I said before my name is of no importance, call me what you wish. You arnt Kuja are you? What do you think? Kuja get the hell out of my head!!!!!!! God you are thick! What do you mean? I died wile the Invincible was beening build. Oh right... You should probably get some sleep you know. Ok.
It didn't take long till Zidane had fallen back to sleep. For the rest of the night he had no dreams, no images came into his wondering soul. And during the rest night person who usually stayed in his head left to go and seek the one who has sent her.
It didn't take her long to come across what she was looking for. It was the Iifa tree, her soul had traveled very fast to get here while it was still dark so that she might be able to talk to the one who had sent her, Kuja.
"Kuja." She called out at the base of the tree, she slowly approached to go inside.
"Over here."
"Why don't you just go talk to him yourself?" She asked. "He might not reacted to well, but..."
"No, I can't leave here."
"Well why the hell not!?"
"You know what I did to this world. I'm not deserving of living, besides their are thing here that need to be keep the way they are."
"Kuja... you only lying to your self, Gar." "He tricked me and I like being a murder. I did not bother to see what I was doing, so I do not deserve to exist, I should stay here and I will."
"Kuja, now come on their was a lot of stuff you did that you shouldn't have but you have changed. Please help me out here, I can only do so much. Zidane wont trust me because of many facts. Mikoto wouldn't be of any help, Kuja please at lest think about it."
"I... I will think about it."
"Ok, just keep your eye on who has the invincible ok."
"Yes."
"I better be going." She turned around a left but not before seeing the dead body on the ground, It still hadn't changed. But why? Damn it Garland what did you do to him, wasn't it enough to mess up his mind like that, don't think you'll get away with it!
Kuja saw her leave, he looked backed down on himself and then fell down next to his lifeless body.
"I don't get it? I remember her from my childhood but? Why she helping me?" He reached down to touch his face but his hand went right through. "Damn it Garland! Why wont you let me die!!" Is that really what you want? Before you wanted to live, now you want to die? I wont let you till you free me. "Go... go away." Kuja had started to cry as the sun came up. He was alone again just like when he was a little boy. Alone with no one but evil to hear. He didn't wanna be like this anymore, it hurt to know what you did, but it hurt even more to spend the rest of eternity with what you had left behind, especially when what you had left behind was still here looking back at you driving you mad.
A/n: That talk between Kuja and mystery girl will be explained quite well in the next chapter so don't try to get what their saying. Anyway Who is Mystery girl and why is she helping Kuja? What do they want Zidane to do? And why is Kuja's body still in perfect condition? Find out next time on Alone...But why me? Man that sounds like I doing TV show. Oh well, and I hope you all enjoyed the little humor I stuck in here.
Zidane: What that box down their for?
Kuja: Moron, it's for reviews! So use it!!
Zidane: Right!
Oh and Italics is Zidane, and regular is the creepy other side of him self. I do not own FF9 happy now? Goood.
Zidane sat up in a cold sweat, at first he looked around wondering what had happened to the blue light, their wasn't any. Oh yeah I'm back on Gaia, in the guest room in the Alexandria's castle. No shit. Damn it! You again! Where'd you come from any way. You shouldn't care, so idiot what do you think that dream was about? What dream? Are you really stupid or just plan faking it? You mean the one about Kuja? He has some intelligence! Well Kuja's childhood I guess. Their was more meaning to it that that! Like what? Your thicker that I thought, Lifestream! So it's Lifestream? Why does it mater? I think you'll eventually find out, after all you heroes all always do. Your really a jerk you know! When did you come conclusion.
Zidane there for left it be and got up and out of bed. He looked around spotted some dark colored pants and a T-shirt and threw them on not really fussing with his hair before getting up and walking out of his room into the dark hallway. It wasn't long before he had reached the top balcony of Alexandria and sat down to think. Ok mind telling me now what you mean by Lifestream? Guess so, it is the souls that live in the planet. They are what enables the planet to live, with out it the planet would die, crumble and, nothing could live their ever again. So why was it all over the ocean on Terra? That's for later Zidane. Who are you and how do you know all this stuff anyway? I'm some who once lived on Terra. Any name. My name doesn't have any meaning, I wish to forget my past. So why are you in me now? You'll need my help soon, their are very strange things happening on Terra now that Kuja has released our souls. Wouldn't you get sucked into the Invincible? No when Kuja went into Trance our souls were slowly released to restore Gaia, I was one of the few souls who had been alive on Terra when the Invincible was created. When I died I lost my soul to the ship, instead of returning to the planet. Now their only one soul on that ship, you killed Kuja before Garland could be freed. I DIDN'T KILL HIM!! You did Zidane, by simply existing. How about you shut up now... ok! I don't wanna hear any more! Your the one who asked.
"Zidane?"
"Oh hello Ruby."
"Now what would ya be doing in the middle of the nigh' on this hear roof.
"It's not a roof it's a balcony."
"Now did I ask ya to be fix'n my language?"
"No."
"Well now what would ya be do'n on this hear Balcony?"
"Thinking."
"Zidane, Think'n to much can be a bad thing to ya know."
"Yeah, I know."
"Alrighty then, care to share?"
"Not really."
"Could you stop talk'n all proper like an tell me?"
"To bad Ruby, but this is stuff I got to figure out on my own."
"No way listen hear Zidane. Ya just spent three hold years do'n that, don't ya care about Princess Garnet, ya've barley talked to her since ya came back her'."
"Sorry, your right I should be thinking about her." He said standing up and beginning to walk off.
"I didn't mean right now!"
"I know." He said as he left.
"What in taranation is that kid thinking anyway?" Something deep inside Ruby told her she didn't really wanna know.
"Why do I always end up being a jerk?" Zidane asked himself out loud. Maybe because you are, Oh and wasn't I the jerk? Go steal a different title! You know for being dead you sure a mean, so what's your name cause I'd prefer to have something to call you. As I said before my name is of no importance, call me what you wish. You arnt Kuja are you? What do you think? Kuja get the hell out of my head!!!!!!! God you are thick! What do you mean? I died wile the Invincible was beening build. Oh right... You should probably get some sleep you know. Ok.
It didn't take long till Zidane had fallen back to sleep. For the rest of the night he had no dreams, no images came into his wondering soul. And during the rest night person who usually stayed in his head left to go and seek the one who has sent her.
It didn't take her long to come across what she was looking for. It was the Iifa tree, her soul had traveled very fast to get here while it was still dark so that she might be able to talk to the one who had sent her, Kuja.
"Kuja." She called out at the base of the tree, she slowly approached to go inside.
"Over here."
"Why don't you just go talk to him yourself?" She asked. "He might not reacted to well, but..."
"No, I can't leave here."
"Well why the hell not!?"
"You know what I did to this world. I'm not deserving of living, besides their are thing here that need to be keep the way they are."
"Kuja... you only lying to your self, Gar." "He tricked me and I like being a murder. I did not bother to see what I was doing, so I do not deserve to exist, I should stay here and I will."
"Kuja, now come on their was a lot of stuff you did that you shouldn't have but you have changed. Please help me out here, I can only do so much. Zidane wont trust me because of many facts. Mikoto wouldn't be of any help, Kuja please at lest think about it."
"I... I will think about it."
"Ok, just keep your eye on who has the invincible ok."
"Yes."
"I better be going." She turned around a left but not before seeing the dead body on the ground, It still hadn't changed. But why? Damn it Garland what did you do to him, wasn't it enough to mess up his mind like that, don't think you'll get away with it!
Kuja saw her leave, he looked backed down on himself and then fell down next to his lifeless body.
"I don't get it? I remember her from my childhood but? Why she helping me?" He reached down to touch his face but his hand went right through. "Damn it Garland! Why wont you let me die!!" Is that really what you want? Before you wanted to live, now you want to die? I wont let you till you free me. "Go... go away." Kuja had started to cry as the sun came up. He was alone again just like when he was a little boy. Alone with no one but evil to hear. He didn't wanna be like this anymore, it hurt to know what you did, but it hurt even more to spend the rest of eternity with what you had left behind, especially when what you had left behind was still here looking back at you driving you mad.
A/n: That talk between Kuja and mystery girl will be explained quite well in the next chapter so don't try to get what their saying. Anyway Who is Mystery girl and why is she helping Kuja? What do they want Zidane to do? And why is Kuja's body still in perfect condition? Find out next time on Alone...But why me? Man that sounds like I doing TV show. Oh well, and I hope you all enjoyed the little humor I stuck in here.
Zidane: What that box down their for?
Kuja: Moron, it's for reviews! So use it!!
Zidane: Right!