Living The Lie

will get revenge on them. Why do I have to suffer. No, not physical suffering, but

when I see them, I feel like I have rocks building up in my stomach. Emotional pain and

suffering. At times, I almost can't see the difference.

Just wait. They don't know I am powerful, nobody does. If I were a muggle, I would be

an excellent actor. They think that I am almost a squib. a fucking squib. No Longbottom

could be a squib. Even Draco Fucking Malfoy knows it. The way he always goes out of his way to try to push

me over the edge so that I could blow my cover. He must know what is going to happen.

He will pay for what his father has done to my parents.

It eats away at me. Every time I go and visit them, I have to think about it. they were

God Damn Aurours for crying out loud. There is no cure. No Spell that I could just say

under my breath that would make it all go away. Nothing I could do. Nothing anybody could do.

Nobody knows. Nobody knows anything about me. Nobody has ever bothered to ask

why I don't live with my parents. I know that not many people know, but those that do,

have never said anything to me. They have never said that they were ever sorry about

what happened to them. Every Griffindor right now cares about Harry Potter. They

feel sorry about him because he lost his parents. Maybe I didn't loose my parents

but I might as well have. They don't even know who I am when I go and visit.

But I cant wait to do this. I have planned this all out. Very carefully. They think I am a helpless wizard who can barely turn a match into a needle. I have practiced the curses,

the hexes, and even the unforgivable curses. I will treat them as they treated my parents.

I will not feel bad about it.

I will feel good.

They do not know the full power of me. And they wont, not until I am ready. I will just be biding my time. I have waited this long, I can wait a little more. But once it is over, I

will be able to die knowing that I did something about my parents. Knowing that I didn't

just stand back and watch like an innocent bystander, because I am not.

I will get my revenge...

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Sorry I made him a little, well, Evil. This is just how I think of him. A quiet boy with

very few friends can not be the most innocent person in the world. If you liked it,

Review, and say good stuff, and if you didn't like it, tell me what you didn't like about

it, and if that is too complicated for you, then don't review.