ch2ttt Day 2-Alienation~The Snow Continues
When Kagome woke, she was alone in the blanket. She bolted upright, looking around for Inuyasha. She saw him, in his kimono again and about to walk out into the snow. "Leaving without saying goodbye or thank you?" She growled softly.
He turned towards her, surprised. "I should go back."
"That doesn't justify leaving without telling me first! I would have been worried sick!"
"Feh." He growled, happy to be in normal form. "Why should I care?"
"Because I'm your friend?" She whispered, hurt. "Now you are being cold Inuyasha. Did you ever think I might actually get lonely?" She wrapped the blanket around her and stood, walking around the room, snuffing the low candles. They'd been burning all night.
A clawed hand touched her shoulder. "Kagome...I-"
"Just get out." She whispered, not turning towards him. "I'll live. I was alone for hours yesterday before you showed up. I'm ashamed that I was even worried about you. After all once you become a demon, who needs stupid little HUMAN Kagome?!"
He took his hand back as if she'd burned him. Her words hurt, more than he was willing to admit. "Feh." He turned from her, trudging towards the door.
She watched him go from the reflective surface in the mirror. "I'm sorry." She whispered softly.
Her words made him freeze in surprise. "Kagome..." He turned towards her, his face pained.
She faced him slowly, her head hung, her shoulders slumped. "I just hate being alone...I...I need to have someone to talk to...or I get depressed..."
"Kagome...I..." He was surprised she was so like him. "I ain't very good company..." He finally settled for. "And I don't like to talk."
Her face rose so she could meet his eyes. "I know, but... I always enjoyed our time alone before the others came..." She looked away again. "I...I really miss it..."
He stared into her teary eyes and sighed, closing the distance between them. "I..." He sighed in defeat. "Alright ...I'll stay."
She glomped him, hugging his shoulder's tightly. *I love you!* She mentally screamed, tears falling down her cheeks.
He returned the embrace hesitantely, his arms slowly going around her. *Oh, Kagome...* He closed his eyes, breathing in her comforting scent.
She stood there, hugging him tightly. She bit her lip, silently wondering why she tortured herself like she did. She knew she could never compare to Kikyou. He'd never love her. A soft sigh escaped her and she tightened her grasp on him. *I don't care...I want to be with him...she...she may have his heart, but I have his friendship and he...he trusts me...to an extent...*
She felt the dampness of his kimono soaking through her clothing, and shivered. "Your kimono is still wet..." She said softly.
He nodded, pulling away. "P-perhaps I could use the robe still?" He asked softly.
She nodded quickly, backing away and running from the room. *Oh...oh, gods...I almost told him...* She covered her mouth with her hand while moving towards her room. She changed into a pair of warm pants and a sweatshirt before moving back downstairs, finding Inuyasha curled up asleep under the blanket.
A fond smile lit up her face. "Ba-aka!" She whispered. She caught herself a split second before her finger's brushed his ears. Her hand dropped and she went to see if the gas was still on.
Inuyasha opened one eye, watching her go. *I wouldn't have stopped you...* He thought.
She couldn't hear his thoughts.

Miroku yawned, sitting up in the crouded hut, between a warm woman and a tiny cub. Kaede was putting wood onto the fire, while several other people were waking from the heavy sleep. They'd stayed fairly warm that night.
He stretched, standing and walking outside. "Oi, Oba-sama, I'm going to see if Inuyasha survived the night without going to get Kagome."
She nodded, personally wondering if the dog demon had even survived through the night with such a thin blanket.
He walked through the clean whiteness towards the forest, yawning yet again. "OI! Inuyasha?! Hey! Where are you, dog-boy?! Ya didn't go to bring Kagome back, did ya?!"
"He isn't here."
A voice not too dissimilar from Kagome's sounded behind him and he spun around, facing Kikyou. "YOU!"
"He isn't here..." She didn't seem to notice him, her bare feet walking through the snow and not seeming to notice the cold.
"Do you know where he is? He isn't at the village."
"Where is the girl?"
"She went home for the week."
"Where is her home?"
"I dunno." He looked at her suspiciously. "I'm getting back to the village. You may want to do so yourself."
"Inuyasha died last night." She said, her voice seemingly emotionless. "His aura vanished. His spirit is gone. He is not here."
"..." Miroku silently turned away, walking back to the village. *Probably did go to get Kagome, then.* He thought, his hands cradling the back of his head. The blizzard they'd had the previous night making it difficult to move quickly. *I wonder when Kagome-sama will return...*

Kagome put the kettle on the gas heated stove, lighting the flame quickly. She sighed, wondering if she should go wake Inuyasha. With a quick shake of her head, she pulled down two cups, sticking tea bags in them. It was one of her favorite herbal teas, green. She sighed, as the kettle began two whistle and poured the water in both cups.
Inuyasha stumbled into the kitchen. "What is that noise?" He asked irritably.
"Oh, the tea kettle. I was heating water for tea." She gestured to the cups and walked to the window. "It needs to sit awhile before you drink it, or it wont taste like tea." She bit her lip, looking outside. The snow was up to the window sill and showed no signs of stopping. "Looks like we've been snowed in." She laughed at the irony.
"Something funny?" He asked sniffing the cups.
"Not really. I'd just been thinking that you've been snowed in with the one person you really just can't stomache." She said, her voice sounding sad.
"..." He looked at her curiously.
Buyo padded in, stretching leasurely and padding over to Kagome. It rubbed around her legs forcefully. "Mreaor..."
"Hi, Buyo..." She made babying noises at the cat and picked it up. "You've gained weight!" She chuckled, stroaking the cat's fur.
"Why did you say that?"
"Because he has-"
"Not that. About me not being able to stomache you."
She turned towards him, her face a bit sad. "Because, you always pick on me...treat me like ya hate me..." She blushed, looking away. "Said ya couldn't stomache the way I smelled..."
He didn't respond. *Kagome no baka...* A soft sigh escaped him before he could contain it. "Whatever."
She looked at him curiously. "What?"
"If you say so, Kagome. Fine, I hate ya. Happy?" He looked up at her, irritably. "Don't try to read me, girl, I'm more complicated than most humans think."
Her face was genuinely startled and she set down the cat. "I don't understand..."
"Do you think I'd protect you if I hated you?"
She was silent for a moment, drawing things on the fogged window. "I don't really know." She said finally. "I try to understand you, but...I can't. You say I smell bad, then that I smell good...then you insult me constantly. You try to kill me, then try to protect me, then...you say you're my friend." She looked back to the window, still drawing.
"What are you doing?"
"Thinking..." She looked over towards him, her face unreadable. "About you...and me...and Kikyou..." She paused. "I seem to be doing that a lot."
"Why?" He frowned at the mention of Kagome's previous incarnate.
"Mainly because I can't help but wonder what would have happened if she hadn't been resurected..." She gulped. "If it had just...ya know...been us..."
He stared at her, shocked. *Please, Kagome, don't love me, we can never be together and I don't want to hurt you...*
"If maybe we would have fallen in love instead of you and Kikyou..." She smiled and shrugged. "I guess I'll never know."
He looked down into the cups again while she moved over, claiming one and sitting at the table, her feet tucked under her, gesturing to the other cup. "Go ahead, have some."
He hesitantely claimed a cup and sat across from her. "I don't understand why what could have been concerns you." He tried to keep his voice hard, but failed to keep the slight waver out of it.
Fortunately, she didn't notice. "I like daydreaming. I like to relax and think of what might happen, what might have happened...what could have happened..." She smiled, sipping the tea. "The one I have the most is daydreaming about my father. I miss him..."
He watched her normally cheery face sadden.
"He died when I was really young. I know I have his eyes...and mom says I'm smart like he was...but I have my mother's temper and good sense. And compassion." She sighed, closing her eyes and willing away the threatening tears. "But I guess you understand better than me how it feels to lose a parent."
He took a sip of the tea. It was a very light herby flavor, not at all unpleasant. "Yeah. I guess I do. But I didn't get anything from my mother."
"Sure you did." She looked at him, and a faint smile crossed her lips. "But you probably don't know about it." She smiled larger at his baffled expression. "You look like your father twenty seven days out of the month, but one day, you look like your mother."
His eyes widened. "You mean-"
She nodded. "When your human blood ebbs away, your hair becomes black, and your eyes become violet."
"Oh...I never knew. I always used to hide when it was the new moon, I never wanted to see..."
She smiled, absently patting his hand. She saw the shocked look on his face and jerked her hand back. "G-g-gomen."
He watched her stagger to her feet and rush from the room.

Kagome walked from the house to the wood shed, hoping to find some dry wood. Her coat was already soaked through, chilling her body further. "C-c-c-cold..." She murmered, grabbing some small pieces of wood before walking back towards the house. She used the rear entrance, the one that WASN'T piled up to the window's with snow. There was still so much snow it was hard to travel through. "M-m-m-maybe I sh-sh-should have just let I-i-i-inuyasha d-d-d-do this..." She whispered, walking back in.
"I told you to let me get it, damn fool girl." He muttered, barely glancing at her as she stumbled in. "Now you're soaked through."
"I-i-i-i'll l-l-l-live..." She growled, setting a fire in the fire place. "N-n-now sh-shut up!" When it was lit and a good roar was starting, she spread his kimono out in front of it, then left the room to get out of her soaked clothes.
"Damn fool girl." He muttered softly. When she came back, her clothes were hanging loosely in her hands and she was shivering, a faint blue tinting her lips. He watched her, his eyes betraying his concern as she stretched the clothes out and sat just behind them, directly in front of the fire. "Kagome?"
"I-i-i'm j-j-j-just a bit...c-c-c-cold..." She said softly through chattering teeth.
Silently he moved beside her and put the blanket around her too. She looked up at him in surprise, her face coloring slightly in a blush. "Wha-"
"Don't argue with me." He said simply, his voice tired. "I'm going to sleep." He said, dozing in his seated position.
She smiled, shaking her head. "If you'll stay awake a little longer I'll go get some futons."
He looked at her, one eye popping open. "Why do we need more than one?"
"Well...it wouldn't be proper for both of us to sleep on one...and I'm tired too..." She flushed.
He opened his other eye, looking at her curiously. "We're friends, right?"
She nodded. "Of course."
"Is there another blanket?"
"No."
"Then get one futon, or I'm going without-"
"You'll get hypothermia!"
"Were you planning on going without one?"
Her eyes widened in realization. She sighed heavily. "I-okay! I'll get a larger one..." She stood, disappearing for a moment. When she returned she had a decent sized futon under her arm, but it still was barely large enough for two people.
He flushed a bit, realizing how close they would be sleeping. *Maybe if we'd gotten two and pushed em together...*
Kagome flopped down on it, her face tired. "Gods I'm sleepy." She whispered, rolling onto her side before the fireplace.
Inuyasha lay beside her hesitantely, gulping hard. When both were covered by the blanket and the warmth began seeping in, Inuyasha finally fell into a very deep sleep.
Kagome rolled, facing him, looking up at his face. It was peaceful, reminding her greatly of when he was pinned to the Go Shimboku tree. His eyebrows were smoothed from their normal scowl, his mouth slack. *I...I want to kiss him...* She blushed, her hand going to touch his face gently.
*I'm going to torture myself to death doing this...* She thought, rolling a few more times before she settled, facing him again. She smiled fainly, gently brushing his ears with her fingers. "What am I going to do with you...?" She wondered, before she finally fell into a light sleep.

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