"Then you just would have died
the first night." He growled, looking away. *Not that I care...do
I?*
Miroku looked out across the
harmless looking carpet of snow that covered the village. "Damn...we're
in trouble..."
"At least it's tapering off..."
Sango said, holding her cup in her frozen hands. "I wonder if Kagome
and Inuyasha are alright...I mean, we haven't seen them for three days..."
"Inuyasha is dead." Kikyou
said softly, not touching her cup.
Miroku rolled his eyes.
"No, he's not. He's just missing. He'll be back...probably
dragging Kagome-sama kicking and screaming."
Sango smirked. "Naw, just
sitting and smirking. She'd be walking on her own."
Miroku chuckled. "You're
probably right."
"Kaede, where does this girl
live?" Kikyou asked, fingering her bow.
"..." Kaede was silent
a moment. "Truely, I know not. I know how she get's there,
but she doesn't say where she lives."
"How does she get there?"
"She says she always found her
way home by the Go Shimboku tree." Kaede sipped her tea, not mentioning
the well.
"Hmmm..."
Kagome slowly sank onto the floor,
sighing. "I wish I hadn't gotten rid of my skis."
"What's a ski?"
"Oh." Kagome looked up.
"They're built so they don't sink into the snow. You glide across
it instead of sinking into it...I honestly never thought I'd need em..."
Inuyasha looked down, frowning.
Suddenly, Kagome stood, running
upstairs to her room. "I wonder if it's stopped snowing yet...."
She said, halfway to her room.
Inuyasha followed behind quickly.
He was curious too, not that he'd ever admit it. When they reached
her room, they looked out the window, seeing the snow piled up, just a
foot below the second floor.
She smiled wryly, then sighed.
"It's stopped, now we just have to wait till they cut a path in it...if
they ever get past the ice..."
Inuyasha remained silent.
*Yeah...* Suddenly a hand closed around his, squeezing slightly.
"I hate to admit this, but I'm
frightened..." She looked out across the white, ocasionally dotted
by a tre that was half buried under snow. "I hope the gas doesn't
go out..." She looked up at him, her eyes telling him how afraid
she was.
"HEY!" He grabbed her,
shaking her. "Relax! We're gonna be just fine! We've
destroyed demons and survived, so there's no way a little snow storm is
gonna kill us!"
Kagome looked up at him.
"Little? LITTLE?!" Her voice rose and she pointed out the window.
"YOU CALL -THIS- LITTLE?!"
He was silent, staring at her,
slightly hurt.
"AND WHAT'S WORSE?! EVERY
DAY WHEN THE SNOW MELT JUST A LITTLE BIT, IT'S GOING TO BECOME -ICE-!
THE MORE ICE, THE LESS CHANCE WE HAVE TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!"
She finally gave up and burst into tears. "And you tell me...this
'little' snow storm ISN'T going to kill us?"
Inuyasha grabbed her by her
shoulders, pulling her into a warm hug. "I..."
She clung to him, crying into
his kimono. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't...shouldn't have...have yelled
at you...right now...we only...only have each other to turn to...I'm sorry..."
He held her, his heart beating
hard for unknown reasons when he realized she was right. This time,
they didn't have someone else to pull their fat from the fire. All
they had was each other. If one of them died, the other would too.
They stood like that for awhile,
Kagome sobbing into Inuyasha's think yukata, while he tried to calm her.
When her sobs subsided, she pulled back, looking up at him, the odd expression
in her eyes again.
"Wh-what?" He asked guardedly.
"I-Inuyasha...I..." She
blushed, pulling away from him completely to stare up into his face.
Her ice grey eyes had a warmth in them somewhere deep down. "Thank
you..." She said simply.
*She's looking at me like that
again...why? Please, Kagome, you can't fall in love with me!
DON'T! I...it would never work...I'm not free to love you back...am
I?* He closed his eyes when he felt her hand touch his face.
*If I'm not... then...why is my heart beating so hard? Shouldn't
I be thinking about...Kikyou? But...I feel different when I'm with
Kagome...I see someone hurt her and I want to rip their heart out!
Why do I get like this with her?*
Kagome pulled her hand away
quickly and walked quickly towards the door. "I'll go make some tea."
She said before vanishing. *I almost told him again...oh, damn...*
She silently wondered why she felt so warm.
Inuyasha's eyes opened, but
she was already gone. "Oh, gods, please, don't let me love her..."
He fell to his knees, staring blankly across the room. *I'm not free
to love her...I can't let myself love her...But...but I...* He looked
up at the ceiling, not letting himself finish the thought. He did
however know one thing.
He deffinately should have left
her time yesterday. In fact, he should have gotten an earlier start.
*But then...but then she would be dead...* He let his body fold in
on itself, fighting tears. *Dammit...I'm getting weak...* He
cursed. *I can't let myself turn into a weakling. Kagome needs
me to be strong...I need to be strong for her...* He closed his eyes,
biting his lip hard and drawing blood.
He didn't notice.
Kagome hurriedly took the kettle
off stove.
"Kagome no baka, Kagome no baka,
Kagome no baka..." She murmered as she moved, just seconds before
a sneeze snuck up on her. "ACHOO!" She covered her mouth, coughing
a bit.
Hesitantely, she moved towards
the bathroom, going into the medicine chest. She pulled out a thermometer,
giving her reflection a breif glance. Her face was pale, her cheeks
flushed, although she knew this time that had nothing to do with her close
proximity to Inuyasha.
She stuck the little thing in
her mouth and returned to the kitchen to find Inuyasha doing the activity
he'd watched her do several times that day. Since she'd set the tea
kettle and bags out, he'd just filled the cups and dropped the bags in.
When his gaze turned towards
her, he froze. *She's sick...*
She smiled weakly around the
thermometer. "Thanks." She said around the thermometer.
"I was going to take care of it..."
He tried not to look concerned,
and almost suceeded. "I guess what you said earlier was right.
We're going to need to rely on each other..."
She smiled again, and the thermometer
beeped. She pulled it away and a momentarily panicked look crossed
her features. A feeling of dread filled her. *103.5?
Oh, gods...*
"What is that thing?"
"Oh, thermometer. It's
used to take temperature. Normal body heat is about 98.6 degrees,
and this reads your body heat to see if you have a fever."
He frowned, and looked away.
"Do you?"
"Huh?"
"Do you have a fever?"
"Yes, but it's not that bad..."
She lied. *It's just if it were a degree and a half higher, I'd be
unconsious...* She smiled weakly and lifted the bag from her tea.
As she was setting it on the
plate at the center of the table, Inuyasha's hand shot out and he touched
her forhead. "I don't think you should feel that hot." He said
softly.
Her eyes met his. "It's
probably just that your hands are cold."
"Don't lie to me, Kagome!"
He shouted, standing. "You look like you've been to hell and back!
Your face looks like it's wax and your cheeks are red as those damn flowers
on your 'bathing suit'! You're sick and we -both- know it!"
She lowered her head.
"I...I have to keep busy...we need each other, so I can't just be laying
around like I'm sick." She looked away, stubbornly.
Two hands grabbed her and hoisted
her off the chair. "I don't think you'll do me much good if you're
dead before tomorrow either!" Inuyasha said, dragging her towards
the futon.
"PUT ME DOWN!" She exclaimed.
"YOU JERK! I'M NOT GONNA DIE!"
Inuyasha didn't respond as he
gently lay her on it and put her under the blanket. "Just shut up,
Kagome. I'm no damn doctor, but I can tell when someone's sick, dammit!"
He put his hand to her face, feeling the heat radiating off her skin.
His other hand claimed hers and he frowned. "You're hands are clammy,
too..." He shook his head. "You managed to get yourself good
and sick, wench." He growled, trying to cover his concern.
"I...Inuyasha..." She
stared up at him surprised. A nice smile spread across her cheeks
and she lifted a hand to his face, gently brushing it. "Sometimes...sometimes,
you are really...sweet..." Kagome murmered before her illness caught
up with her and she fell into a deep sleep.
Inuyasha quickly checked for
her pulse and heartbeat and when he was satisfied she was alive, went and
brought their tea in. If she didn't wake, he could always drink her's
too.