DIsclaimer: no, i dont' own ayashi no ceres.
AN: this is aya speaking within herself, her struggle to overcome herself and Ceres.
Warm. How heavenly this feeling is. How safe I feel in this darkness. floating. Letting my mind float how ever it wants. No, I have to get out. I have to. I have this oblifation I can't let that thing take over me! but... so safe.. so warm... so... But i can't, i can't i am I, this is my body. I can't let her ocongtrol it my.. my life.. he's waiting waiting fo rme. Oh sweet desire to be one with him. It's pulling my heart closer, rejoining my mind to my body agin. yet, I can't bring myself to complete the rejoinment. So nice to float to stay in oblivion. But! but... he's waiting. I can't let him down I can't. I won't . I want to be with him right now. TO stay with him. I won't give up! I have to get back my control over my body. Have to. For the sake of my love. For him. I shall come back sweet warmth. Wait for me.. I can't give up. Not yet.