Always and Forever
Dearest Michiru- journal entry #30
I didn't have and friends at the begining of this year, and didn't expect to have any. Then you walked into my life, and made it so much better. I didn't think that our friendship would last, and I understood if you walked out of it then I'd be much worse off then I had been all those years. No one understood me but it's not like I made it easy for them to. Some how you understood and wanted to understand. It scared me how close and soon you got to me. Instantly taking a piece of my cold, black heart for yourself.... And bringing it to life. Making it feel love. Love that I never had. Feeling loved is something that I never felt. Not from my parents or any friend I never had. You made me feel better about myself. All I ever did was beat down on myself and I didn't want to live anymore. You made me want to get up in the morning. Made me look forward to go to school. You are the thing that makes me get up in the morning. The only reason! I'd put up with the horror of the day to have 10 minutes to talk to you. You own a piece of my heart. The only living part of it. You made me feel and brought that piece alive. But I don't own any of yours. You say "love ya" and you mean as a friend. But i mean a little more. I do love you. With all my heart.... but i could never tell you. Ever. I'll love you in secret. Forever. Though it hurts to be so close but still so far away. Love you always, my angel... my Sea Goddess. Always and forever.
Love,
Haruka Ten'ou
Dearest Michiru- journal entry #30
I didn't have and friends at the begining of this year, and didn't expect to have any. Then you walked into my life, and made it so much better. I didn't think that our friendship would last, and I understood if you walked out of it then I'd be much worse off then I had been all those years. No one understood me but it's not like I made it easy for them to. Some how you understood and wanted to understand. It scared me how close and soon you got to me. Instantly taking a piece of my cold, black heart for yourself.... And bringing it to life. Making it feel love. Love that I never had. Feeling loved is something that I never felt. Not from my parents or any friend I never had. You made me feel better about myself. All I ever did was beat down on myself and I didn't want to live anymore. You made me want to get up in the morning. Made me look forward to go to school. You are the thing that makes me get up in the morning. The only reason! I'd put up with the horror of the day to have 10 minutes to talk to you. You own a piece of my heart. The only living part of it. You made me feel and brought that piece alive. But I don't own any of yours. You say "love ya" and you mean as a friend. But i mean a little more. I do love you. With all my heart.... but i could never tell you. Ever. I'll love you in secret. Forever. Though it hurts to be so close but still so far away. Love you always, my angel... my Sea Goddess. Always and forever.
Love,
Haruka Ten'ou