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Author's Note: My first be nice
to Dana fic! A song fic at that! Well she does end up happier in
the end! She really isn't that bad. Just slightly dull. Well, I'm
hoping things will pan out alright for her. I mean there is only
so much a girl can take, and methinks she can't stand no more.
Email me at ThwartedShanni@hotmail.com
Go
Your Own Way
Loving you
Isn't the right thing to do
How can I ever change things
That I feel
If I could
Maybe I'd give you my world
How can I
When you won't take it from me
"Max, where
is he?!" I yelled at my friend.
"Who?"
She said unknowingly.
"Terry,
that's who! I want to see him, now!" I said angrily.
I look at her
dumbfounded. How could she feign ignorance? The two of them were
best friends. Always together. I needed answers, and today I was
going to get them. No one tries to ignore me and gets away with
it.
Max looked
thoughtfully at me before making a reply. Thinking up an excuse
of course. Well, no more. I crossed my arms and stared at my best
friend waiting for her to make an excuse for his foolishness.
None came. She stood there, her mouth agape. I raised my brow
expectantly. Still no excuse. She closed her mouth and gave me a
pitiful look. I knew it! I knew she knew what was going on.
"Max, if
you're my friend, tell me what's going on. Talk to me.."I
pleaded.
Silence.
As I am about to
turn away from her, she calls me back. Now she wants to tell me.
Great. Honesty for a change.
"Dana, you
need to speak with Terry. I don't want to get in the way." I
nodded my acceptance, and turned away.
"See ya
Max." I say, as I storm off again, in search of the young
man.
I see him.
Trying to open his locker, and frowning. He doesn't even see it
coming. I sneak up behind him, tap his shoulder and give him my
warmest smile. Smiling back, he reaches down to kiss me. I accept
it, because he doesn't know this will be our last kiss. I
withdraw, and look into his eyes.
"We should
talk.."
I say slightly
smiling. He nods, and turns back to his locker. So easy for him
to forget I'm there. Too easy.
"Terry. we need
to talk..." I saw again, a bit more firm.
He turns and
looked down at me with a knowing glance. He knows it's coming.
He's been waiting. I want to say I'm relieved as well, but it's
hard. He wants me to do this.
You can go your own way
Go your own way
You an call it
Another lonely day
You can go your own way
Go your own way
Terry, let's not
beat around the bush," I say swallowing my fear. What have I
got to be afraid about? I'm losing a great guy. I don't want to,
but it's the right thing to do.
"We're
drifting apart."
He begins to
open his mouth, but I place my lips there.
"Please.
Let me finish." I plead. " I know you're really busy
with Mr.Wayne, and you have school work, and so many other things
to do, that you're priorities are not quite straight. I want you
to know I understand."
I breath in
deeply.
"I'm
breaking up with you."
I say as kindly
as I can. I close my eyes, and wait for the blow. What will he
say? How will he react? Open your eyes. I demand. Looking at him,
I see his face is a stone wall.
"I'm
sorry." He says.
"It's okay,
it was inevitable."
"I'm knew
this was coming eventually, I just never thought it be like this.
So easy." He said ruefully.
I nod, my
understanding. I too thought it would be much more difficult. We
were both waiting for it to happen. Thaat was the sad part. We
wanted it to happen.
Tell me why
Everything turned around
Packing up
If I could
Baby I'd give you my world
Open up
Everything's waiting for you
"What
now?" He asks me.
"Now, we
remain friends. I don't think we should go out anymore, but
you'll always be my friend. You were my friend before anything
else anyway!"
I say, to cheer
him, and myself up.
"Oh, that
makes sense." He says distantly. He's probably thinking of
better times.
"It does
doesn't it. Besides we need to go our own ways." I say
before giving him a bear hug.
He hugs me
tighter, and then I look up, and give him a chaste kiss on the
lips.
You can go your own way
Go your own way
You an call it
Another lonely day
You can go your own way
Go your own way
"McGinnis,
I think I'll miss that." I say laughing. We both chuckle a
moment. Silence again.
"Me too,
Dana. You're right though. We do need to go our own way. It'll be
lonely for for a while, but I still know you'll be there."
He says matter-of-factly.
I smile and we walk off together as
friends. Friends. I like it much much more.
The End