A Love Lost

"Rinoa??"

He held her up to his chest and looked down at her. Her once red, luscious lips were now a pale pink. Squall held her hand and shook it, hoping she would wake up and come to her senses. Nothing happened.

Panicking, Squall quickly cast a full-life spell on her, but it was too late. Closing his eyes, he bent down and gave his love a kiss, his love that had been taken away from him. Quistis came in.

"Squall!! I radioed the Garden and they are sending immediate help on the—" Quistis stopped. Her whole body froze to see Rinoa lifeless in Squall's arms. Tears began to build in her eyes. "…Squall," she started, but couldn't say anything else. He looked up at her, trying to keep a straight face, then looked at Rinoa.

"Squall, I'm so sorry…" she mouthed, in between chokes.

Squall could do nothing but stare at the lifeless body. Quistis walked up to him, and put her hand on his shoulder. "There's nothing you can do now. She's gone…and you just have to accept that," Quistis stated. She felt awful. Beside the fact that she always wanted Rinoa to be out of Squall's life and wanted herself to be with Squall, she felt so guilty and horrified that Rinoa was gone; she was her best friend. "Squall, please…"

"Quistis….what do you know?!" Squall blurted out. "Our closest friends are gone! Zell, Irvine, Selphie….they're all gone. Don't you have the least bit consideration of mourning over them? Now you're telling me to get over myself of losing Rinoa, not even taking into account of the fact that Zell, Irvine, and Selphie are gone??"

* flashback *

"Zell!!!" Squall shouted.

Zell was knocked out, and Ultimecia compressed him into time.

"Nooo!!"

Ultimecia could do nothing but laugh. "Hahahaha!! Pitiful SeeDs. You're life will be over, just like your little friends!"

* end flashback *

Quistis stood back, offended. She never realized Squall would show his feelings about others, but only for Rinoa. "Squall, I'm sorry…It's just that…" she broke into tears. Before she could say anything else, the team from Garden came about. Xu came into sight.

"Squall, are you all right?" she asked, concerned.

He didn't reply. Quistis walked past her and went into the Ragnarok. Xu watched her until she disappeared into the ship, then looked at Squall, with a heartbreaking look on her face. "Squall," she began. "I heard what happened to Rinoa…and I'm very sorry for your loss."

Squall said nothing and stood up, picking Rinoa up into his arms. A squad of SeeDs came over to Squall and asked him to give Rinoa to them, so they could take care of her. He reluctantly agreed. They took her body to their air ship.

"They will place her in a glass coffin back at the Infirmary until it is time for her burial," Xu informed him.

He nodded and walked forlornly into the Ragnarok.

Arriving at the Garden, Squall stepped out. He wanted to see Rinoa so badly, and eagerly stepped off from the Ragnarok, heading for the Infirmary. Some SeeDs, restricting him from going, stopped Squall, but he pulled out his Lionheart until they gave way. Quistis looked over at him, and gave a tiny smile to herself. Squall, you're still the same guy. Always isolated in your own world, focused on what you're determined to do…don't even giving the slightest attention or care for what others think…

Squall ran as swiftly as he could, bumping and shoving into people that were in his way. He loved Rinoa, but he couldn't bear that she's gone. He remembered the day when she fell into a coma, when he fell in love with her; when he told her his feelings.

He stopped at the Infirmary and walked into the room, where Rinoa lay in the glass coffin. As he walked in, he saw a figure next to the body. Afraid the stranger will do harm, he raised his Lionheart and stepped closer.

"Who the hell are you?"

The stranger turned around.

Squall dropped his gunblade. "Zell?!"