EPOV
Fuck Marcus and his stupid ideas!
There was no way I could follow them anymore.
I had to talk to her.
I parked my car on the side-way and waited for her to arrive as I found her not at home yet.
They arrived after thirty minutes.
The guy got out first and opened the passenger door for her.
Bella laughed as she got out of the car.
She seemed really happy... with him!
I tightened my grip on the steering wheel. I couldn't fucking see that!
They talked for a minute or so, and then he pulled her closer.
He bent down to kiss her, and... she didn't let him go!
In fact, she pulled him closer.
He said something when they pulled away and he bent again to kiss her.
She didn't stop him, again!
I didn't want to see this further.
I started my car and drove as fast as I could.
I wasn't sure what exactly I was feeling at that point.
Was this how she had felt when she had seen me with Tanya on that day?
Was this how she had felt when I had told her I didn't want to continue our relationship?
Was this how she had felt when I had decided to stay back with Tanya?
Was this how a heartbreak felt like?
I didn't know!
I didn't know anything anymore!
But was it so easy to move on?
Was our relationship really that serious to her as it was for me?
Hadn't I earned even a little ounce of trust?
Again, I didn't know!
I didn't know anything anymore!
How could I never make a single correct decision?
How could my timings always go horribly wrong?
Why didn't I deserve one, just one chance to make everything right?
It felt like everything was over!
I felt something in my eyes that I didn't know I was even capable of pulling off!
I couldn't fucking believe that I was actually crying!