CHAPTER 50
The light in the bathroom was blinding as I warbled in on shaky legs. After cleaning up I looked in the mirror and couldn't help the smile on my face. I looked freshly fucked and thoroughly mauled. An insane giggle bubbled from my lips, and I slapped my hand over my mouth when I snorted. My hair was wild, and half matted to the side of my head, my lips were swollen, and my chest was still flushed. I bounced on my toes overcome with happiness, I had survived, and dear lord just barely. I couldn't stop the happy tears that threatened to spill over. The absolutely amazing feeling of being with Edward again had healed my soul. Just the memory of him entering me made me swoon, and my girl parts ache for him. It had never been like that before, and I never thought that anything could have been that intense. My body had been like a live wire, raw, exposed, and when his burning hot member had stretched me to my limit I exploded. I had never felt so complete, so filled in the most delicious way, and in that one move I fell over the edge, shattering around him. Wave after wave of molten fire pulsed through my body, and stars exploded behind my eyes as my body shook uncontrollably. My gorgeous man claimed my body, taking what I offered, what had always been his. And he played my body like the musician he was. Almost six years of pent up want and desire, that had only survived on fantasies and cheap plastic stand ins could never compare to the real thing. To feel his power, his desire, his love. It turned my aching want into a raging inferno. When he pressed his weight into my body, his long throbbing cock slick with my essence as he impaled my trembling pussy. Sending shocks of unimaginable pleasure into my body, winding the coil deep inside of me until I exploded again and again in ecstasy. But nothing could prepare me for the sight of Edward coming undone. His muscles stretched and strained, his arms flexed and bulged as he drove into me, completely lost in the pleasure of the moment. We had always been so careful when we were younger, always using condoms, and he never finished inside of me, even when I had gotten on the pill. I couldn't contain my screams of pleasure when I felt him grow impossibly larger, and faster, and deeper. And when I couldn't possibly take anymore, he erupted with an animalistic growl and spilled deep inside of me. He branded me in liquid fire, marking me his forever on the inside. And I lost myself in the insane rapture as my own coil snapped for the third time in a row. Coming apart beneath him, completely owned by him.
"Bella are you ok" I was shaken out of my naughty thoughts, and realized I was panting. I laughed like a complete wacko and came out of the bathroom to the most glorious site before me. Edward had turned on the small bedside lamp and scooted up against the headboard. Still naked, glistening in the afterglow he gave me that crooked grin "Bella". I dashed over to the bed and pounced on him. "Yep, all good, I was just trying to find my sanity, apparently I've had it fucked right out of me" I giggled smacking his cheek with a kiss and then snuggled up to his side as he laughed. "Well, I am happy to help my love" he said and pressed a kiss to the top of my head, "You let me know when coherent thought returns". I wiggled against him looking up into his eyes and smiled, "Nope we can't have that, you will have to keep fucking it out of me, I am tired of the pesky thing". He tickled my side, and I squealed trying to get away, but he rolled pinning me down and kissed the breath right out of me. "We can't have you pestered; I will happily lend my services anytime you are in need" he said pressing kisses all over my face and neck. "Oh God" I moaned, "That's gonna be a tall order, i will need you morning, noon, and night". He pulled back to stare down at me, and his smile was blinding, and I returned the smile deliriously happy when my stomach growled so loud we both fell over laughing. He leaned over me and kissed my shaking shoulder, "I will order the pizza, and then meet you in the shower" he grinned. "Baby you read my mind" I said and smacked his ass cheek and leapt from the bed laughing my ass off.
The quiet sound of her breathing was music to my ears. Bella lay with her back snuggled up to my chest, her tiny body fit so perfectly in my arms. It was like she was made for me to hold her. My arms wrapped around her naked body; her legs tangled with my own. We had fallen asleep after we ate, and I had taken my meds. I remember holding the pill in my hand and looking at my Bella as she sat cross legged on the bed, a slice of pizza in her hand a smile on her face. In that moment, I felt no pain, no pain in my heart, no pain in my body. I felt complete once again, as what felt like a lifetime of misery and guilt crumbled from my shoulders. And now I couldn't sleep, no that's not true, I didn't want to sleep. I finally had her in my arms again, all to myself, no more shadows of deceit and loss dancing around us. I wanted to stay awake and enjoy every second of this fantasy, this dream that I held for so many years. Because this was no longer a dream, and I was deliriously happy. "Forever and always" I whispered into her hair", and it felt as if my heart was going to burst. How many times I thought, how many ways had I dreamed and fantasized about tonight. None had come close, I had spent so many years alone with only my memories of my Bella, and they paled in comparison to the real thing. My love and desire for this woman scared me sometimes. The rapture I found in her arms was something holy and I would forever worship her. Lost in the pleasure I saw in her eyes as I moved inside of her. Consumed by the fire of her body and in her heart.
"Edward" she murmured in her sleep, and I smiled loving that she dreamed of me. I dragged my fingertips along her exposed arm and was rewarded when she snuggled deeper into my chest and pressed her bottom against my growing erection. I placed my lips against her hair and inhaled her sweet scent. Nothing in this world could compare to the beauty of my Bella, and now that I had once again felt her burning hot wet heat stretched around me, I was ravenous for her. Those soft lips, perfectly plump, pouty pillows were so sweet. And when she bit down on them to stifle a moan it would make my blood boil. I continued to trail my fingers down her exposed skin, ever so gently, just featherlike kisses. Her skin so pink so perfect. She used to bruise so easily when we were younger, always so clumsy. Now I longed to mark her skin with kisses, my tongue, my touch. To taste her sweet saltiness. Her breathing picked up and I couldn't stop my smile. Her chest rising and falling with each breath, those perfect breasts driving me to madness. I couldn't stop from ghosting across her nipples and hearing her sharp intake of breath as they hardened beneath my touch. My fingers continued trailing downwards slipping the light sheets from her waist to expose the glorious curves of her hips. Along the soft skin of her thighs. Bella was always short compared to me, but fuck, her legs always looked so long. To have them spread and wrapped around my body as I plunged into her. My cock was painfully hard now, and as if she knew, she pressed her ass back into me. "mmmmh" she moaned, and I could smell her, that sweet perfume that was only Bella. Her lust clouded my brain, and I felt the animal inside of me roar and I pressed my hips forward. I had always wanted her, always desired her, but now that I had once again experienced the pleasure of her body it was madness. The pads of my fingers continued their path blazing a trail over her flesh. Her feel, her smell, her perfect round ass plump against my now throbbing cock. My thoughts were lost in the desire of pinning her beneath me. To torture her with teasing touches, making her wild with want, dragging her to the edge over and over again, until her screams and pleading were rewarded when I pushed her over the edge. I would make her as wild as I was. "Edward please" she whispered and pressed fully into me.
She would be mine for all eternity I vowed as I pressed my lips to just below her ear. "Isabella" I breathed and watched her skin pimple. Her lips parted in a moan and my fingers ghosted over her core and her legs parted allowing me access, but I denied her. Reaching up and across the swell of her breasts with feather lite touches around her nipples but never touching them. She pressed back harder against my burning cock. My pulse was now pounding as the fire had now turned into a raging inferno. "Mnnh, please" she hummed as my other hand slid down to her stomach just above her heat and stopped. I smiled like a madman as she began to writhe against me, desperate for me to touch her fully. "Isabella, tell me what you want" I said and dragged my tongue along her neck. Her body jerked against me, "Fuck me please" she begged in a breathy whisper, and I couldn't resist her pleas. The fingers of my left hand dipped into her folds finding her dripping and wanting. She shuddered at my touch and began rocking her hips back against my burning member and forward against my fingers. My other hand slid up to grasp and caress her breasts, kneading and teasing her nipples. I pressed against her clit at the same time I captured a nipple giving it a twist. Her body jerked wildly at the sensation as I pressed my cock harder against her ass cheeks. "Oh, God, please baby" she groaned. "Please what Isabella" I whispered against her neck and sucked just below her ear. "Oh Fuck" she gasped "Take me, claim me, Fuck me please" she writhed as my fingers started making hard circles over her sensitive nub. My other hand released her breasts and slid up to her neck closing around her throat as I pressed my lips against her cheek, "Tell me again, Isabella". "Oh Jesus, Fuck yes, grab me baby, oh fuck, I love it" she gasped bucking against my fingers with her pussy.
Her words spurred me on driving me crazy, I rolled on to my back dragging her body on top of me. Her legs fell open and her back arched as I lavished her neck still grasping her throat with one hand and furiously pleasuring her with my other hand. Her arms flailed as she began to shake, her orgasm building. "Oh, Edward, yes god, choke me, force me" she roared and bent her legs at the knee locking them against my torso. "You are fucking mine Isabella, this body is mine, cum for me". She shook violently as my fingers dipped inside of her as I pressed on her clit. Her hands shot up, one went into my hair, the other landed over the hand I had on her throat and to my surprise she pressed harder. "Fuck, fuck, fuck" she gasped and spasmed wildly, "I'm coming so fucking hard". Her legs locked painfully against my body, and she rose from the bed arching into my chest so high that my cock sprang forward as she trembled. Giving her no chance to even come down from the high, I pressed her pelvis down, aligning myself with her entrance and slammed into her. She let go of my hand and slapped her palms down into the bed, tearing at the sheets as she forced her body upright. My own hands shot to her hips forcing her body down with every rise of my hips. The wet slapping sounds of skin against skin mixed with her broken gasping pleas to never stop fucking her.
The feeling of her body was intense as her wet heat strangled me. Her hair fell and danced in front of my face as I watched her perfect ass bounce on me. She was mine, mine to control, to contort to my every whim. She rocked her hips drawing me deeper and arching backwards. I reached up and wrapped her hair in my left hand pulling hard and earned a tortured scream of pleasure. "Fuck, oh fuck, baby, I can't take it, to much, I'm coming again" she shook so violently, her walls strangled me as the spasmed so hard I was expelled from her pussy. I pulled her back against me by her hair and reached around her hip slapping against her pussy and started rubbing her oversensitive clit wildly. The sounds that came from her mouth were unrecognizable, a torrent of feverous nonsense, and then she released squirting all over my legs and bed. "Fuck that was so hot, Isabella, I love being able to make you do that". "To make you cum so hard you explode" I growled. She was delirious and panting having collapsed against my chest. I unlocked her legs, and just held her, brushing her hair from her sweat soaked face. "Bwedwarrd" she panted, "I can't breathe, my god fuck, holy shit" she gasped. I rolled from under her, looking down at my beauty. "Shhh", I whispered stroking her trembling body. She slapped my hands away and curled her legs up, squeezing her eyes shut. I felt a stab of panic, had I gone to far, been to rough, "Baby, baby are you ok, was I too rough, I'm sorry, I just, you were so perfect, wrapped up next to me and I couldn't control myself. Her hand shot out slapping my face and covering my mouth. "Juuuust shut up Edward" she panted. She opened her eyes and turned to lay on her back. "Jesus Christ on a cracker, don't you dare apologize". I couldn't stop my smile as she continued, "Fuck, I feel like you turned me inside out" she laughed. I leaned down hovering over her and pressed a kiss to her trembling lips. "Your lips are vibrating, Isabella" I groaned. An insane laugh bubbled up from her, "No shit Sherlock, it feels like my bones are vibrating". I laughed and pressed another kiss to her lips and pulled at her bottom lip with my teeth, "I have a hard time controlling myself around you Isabella," and she moaned. "I couldn't sleep with your warm naked body pressed against me. Feeling you caged in my arms, your perfect ass pressed against my hard cock. "Oh fuck me" she whined, "That was the idea Isabella" I laughed and began kissing along her neck. "I couldn't stand not being inside of you, to feel your hot wet tight pussy wrapped around my throbbing cock" I said dropping my voice and dragging my tongue along her collar bone. She moaned and hummed as I moved lower to her chest. "The problem Isabella, is that now that I have had you again, touched you, tasted you, felt you, I can't stop wanting you.
"My God Edward" she hummed as I licked across her breasts, her chest heaving. "Even your voice drives me to the brink. It makes me crazy, and so fucking hot, that I want you again and again". I looked up at her from under my lashes and smiled. "So, I wasn't too rough, to ungentlemanly" I smiled. Her hands shot up grasping my face and yanked me to her lips. She punished me with her lips and pushed me onto my back as she straddled me sinking down onto my cock. She was glorious above me, lips pursed in pleasure, hair wild, eyes wide as she adjusted to my size. She captured my hands and made me trap her arms behind her back. "This" she said in a half pant, half moan, "Gets me so fucking hot Edward. I grasped her wrists in one hand, and her ass with the other. She jerked under me rising up and down slowly. "I am yours Edward, I always have been, there will never be a too rough, too much when it comes to you" she cried and began grinding her core against me. Spurred on I slapped her ass cheek and tightened my grip, rocking her body against my own, driving the pace and the pressure of the friction between us. "That right their baby, when I feel your p-power", her words broke as her walls clamped down around me the pressure increasing. "Tell me Isabella" I said and rose up latching onto her nipple. "Oh fuck" she panted, "and when, and when I felt your hand on my throat, Oh Jesus Edward, I fucking lost it". She was grinding wildly, gasping for breath. "That is because you are mine Isabella, I am going to fill every hole on your fucking body Isabella" I growled and slapped her ass again keeping my hand there and slipped my finger into her wetness feeling myself plunging in and out of her. "Yes please baby do it" she begged "I'm so close again". Her movements were becoming wild and hectic as I dragged her wetness up to her rear entrance and spread it along her asshole. "Oh fuck", she pressed back against my hand. "Come now Isabella while I fuck your pussy and your ass" I demanded, and she screamed. "Your body, your soul, your heart is mine" I growled as I plunged my finger into her ass and latched onto her nipple. She went rigid against me as I continued to press her down onto my cock and fingers, while keeping her arms locked behind her and sucking on her breasts. Until her body let go, she exploded against me, writhing against me as she rode out wave after wave of pleasure. Eyes wide, mouth open in a silent scream, the most glorious sight imaginable.
I felt unhinged, like my entire being was vibrating as Edward slowly laid us down on the bed. We were both sweating panting messes. I had orgasmed so hard it was almost painful, and I couldn't control my spasming muscles, even my eyes were vibrating. It felt like my entire body was filled with liquid fire and I couldn't catch my breath. I hadn't meant to snap at Edward earlier, but I had meant it, even his voice, the vibration coming from his chest threatened another wave of pleasure. He was deadly and didn't know it. I had never imagined the feelings he made me feel were possible. Being stretched and pulled, the friction and finally his voice had sent me over a precipice that I didn't even know existed. I just needed to calm down somehow, to somehow regain what little bit of sanity that was left in me. I felt his arms wrap around me as he stroked my hair, making me feel cherished and loved. While our earlier lovemaking had been incredible and just plain magic, this had been pure raw and animalistic, and I fucking loved it. I had joked earlier about him fucking me stupid, and right now I don't think I could count to two. I turned in his arms and he smiled that crooked smile, "Pleased with yourself are you" I asked laughing and kissed him. "You have no idea Bella" he said staring down at me, "Oh, I think I have some idea" I laughed. His eyes, I got lost in his eyes and felt myself getting emotional. "I have never imagined, never fantasized that it could be like this, our connection is so much stronger than before" I hiccupped, "and I'm emotional, and crazy, but you, you, I didn't think this was possible again". He smiled and wiped at my happy tears. "I love you Bella, and nothing is more beautiful in this world than seeing you in pleasure, and I was so worried that I was too rough" but I cut him off with a kiss. "Promise me Edward, promise to never hold back with me, the things you make me feel, the ecstasy is indescribable". I pleaded feeling my blush and pressed my burning face into his chest. "Oh, ok" he laughed and then I felt his hands roamed along my back and squeezed my ass making me squeal. "You better be sure Isabella, because I was holding back my dear". I peeked up at him, was he fucking serious, that crooked grin stared down at me, but his eyes were deadly serious. "The things that I want to do to you Isabella…they almost scare me with how desperately raunchy and depraved they are". My heart thundered and my core clenched painfully." Don't tease me Edward" I giggled and playfully smacked his chest. He scooted down to be eye to eye with me, "I have spent so many years fantasizing about you Bella, in every possible scenario, in every possible way, and I am desperate to make those fantasies a reality" he breathed.
I could feel his erection pressed into my stomach and I swallowed hard. I still wanted him but there was no way my aching girl parts could take anymore, but there was no way I would let him go unfulfilled. I reached down wrapping my fingers around his cock to give him a stroke. "Baby you don't" but I squeezed him hard, and he groaned. "Don't you dare finish that sentence Edward Cullen, because I am going to drain you" I said slowly moving down his body. "And I want nothing more than for you to show me every fucking fantasy Edward, every single one I want to make a reality". I slid between his legs and dipped down to drag my tongue along his balls hearing him hiss. They were so tight and hard. "Do you like that baby" I said stroking him as I licked. "Oh god Bella, please", he panted. I licked up his length taking him in my mouth and swallowing him down. He jerked beneath me, his hands diving into my hair. I came back up popping my lips off of him and continued to stroke. "I want it all baby, your fantasies are my fantasies" I hummed against him. "Please Bella, I am so close" he begged. I rose up and placed his hands on the back of my head, "Then fuck my face Edward, fuck my throat" I gasped as he immediately pressed my head down. I gagged as he filled my mouth, forcing a desperate pace. I relaxed my throat swallowing around him as best as I could, incredibly turned on by the sounds he was making above me. "Oh shit, Jesus Bella, I'm gonna cum so fucking hard" he cried. I cupped his balls and groaned when his hips raised, and he cried out. Feeling him explode down my throat as I held on for dear life. "Oh, oh, god Bella, I love you, I love you" and he yanked me off him, pulling me to his chest. I could feel his heart thundering against me. "That, that was one of my fantasies" he panted, and I couldn't stop my smile as he crushed me to his chest.