White Hell
A crossover
By M-chan
Disclaimer: I don't own Heero, Lita or Rei-chan.
Chapter Three: New Feelings Emerge
My fear shown in the shiny linoleum floor. Lita was there, staring back at me mockingly. Oh, how I wanted to get rid of her. Banish her from my life so I could finally be normal. She smirks at me mockingly, knowing that I'm not strong enough to do that. Knowing I'll be here till the day I die.
"Go away," I weakly order, knowing she won't listen. The tears began to fall down my face, slowly at first. But they gain momentum as the slide over the hills on my cheeks. And the tears rained as the blood had that day. I cry harder as it comes swirling back and I remember.
I remember Rei-chan asking me about some new guy I'm interested in, I remember smiling and opening my mouth to utter the words I'm famous for when Lita took over for the first time. She used my eyes to look over Rei-chan and then, with my fingers, picked up a butcher knife and killed her in cold blood. She had stabbed her again and again, while I watched in disgust.
The others arrived when there was no answer to the phone. And Lita murdered them all. What horrifies me every time I remember is that they all thought I did it. How I hate her. The tears coming stronger now, and many.
I feel myself held in a warm embrace and I sink into it. The warmth from contact with another person's own skin scalds the demons threatening to rip my soul apart. I whisper, "My name is Makoto, Heero." I turn to look in his eyes and I feel the familiar shudder as Lita takes control.
No! I mentally scream at her. She twists my smile and kisses him forcefully. At his gasp, she darts in my tongue to intertwine with his own. Lita leaves me and I find my self not able to stop, relishing at the human contact I'm not usually allowed to have.
I look deep into his eyes as he kisses me back, the cold sheen leaving them for a time, and pour human emotion shone there. For one moment in time, my soul connects with another and I find true happiness.
As suddenly as it left, the cold mask on his eyes snap back into place and he shoves me from him roughly. I slam into the cold wall, I feel hurt beyond repair. Tears fill my eyes once more and run away from him.
I hear his curse behind me and his feet slapping as he tries to catch me, but when sorrow feeds ones speed, nothing can catch up. I reach the ladies room and sprint the last few feet into it, slamming the door and locking it.
I slide down its rough wood surface, ignoring the splinters that pierce through and gouging wounds of red in my skin. The tears streamed down my face as the blood poured down my back, both staining my skin red. And there, in the fog on the mirror, a message to make my blood run cold.
You think anyone could love one with such blood stained hands?
~~~
*waves* Hello, minna! Here's the people who reviewed chapter 2 and made this possible! Lita of Jupiter, Lia, BunnyS., No Name, Koneko-chan, Silver Dragon, and Shoalin! Thanks all! 7 reviews as always!
A crossover
By M-chan
Disclaimer: I don't own Heero, Lita or Rei-chan.
Chapter Three: New Feelings Emerge
My fear shown in the shiny linoleum floor. Lita was there, staring back at me mockingly. Oh, how I wanted to get rid of her. Banish her from my life so I could finally be normal. She smirks at me mockingly, knowing that I'm not strong enough to do that. Knowing I'll be here till the day I die.
"Go away," I weakly order, knowing she won't listen. The tears began to fall down my face, slowly at first. But they gain momentum as the slide over the hills on my cheeks. And the tears rained as the blood had that day. I cry harder as it comes swirling back and I remember.
I remember Rei-chan asking me about some new guy I'm interested in, I remember smiling and opening my mouth to utter the words I'm famous for when Lita took over for the first time. She used my eyes to look over Rei-chan and then, with my fingers, picked up a butcher knife and killed her in cold blood. She had stabbed her again and again, while I watched in disgust.
The others arrived when there was no answer to the phone. And Lita murdered them all. What horrifies me every time I remember is that they all thought I did it. How I hate her. The tears coming stronger now, and many.
I feel myself held in a warm embrace and I sink into it. The warmth from contact with another person's own skin scalds the demons threatening to rip my soul apart. I whisper, "My name is Makoto, Heero." I turn to look in his eyes and I feel the familiar shudder as Lita takes control.
No! I mentally scream at her. She twists my smile and kisses him forcefully. At his gasp, she darts in my tongue to intertwine with his own. Lita leaves me and I find my self not able to stop, relishing at the human contact I'm not usually allowed to have.
I look deep into his eyes as he kisses me back, the cold sheen leaving them for a time, and pour human emotion shone there. For one moment in time, my soul connects with another and I find true happiness.
As suddenly as it left, the cold mask on his eyes snap back into place and he shoves me from him roughly. I slam into the cold wall, I feel hurt beyond repair. Tears fill my eyes once more and run away from him.
I hear his curse behind me and his feet slapping as he tries to catch me, but when sorrow feeds ones speed, nothing can catch up. I reach the ladies room and sprint the last few feet into it, slamming the door and locking it.
I slide down its rough wood surface, ignoring the splinters that pierce through and gouging wounds of red in my skin. The tears streamed down my face as the blood poured down my back, both staining my skin red. And there, in the fog on the mirror, a message to make my blood run cold.
You think anyone could love one with such blood stained hands?
~~~
*waves* Hello, minna! Here's the people who reviewed chapter 2 and made this possible! Lita of Jupiter, Lia, BunnyS., No Name, Koneko-chan, Silver Dragon, and Shoalin! Thanks all! 7 reviews as always!