Disclaimer: All NGE characters and related content belong to GAINAX. 'Last Resort' is owned by the famous Paparoach (one of my faves) so practically nothing here belongs to me ;-). This is my first songfic (first fic at all) so please be thoughtful when you review. I will keep making these depending on you're reviews, now enjoy!







Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding

This is my last resort...

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine...

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry!
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I.m fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying

I...
Can't...
Go...
On...
Living...
This...
Way...

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm, bleeding!
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying...

I can't go on living this way
Can't go on....
Living this way...
Nothing's alright...



(Gunshot is heard followed by the sound of a body hitting the ground)

At this point Misato drops the SDAT player to the ground, falls on her knees and breaks into tears.

Shinji...






Author's notes: Shinji!!! Noooooo!!!
Well this is my first fic and I was kinda unsure if I should have posted this it's up to you if I continue my work... please be nice to me!