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Ok so here I am alone. Alone? It's not so bad is it? I seem to ask myself that question a lot. Especially in the last while. I guess when you're alone you have more time to think.
That two syllable word. Alone. It seems to mean a lot. They say it isn't healthy. To be alone. I wonder who "they" are. "They" seem to say a lot. Define alone. Is it something bad? Should I be ashamed of it? I don't feel ashamed. Is alone someone who lives alone or someone who has no friends? I don't know. No one has ever explained that word to me in that context. Will been alone turn me into a selfish and bitter person? Is it starting to happen already?
My brain is bulging with so many questions like that. I don't know what else to do but think really hard and search for the answers. Which usually raises more questions. But me been alone I guess I could just think of the answers to those questions to. After all, if I had all the answers what would I do? See I have been thinking and already I've come up with another question.
"They" say it's good to think. It stimulates the brain. So in one way "they" are hypocrites. If I wasn't alone I wouldn't be thinking now would I? And yet another question enters my mind. A question that if I wasn't alone would never have entered my mind. Are you confused yet? I know I am. I always seem to confuse myself. I suppose it's better to be confused to be bored. That's one of the perks of been use to been alone. You know how to occupy yourself. In my case with questions that raise more questions. You'd be amazed at how fast time goes when you are trying to answer an unanswerable question. You could say it's like trying to solve a hard maths problem. I guess that isn't the best example because in maths class time seems to flow differently. Much slower it seems. Does it have anything to do with the adolescent mind or do the school clocks just slow down? Oh great now I have another question!
I wonder if it's suppose to be like this? (I'll ignore that that's another question) I mean maybe we aren't suppose to know the answer to everything. If we did we would know to much. Even though, I don't see the problem with that. It could be that if we knew all the answers there would be nothing for people like me, who are alone to think about. Are you confused again or are you still with me? I don't even think I know what I'm thinking about. Maybe I'll think some more and the next question that that will raise maybe I Matt Ishida will be able to answer it. That would be nice for a change.
THE END: Ok I know it's really short! Please review it and let me know what
you think of it. Thanks :)
This is my ninth fic.