Fiona's Song "Say You Need Love."
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You've been looking for shelter
On a cloudless day, there's no rain
You're keeping pennies in your pocket
For a bottle full of spare change, just in case
And if the glass ain't half empty then it's broken
It helps you escape from the pain
You throw the baby with the bath water
Over and over again
Turn the page
I really thought staying with Aunt
Melinda and the girls would be the best decision on my life. I'd get to relax a little; I could barely
remember what normal teenage things were. Living on a bus with 3 boys never more then 20 feet away isn't that
easy. I guess you can say I wanted my
independence to stretch my wings a little. Something was missing; it took me a long time to figure out what
exactly. My heart was missing.
You say you need love
Tell me where does that get you
When push comes to shove
Who you gonna run to
Turn your eyes above
He unconditionally loves you
Nothing you can say or do
Will change his love for you
Aunt Melinda instantly made me feel
welcome in her home. Miranda and Maggie
felt like my sisters and not my little cousins. Everything was going great there, then I started thinking of
everyone home, my old home I mean. After awhile the Seattle gang began to notice my down moods and did
their best to cheer me up. It helped
somewhat, but their love and concern over me could reach the same level as my
mom's and Jack's.
Heard it said you're an accident,
biological mistake
So you're a love child, who could say it better
A physical grace, a perfect display
I still think of my dad everyday,
ushully at night just as I'm drifting off to sleep. I know he loved me and would of given the world to me. Sometimes I wonder if he was still here
would I be the sad lonely teenager, always searching for acceptance if he had
never gotten into that car?
Has someone you trusted left you
betrayed
Has someone who loved you thrown love away
Do you see God? does he have a face?
Looks like your father's, how does it relate?
You're scared of being let down
Tell me
Yes I was scared of hurting my family
and the Bell's. So I ran and tired to
covidence myself and the rest I was doing it to become normal. I know this might sound foolish but
sometimes I feel as if they tossed me aside to a distant memory with Annie
around. Then I think of my dad and how
he's my special guardian and no matter what pain I go through, he's right by my
side.
Don't be afraid
Don't shy away
He'll never leave you
He won't forsake
Don't be afraid
Don't shy away
He's not gonna leave you
Overtime I learned how to be happy in both my worlds. It took awhile to master the skill but I finally did. I had been running for the wrong reasons, I was searching for something I all ready had. Inner peace.