Molly's Song "It's Killing Me."
I don't own the
show/characters/song
Hello, goodbye
I wanted to see, but I guess I
Don't have the strength to speak tonight
It's tricky sometimes
When you wanted to run, you'd always hide
You can't find the truth behind the lies
Today would have been our 20th anniversary. My God can you believe that!? 20 years. The far as we had reached was 9;
never even hit the double digits. But
is it our 20th? I mean your
not here, I have no one to share a glass of wine with. Still I feel you all around me, it's like
you never left.
Another day and I'm on my feet, yeah
But the street feels like it's sleeping
I'm on a mission and it ain't too sweet
You're the reason I'm afraid
Said, you're the reason I'm afraid
I sing your songs, love your kids, sleep in your bed,
there's no escaping from you. I'm
scared to let your memory go what if I can never get it back again?
But I want you to know
It's killing me
I think I gotta let go
Cause it's killing me
You're gonna do what you want
But you better believe
It's killing me
Then I realize I don't want it back again! 11 years of crying till I get sick on this
day are over. I refuse to be a slave
because of dramatic circumstances, that I no control over.
Love never dies
It's the reason that I won't compromise
But sometimes you fall before you fly
I know I shouldn't hate you, but what else can I do on days
like this?
I've seen it coming for quite some time, man
I don't know what you're thinking
How can the two of us walk in stride
If we don't see eye to eye
You got me all messed up inside
The pictures are everywhere though. The old house, even the new one has a few
hanging up. Walls on the bus seem to be
wallpapered by them. I'll find them in
the must surprising places, like the kitchen of my parent's house. Worse of all the pictures are locked in my
mind, and even when I reach the advance stages of alizmer's disease I'll know
about each and everyone.
Is it too late in the game
There is no one left to blame
I will always mention you
To the one that I pray to
22 years ago we meet, 20 years ago we marry, and 9 years
after that I'm the only one left here. Why?
Why can't you see that you're killing me?