Lost forever in a sea of amethyst eyes...


Chapter One: My sea of torment


"Lookit Duo, he wrote poems about you," smiled a young blonde who popped up from beneath
the rubble called Heero's room, it was messy now, over grown with cobwebs. They had finally
decided to go through his stuff, and keep what they wanted.

"Gimme that!" shouted Duo lunging towards the Arabian in a playful fierceness.

"Ummm," Quatre put his finger to his lips, and smiled," Okay."

'Lost forever in a sea of amethyst eyes my torment matters no longer now.
carressing the sweet face of death and holding his braided crown close so close
to my heart, living in this moment forever. Lost in his eyes...'

Duo sniffed and started to tear up, had he been wrong about who he loved, he couldn't
remember. Maybe it was just that is was the anniversary of Heero's death confusing him... who
could tell.

"Well, it's time for lunch, I suppose we should wake up Wufei and eat some brunch, ne?"
smiled Quatre, he always had a way, his own special way, of cheering things up.

During brunch things happened as usual, Duo ate and blabbed and ate... and blabbed,
Wufei ate quietly and 'honorably', Quatre ate politely and struck up a conversation with Duo on
the anatomy of the brazilian and australian pigmy ostriches....okay, not really, but it's nice
to dream...o_O;;

After lunch Trowa announced he and Wufei had to go on a mission, and would be back soon.

"Can I help you pack Wu chans?" asked Duo.

"Sure. Quatre, go help Trowa..." Wufei smiled at Duo.

"So how long will you be gone, Wu chans?"

"A couple of weeks, but not too long dear, I'll be back before you know it," *smile*

Wufei's smile made Duo blush, and he continued to, even as they were downstairs, bidding
fairwell to eachother...

"Bye love," Trowa said smiling at Quatre flirtaciously ((if it's even possible o-X;;))

"Bye Duo, I'll see you soon," Wufei said kissing his Duo goodbye.

"Bai bai," was said simultaneously by the pilots, and then Trowa and Wufei were off.

"Well, Quatre... whaddya wanna do? Play a game or something?" grinned Duo, Quatre was always
so much fun to hang out with.

((since the fic writer wants to get on with the story...))

They stayed up fairly late playing board games of all sorts and eating sandwiches. But,
finally, it came time to go to bed, and the parted to their seperate rooms.

Duo sat straight up in bed, he had been in Heero's room, but it was clean, and Heero
had been next to him. 'What about Wufei...' thought Duo, 'I love Wufei don't I?' This was all
too confusing shaking it off he went back to sleep only to awaken again, dreams of Heero haunted
his head. 'I didn't make the right choice, did I? Or am I just trying subconciously to punish
myself?' Duo yelled loudly, partly from confusion, partly from pain. 'I hafta love Wufei, otherwise
Heero would be alive now, and I'd be with him... wouldn't I' 'with him...wouldn't I' the words
echoed like a broken record.
"Heero really loved me didn't... he?" asked Duo

"Yes he did," repsonded himself

"Was he... or is Wufei..."

"Only time will tell...dear Duo, please rest now..."

And thus the conversation with himself ended, and he slept, for the time being...