Lost forever in a see of amethyst eyes...
Chapter 2: insanity creeps
"Duo... Duo..." Quatre called through the hallways, Duo wasn't in
his room, so he figured he'd be in Wufei's or something.
From downstairs the muffled voice of Duo could be heard,"Nani?"
"I just wanted to tell you that I'm going to the store we're outta
...everything, so...just, um, sleep while I'm gone. Bai~" Quatre replied
while going downstairs towards the door.
Duo was sitting up, looking at Quatre with a blanket around him in an
expression of pain, the pain of waking up so damned early, he slumped
over and went back to sleep.
And just like it had happened _all_ night long, he was haunted with
visions of Heero. After a few hours Duo decided to take a pill or something
since he was developing quite a head ache. As he waltzed mindlessly into the
kitchen, he froze; there was Heero leaning up against the counters.
"Heero! I'm so sorry," Duo started as he ran up to the illusion proving
is own sanity. But it dissappeared at his touch, and he realized it wasn't
real, he didn't want to love anyone anymore, and he didn't want to be loved
by anyone either, he fell to his knees where he was standing and let out a
shreak of pain. 'I hate emotions, Heero's so lucky he's dead, I wish it had
been *sob sob* I can't even think anymore...' Looking upward, he noted a very
large knife upon the cutting board, and slit his wrists (the wrong way, or there'd
hardly be a fic).
"Duo, oh my god, Duo, wake up! You're in the hospital! Oh, Duo~," cried Quatre
'Like you care, you just want me alive so you can feel better...selfish' Duo thought
And at dinner there was no lively disscussion, not taunting of Quatre's relationship,
no afterward board games, the just simply went to bed. Duo had become this... lifeless being,
he wasn't exactly alive, but he wasn't dead, was he? That wasn't possible, not yet at least,
because even though he said nothing, did nothing, felt nothing but pain, he was still haunted
by visions of Heero, and so he sat there and decided,'Maybe it's time I become the perfect soldier.'
*~*DISCLAIMER: NO OWNY, all I own out of this fic is dinner, and knives =^_^=*~*
Chapter 3 up soon.