Izzy's Diary_3

And here's the third entry. I am kinda busy right now, ya know, exams and all the stuff, so it takes a while until I can write something*sighs*
This part isn't that long, either...There will be one very short part*evil laughter* - to make the story more interesting...No, I won't tell more.
Anyway, the song I used in this story isn't from me, it was written by the band America. I searched a good song text, and my eye fell on 'The last Unicorn' - I always loved this song, it's wonderful. And the movie, too, I can watch it a hundred times! Hope you like it, too.
And please send me your feedback, I would like to know what you think of my story....








Izzy's Diary

by Kaeera


Third Entry

Still the same Izzy, still the same problem.
Usually when boys tell that they have girl problems, they mean that the girl they love doesn't love them or such – fluffy – stuff.
They don't have REAL problems with girls.
They never switch their computer on and discover that someone had been there and left the message: "BUAHAHAHAHA! I was there! BUAHAHAHA! – signed Latrisha."
They never walk out of the house only for bumping into that girl who starts fighting with them immediately - and boy, this girls knows words!
So WHY ME?
I have never been interested in girls. NEVER!

Although, sometimes I admire Trisha. Ya know, she is beautiful – when she doesn't look angry and that's pretty rare. And she is intelligent, very intelligent. She manages to do things with her computer....well, let's describe it with 'things a usual teen shouldn't be able to do'(and 98% of the adults, too)

I have met her about three weeks ago. I just couldn't talk with her seriously one single minute!
I guess it's a little bit my fault, too. Usually I am very calm, nearly a little bit shy. But in the near of this person I become hot-tempered and loud. I am always furious when she nerves me, so I say stupid things.

Even my mother noticed that. She watched one of our fights and after it she told me in this motherly voice that she found us kinda sweet.
I swear, if in the next time someone says 'sweet' to me, I will kill him.

Mothers shouldn't be allowed to say such embarrassing things.

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Girls....

The biggest computer virus is nothing against girls.

I mean, sometimes I think it's obvious that Trisha...well....likes me. Although she has a very strange attitude of showing it.
Other times I just get the impression that she hates me.
Yup – but when she hates me, why does she following me all the time? Okay, following isn't the right word – hunting is better.
And when she likes me, why does she nerving me all the time???

How I said – Girls.

And never – NEVER – ask girls about girls problems. It's only confusing you more.
I tried it – I asked Sora. I figured that she, as a girl and a friend, would be able to tell why girls act this strange.
But she didn't say anything clear. She just smiled a mysterious smile and said: "That's something you have to figure out alone....I think I know why Trisha acts like this, but well...you will see, I'm sure."
Great help.
Normally I am good in finding solutions.

Normally.

The thing everybody calls love isn't logical...Nope. I mean, ugly boys fall in love with the best looking girl of school, they should know that they have no chance!
I wanna choose the person I love – I won't accept that it just happends...BANG! And you are in love with somebody you don't know the character. And you pass the next time in walking around and smiling an idiotic smile.
No way that I will ever act like that.
Idiotic smiles belong to Tai's resort; Sarcastic comments belong to Matt's, sensible words to Sora's and smart solutions to mine.
Unfortunately I can't see a smart solution right now...

I wonder why I continue to write this diary...it doesn't help me.

Oh, I nearly forget about the newest treat of Trisha.

She hacked herself in my computer system – again! – and put a song text up.
Now everytime when I wanna boot up my computer, these lines appear on the screen( and every time I have to read them! Do you know how nerving that can be?):

The last Unicorn

When the last eagle flies

Over the last crumbling mountain

And the last lion roars

At the last dusty fountain

In the shadow of the forest

Though she may be old and worn

They will stare unbelieving

At the Last Unicorn

When the first breath of winter

Through the flowers is icing

And you look to the north

And a pale moon is rising

And it seems like all is dying

And would leave the world to mourn

In the distance hear her laughter

It's the last unicorn

I'm alive....I'm alive


When the last moon is cast

Over the last star of morning

And the future is past

Without even a last desperate warning

Then look into the sky where through

The clouds a path is formed

Look and see her how she sparkles

It's the Last Unicorn

I'm alive....I'm alive

One day after she had put this on my screen, I met her on the beach. I went there for being alone....thinking and such stuff, ya know.
I couldn't think for a long time....I could only finish the thought ' My life is a mess now' when I heard this voice. "Redhead, whadda doing? Sitting at the beachand playing the lonely hero?"
"Just let me in peace, okay?", I mumbled angrily. "You've done enough with this stupid song text on my computer."

"Oh, you don't like it?", she grinned, "How bad for you....it will be a hard piece of work for you to get it away...Well, I like this song....it shows many things..."
"Oh yeah, it shows that someone is alive.", I muttered sarcastically.
"Oh no, redhead, "she said seriously, "It says a lot of good things....things you might be afraid to express them in words. Ya know, music is an own language...."

I didn't trust my ears when I heard this. The first time I hear this girl saying something without a sarcastic or amused tone in her voice...When I glanced towards her, I noticed that she was watching the sea.
"Eh...", was the only thing I could bring out of my mouth.
What did she want to tell? Does this song have an important meaning for her? But sent she it to me?
The wellknown confusion was overwhelming me again.

"Well," she sighed, "I think now it's your turn with the next revenge action!", she grinned, "Hope it will be better than the last one – that was a flop, really, I could fix it after half an hour. Redhead, you disappoint me."
Then she left – left me even more stunned(and furious) than before.
For one minute she was – nice. And then she destroyed everything.
I wish she would stop acting like the big boss. It's really annoying.

But now I know that even this person has feelings. Weird feelings, okay , but they are feelings.
Not that it means something to me. I don't care about her, if you think that.

I was – wondering.

Yeah, I was just wondering.

End of Third Entry




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:) Kaeera