^ I left. Maybe that was one of my biggest mistakes.^
-Foolish-
~Seifer.
Ignorant bitch. Doesn't she see?! Compared to the rest of the world... I'm nice to her. I care about her... But, no. She doesn't pick up on anything... So, everynight, I just come in here and sleep... Just two words... that's all we ever say... Why can't you understand, dammit?!
The next morning, I woke up and took a shower. Sure enough, Fujin was already showered, and sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee. Sometimes I wonder if she ever sleeps. I walk into the kitchen and grab some coffee that she already made, and lean against the counter, drinking it.
"So, are you working this Sunday?" I ask.
"YES."
"You don't have to, I think we are all set this week, since Raijin worked until seven the other night."
"SUNDAY. WORK."
"A-alright..." She's so difficult... yet... I wonder, does she work just to get away from me? No way.
"I LEAVE. NOW."
"Its still early. Its only seven-thirty!"
"EARLY. MORE MONEY."
"Fujin, we don't need it."
"COULD USE."
"Well... not really."
"HAVE NOTHING. TO DO, BETTER."
"...Yeah." I say. I don't agree. You could sleep, Fuu. She stands up, putting her mug in the sink, and walks past me. I don't say anything to her... Maybe thats why... she hates me.
~~~
I came home at one-thirty AM, around the usual time. I expected to see Fujin staring out the window, but instead Raijin was.
"Hey, Raijin." I say, tossing my trenchcoat on the sofa.
"Man, Seifer!"
"What's wrong?" I ask, running my hand through my wet hair. Still raining.
"Fujin isn't home yet..."
"What?" I ask, trying not to show any hint as to how worried I am.
"She never came home."
"What time does she usually come home?"
"Eleven-thirty, ya know?!"
"Oh... well, uh, have you called the cafe'?"
"Nah... didn't think of it..."
"...Fine." I will. I walked over to the phone and picked it up. Dialing the number I had memorized, I wondered where she was.
"Hello, Balamb Cafe'."
"Yeah, whatever. Is Fujin Sanada working now?"
"No... she left earlier with some guy." What?! A guy?!
"...What?! Who?"
"I dunno, she said his name... was... Squall, Squall Leonheart." Leonheart?! Dammit! No fucking way!
"No way, are you sure?!"
"...Positive, sir." I slammed the phone down.
"What is it, ya know?" Raijin asked.
"She's fine, don't fucking worry."
Raijin had gone to bed. But I stayed awake, worried as hell. At three, I'd go out and look for her. But then, at 2:50, the door opened, and in came Fujin. She stopped dead in her tracks when she seen me sitting on the sofa, shining my Hyperion.
"Fujin. Where the hell have you been?!"
"I was, um... working late..."
"On Leonheart." I finished for her, standing up.
"SEIFER?"
"I called the cafe', Fujin... Dammit... Squall?"
"YOUR BUSINESS NOT!"
"Oh, yes it is."
"...You don't care." Oh... she's talking normal. "You're just concerned because it is Squall. You don't want Squall to have anything you... you... Dammit, I don't know. Either way, we didn't do anything. And don't act like you even care. ...I know you don't." She walked into her bedroom. I do care... Really I do... Maybe I just don't act that way enough... But I love you, Fujin.
I couldn't sleep. So, a half hour later I walked into their bedroom. Raijin was snoring loudly. Fujin has to deal with this, eh? I walked over to Fujin's bed. I could sense she wasn't asleep, so I was extra quiet.
"Fujin."
"Mm?" She rolled over and looked at me. She was a little surprised that it was me though.
"...I apologize... I mean you have the right to fuck every guy in Balamb." Thats not the way I meant it to come out... But it had come out that way.
"...Go away, Seifer." No... I really did want to apologize.
"...Fuu..."
"I said, leave, before you cause anymore damage."
"..." I left. Maybe that was one of my biggest mistakes. I didn't sleep. I don't think Fujin did either, but so, what else is new? At five, Fujin came out of the bathroom, having taken a shower. She made coffee, and sat across from me, in her usual seat.
"SEIFER. DID NOT SLEEP. NEED SLEEP."
"Well, you, you never sleep..."
"SO? CAN HANDLE SELF."
"And you think I can't?!"
"NO. CAN'T HANDLE OTHERS."
"Stop it! I'm so sick of you. All you do is bitch, dammit!" No... I didn't mean to say that to you... Fujin. I almost said, "No... I didn't mean to say that..." But she scowled at me, turned, and left.
-Foolish-
~Seifer.
Ignorant bitch. Doesn't she see?! Compared to the rest of the world... I'm nice to her. I care about her... But, no. She doesn't pick up on anything... So, everynight, I just come in here and sleep... Just two words... that's all we ever say... Why can't you understand, dammit?!
The next morning, I woke up and took a shower. Sure enough, Fujin was already showered, and sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee. Sometimes I wonder if she ever sleeps. I walk into the kitchen and grab some coffee that she already made, and lean against the counter, drinking it.
"So, are you working this Sunday?" I ask.
"YES."
"You don't have to, I think we are all set this week, since Raijin worked until seven the other night."
"SUNDAY. WORK."
"A-alright..." She's so difficult... yet... I wonder, does she work just to get away from me? No way.
"I LEAVE. NOW."
"Its still early. Its only seven-thirty!"
"EARLY. MORE MONEY."
"Fujin, we don't need it."
"COULD USE."
"Well... not really."
"HAVE NOTHING. TO DO, BETTER."
"...Yeah." I say. I don't agree. You could sleep, Fuu. She stands up, putting her mug in the sink, and walks past me. I don't say anything to her... Maybe thats why... she hates me.
~~~
I came home at one-thirty AM, around the usual time. I expected to see Fujin staring out the window, but instead Raijin was.
"Hey, Raijin." I say, tossing my trenchcoat on the sofa.
"Man, Seifer!"
"What's wrong?" I ask, running my hand through my wet hair. Still raining.
"Fujin isn't home yet..."
"What?" I ask, trying not to show any hint as to how worried I am.
"She never came home."
"What time does she usually come home?"
"Eleven-thirty, ya know?!"
"Oh... well, uh, have you called the cafe'?"
"Nah... didn't think of it..."
"...Fine." I will. I walked over to the phone and picked it up. Dialing the number I had memorized, I wondered where she was.
"Hello, Balamb Cafe'."
"Yeah, whatever. Is Fujin Sanada working now?"
"No... she left earlier with some guy." What?! A guy?!
"...What?! Who?"
"I dunno, she said his name... was... Squall, Squall Leonheart." Leonheart?! Dammit! No fucking way!
"No way, are you sure?!"
"...Positive, sir." I slammed the phone down.
"What is it, ya know?" Raijin asked.
"She's fine, don't fucking worry."
Raijin had gone to bed. But I stayed awake, worried as hell. At three, I'd go out and look for her. But then, at 2:50, the door opened, and in came Fujin. She stopped dead in her tracks when she seen me sitting on the sofa, shining my Hyperion.
"Fujin. Where the hell have you been?!"
"I was, um... working late..."
"On Leonheart." I finished for her, standing up.
"SEIFER?"
"I called the cafe', Fujin... Dammit... Squall?"
"YOUR BUSINESS NOT!"
"Oh, yes it is."
"...You don't care." Oh... she's talking normal. "You're just concerned because it is Squall. You don't want Squall to have anything you... you... Dammit, I don't know. Either way, we didn't do anything. And don't act like you even care. ...I know you don't." She walked into her bedroom. I do care... Really I do... Maybe I just don't act that way enough... But I love you, Fujin.
I couldn't sleep. So, a half hour later I walked into their bedroom. Raijin was snoring loudly. Fujin has to deal with this, eh? I walked over to Fujin's bed. I could sense she wasn't asleep, so I was extra quiet.
"Fujin."
"Mm?" She rolled over and looked at me. She was a little surprised that it was me though.
"...I apologize... I mean you have the right to fuck every guy in Balamb." Thats not the way I meant it to come out... But it had come out that way.
"...Go away, Seifer." No... I really did want to apologize.
"...Fuu..."
"I said, leave, before you cause anymore damage."
"..." I left. Maybe that was one of my biggest mistakes. I didn't sleep. I don't think Fujin did either, but so, what else is new? At five, Fujin came out of the bathroom, having taken a shower. She made coffee, and sat across from me, in her usual seat.
"SEIFER. DID NOT SLEEP. NEED SLEEP."
"Well, you, you never sleep..."
"SO? CAN HANDLE SELF."
"And you think I can't?!"
"NO. CAN'T HANDLE OTHERS."
"Stop it! I'm so sick of you. All you do is bitch, dammit!" No... I didn't mean to say that to you... Fujin. I almost said, "No... I didn't mean to say that..." But she scowled at me, turned, and left.