^The oddest thing was... I thought I saw her smile... and that made me happy.^
-Fragile-
~Seifer.
So... you can't trust me... I can see why... I can... Fujin... But, I trust you... and you trust Squall... Everything is so screwed up it makes my head spin.
Fujin left at ten pm. Raijn brought home his girlfriend. I didn't even know he had a girlfriend... Am I the only one who is alone...? At midnight, they retired to his bedroom. I don't even want to know what the hell they are doing in there... I'll wait up for Fujin. I sat in her seat. The window seat. I thought about her... and thought about her. I could never have her. I've never made her feel good... never let her feel love... so maybe she is right for Squall... At one pm, she came home.
"GREETINGS. SEIFER." She said. Aren't you going to talk normal? Fujin...
"Hey..."
"TIRED. GO SLEEP. I WILL."
"Fuu...!"
"YES?" I stood up and moved closer to her. What am I doing?
"...Uh... er, don't go in there."
"WHY NOT? IS MY ROOM."
"...Fuu, trust me... you don't want to go in there."
"...What are you talking about...?" She turned the door knob.
"Raijin and his girlfriend are having sex!" I said quickly. I didn't even know for sure, I just didn't want her to leave me... Coward, I am.
"RAGE!"
"Fuu, its okay. You can sleep in my bed."
"I'll just sleep on the sofa, its okay."
"...We have no sofa."
"Dammit..." I put my hand on her shoulder... to touch her...
"Just, use my room. I don't mind. Make yourself at home." ...Notice, I normally hate to share.
"...That doesn't sound like you..."
"I need someone to inhabit my bed."
"You aren't going to sleep...?"
"I don't think I can..." I admited sheepishly.
"...But what if you do end up wanting to sleep...?"
"Then, I'll put you back in your room. They should be done by then." Why is she making this so difficult?
"No, because, if you wake me up, I'll never get back to sleep. I won't be awoken if I sleep on the floor. So, don't worry... okay?"
"...I won't wake you up... I promise. ...And you'll wake up in your own bed tommarow morning." She looked at me... so oddly... as if with revere.
"...Alright..."
"Good night, Fuu."
"Good night, Seifer..." She turned away and walked into my room. The oddest thing was... I thought I saw her smile... and that made me happy. I sat on the window seat some more, and then the door to Raijin and Fujin's room opened. Raijin's girlfriend stepped out.
"Hey."
"Hello, suga." ...Okay.
"You leaving...?"
"Yeah. He only paid me for 3 hours." ...Say what?! A... hooker?
"Uh, oh, okay."
"Hey, do ya want meh numba? I'll give ya a discount because it looks like there might me something there for me..." She walked over and ran her fingers up and down my chest. She leaned over me, sitting on my lap and she kissed the sides of my neck.
"Hey, stop it... get off."
"No... you want this..."
"I said, get the fuck off!!! I'm friggin' taken! Get the hell out of my house!" I yelled. She scurried out of here, and I walked into my room. Fujin slept, in boxers, and a tank top. She is so god damned beautiful... I love her... Then I remembered how I promised to return her to her room. I picked her up. She was so light. Maybe only ninety pounds... She seemed so fragile... I layed her in her bed. And kissed her. It felt so good to kiss her, and no one, not even her, could bother me about it. I kissed her again, then left the room. Fujin...
When I woke up, I was in my own bed, and very thankful it was Sunday. Then again, Fujin said she was going to work today... I glanced over at the time. Ten AM. Holy...shit, its late. I walked in to their bedroom. Fujin was sleeping still. Maybe she wouldn't work today after all. Raijin had left. I dunno where he went though. I walked into the kitchen and attempted to make coffee. I think I failed, because Fujin walked in and added more water.
"Hey, Fujin."
"Hello, Seifer..."
"You gonna work today?"
"No, I woke up too late... I tell you... I slept better than ever last night..." Heheh.
"Thats good."
"What about you? How'd you sleep?"
"I slept okay, I guess."
"Oh... um, Seifer... I'm gonna go see Squall today..." ...Damn.
"Okay, when?"
"...Um, at one pm..."
"Alright..."
"...Seifer...?"
"Hmm?"
"QUESTION." ...Don't talk like that...
"Shoot."
"...I LIVING HERE. DOES BOTHER YOU?" ...What a stupid question!
"...No! Of course not. I like you living here... Unless, of course... you didn't want to live here... I mean, I know... I can be hard to deal with and all..."
"No... I like living here too... I was just thinking, I mean, since I took up your bed and stuff last night... that I was a bother." Thats not like you to say, Fuu...
"...No. It was no trouble."
~~~
Later that day, about a half hour after Fujin left, I heard voices outside.
"SQUALL. NO. STAY OUT HERE."
"No... I'm sure it'd be okay if I came inside." I got up and opened the door, leaning on the doorframe, I glanced at the two of them.
"Seifer, long time no see."
"Damn, I wanted to keep it that way." I mutter in response.
"Well, I need to talk to you."
"Get the fuck away from here!" I say.
"No, its important."
"...Dammit, Leonheart, I'll kick your ass so-"
"Fine, fine, alright?! But, you'll regret this!! Dammit... you will."
-Fragile-
~Seifer.
So... you can't trust me... I can see why... I can... Fujin... But, I trust you... and you trust Squall... Everything is so screwed up it makes my head spin.
Fujin left at ten pm. Raijn brought home his girlfriend. I didn't even know he had a girlfriend... Am I the only one who is alone...? At midnight, they retired to his bedroom. I don't even want to know what the hell they are doing in there... I'll wait up for Fujin. I sat in her seat. The window seat. I thought about her... and thought about her. I could never have her. I've never made her feel good... never let her feel love... so maybe she is right for Squall... At one pm, she came home.
"GREETINGS. SEIFER." She said. Aren't you going to talk normal? Fujin...
"Hey..."
"TIRED. GO SLEEP. I WILL."
"Fuu...!"
"YES?" I stood up and moved closer to her. What am I doing?
"...Uh... er, don't go in there."
"WHY NOT? IS MY ROOM."
"...Fuu, trust me... you don't want to go in there."
"...What are you talking about...?" She turned the door knob.
"Raijin and his girlfriend are having sex!" I said quickly. I didn't even know for sure, I just didn't want her to leave me... Coward, I am.
"RAGE!"
"Fuu, its okay. You can sleep in my bed."
"I'll just sleep on the sofa, its okay."
"...We have no sofa."
"Dammit..." I put my hand on her shoulder... to touch her...
"Just, use my room. I don't mind. Make yourself at home." ...Notice, I normally hate to share.
"...That doesn't sound like you..."
"I need someone to inhabit my bed."
"You aren't going to sleep...?"
"I don't think I can..." I admited sheepishly.
"...But what if you do end up wanting to sleep...?"
"Then, I'll put you back in your room. They should be done by then." Why is she making this so difficult?
"No, because, if you wake me up, I'll never get back to sleep. I won't be awoken if I sleep on the floor. So, don't worry... okay?"
"...I won't wake you up... I promise. ...And you'll wake up in your own bed tommarow morning." She looked at me... so oddly... as if with revere.
"...Alright..."
"Good night, Fuu."
"Good night, Seifer..." She turned away and walked into my room. The oddest thing was... I thought I saw her smile... and that made me happy. I sat on the window seat some more, and then the door to Raijin and Fujin's room opened. Raijin's girlfriend stepped out.
"Hey."
"Hello, suga." ...Okay.
"You leaving...?"
"Yeah. He only paid me for 3 hours." ...Say what?! A... hooker?
"Uh, oh, okay."
"Hey, do ya want meh numba? I'll give ya a discount because it looks like there might me something there for me..." She walked over and ran her fingers up and down my chest. She leaned over me, sitting on my lap and she kissed the sides of my neck.
"Hey, stop it... get off."
"No... you want this..."
"I said, get the fuck off!!! I'm friggin' taken! Get the hell out of my house!" I yelled. She scurried out of here, and I walked into my room. Fujin slept, in boxers, and a tank top. She is so god damned beautiful... I love her... Then I remembered how I promised to return her to her room. I picked her up. She was so light. Maybe only ninety pounds... She seemed so fragile... I layed her in her bed. And kissed her. It felt so good to kiss her, and no one, not even her, could bother me about it. I kissed her again, then left the room. Fujin...
When I woke up, I was in my own bed, and very thankful it was Sunday. Then again, Fujin said she was going to work today... I glanced over at the time. Ten AM. Holy...shit, its late. I walked in to their bedroom. Fujin was sleeping still. Maybe she wouldn't work today after all. Raijin had left. I dunno where he went though. I walked into the kitchen and attempted to make coffee. I think I failed, because Fujin walked in and added more water.
"Hey, Fujin."
"Hello, Seifer..."
"You gonna work today?"
"No, I woke up too late... I tell you... I slept better than ever last night..." Heheh.
"Thats good."
"What about you? How'd you sleep?"
"I slept okay, I guess."
"Oh... um, Seifer... I'm gonna go see Squall today..." ...Damn.
"Okay, when?"
"...Um, at one pm..."
"Alright..."
"...Seifer...?"
"Hmm?"
"QUESTION." ...Don't talk like that...
"Shoot."
"...I LIVING HERE. DOES BOTHER YOU?" ...What a stupid question!
"...No! Of course not. I like you living here... Unless, of course... you didn't want to live here... I mean, I know... I can be hard to deal with and all..."
"No... I like living here too... I was just thinking, I mean, since I took up your bed and stuff last night... that I was a bother." Thats not like you to say, Fuu...
"...No. It was no trouble."
~~~
Later that day, about a half hour after Fujin left, I heard voices outside.
"SQUALL. NO. STAY OUT HERE."
"No... I'm sure it'd be okay if I came inside." I got up and opened the door, leaning on the doorframe, I glanced at the two of them.
"Seifer, long time no see."
"Damn, I wanted to keep it that way." I mutter in response.
"Well, I need to talk to you."
"Get the fuck away from here!" I say.
"No, its important."
"...Dammit, Leonheart, I'll kick your ass so-"
"Fine, fine, alright?! But, you'll regret this!! Dammit... you will."