^It was clear he'd never love me, but that was just like rubbing salt in my wounds.^
-Dazed-
~Fujin
"Come on, Fujin." Seifer... I can't just leave Seifer here... all upset... no...
"N-no, Squall, I think I should, um, stay here."
"What?! Fine, you'll regret it too." He walked off, leaving Seifer leaning on the door frame, and me standing on the door step.
I pushed by Seifer and walked inside.
"Fujin."
"...Yes?"
"...Thank you." For what? I didn't do anything.
"...What for?"
"...Being here." I didn't understand... But I nodded anyway. We sat in the kitchen, not saying much to each other.
"Fujin?"
"What is it?"
"...Squall and you... are you two..." His voice trailed off. I had an idea of what he was going to say... but I wasn't sure.
"... in love?" He finally finished. Are we? ...No... Or... he told me... yesterday... that he loved me... and he kissed me passionately... but, I can't love anyone as much I love you... ever, Seifer. I tried, to move on, but I can't. I wanted to walk over and kiss Seifer... But I couldn't. He'd just laugh at me, or something.
"I don't love Squall... no. However, I do have strong feelings for him..."
"Oh..." I couldn't tell his emotion from this.
"...Why?"
"Just didn't want you trusting him... but..."
"Oh." Seifer, can you tell me... that you love me? I realize... now, that I don't want just anyone to love me... I want you to love me... But... I know, thats impossible... I don't have strong feelings for Squall... I just need someone to understand me, and I think he did. I don't know how Squall feels now... The doorbell rang. Who could that be?
"I'll get it." Seifer said, standing up. He went over to the door, and opened it. There stood two men, with the sofa between them. Seifer pulled out gil from his pocket and paid them. They left the sofa outside, and left. I watched Seifer try to pull it in.
"Fuu, can ya help me?"
"Sure." He climbed over to the other side, with his back facing me.
"Pull, and I'll push." He pushed, and I pulled. Then I seen it. Lipstick. On his neck. I stopped pulling. I stared, in shock. He turned.
"What the hell?" He asked.
"...Wha...? What..? Who?" I could feel my heart hit the floor as I turned and ran toward my room. He must of ran after me, because he walked into my room shortly after me.
"Fuu, what the hell is wrong?!"
"...Y-you... bastard." I didn't know why I was upset. It was clear he'd never love me, but that was just like rubbing salt in my wounds.
"Fujin?!" I stood up and walked out of my bedroom, and climbed over the sofa, and found my way to Balamb Garden, where I found Squall Leonheart.
"Fujin?"
"Squall... I'm sorry."
"Let's go talk... in... Dollet."
"Dollet...? Why so far away?"
"I just want you and me to go away for a day or two." I was so dazed I agreed.
When we arrived at Dollet, I expected him to rent us a hotel room or something. He didn't.
"WHY HERE?" I asked, as he opened a small iron door in an alley.
"Its a nice place."
"OH. REALLY?"
"...Sure, Fujin."
He walked me to a small room in the apartment.
"This is your room."
"THANKS."
"Sure... Just go in there, and make yourself at home... I'll see you in a minute." He walked out and shut the door behind him. I had suspected something from the start, but my thoughts were confirmed, when I realized that I was locked in.
"Squall?! What are you doing?!"
"Taking you hostage."
"WHAT?!"
"Yeah..."
"But you said you..."
"Loved you? Nah, I love Rinoa. We never broke up. I just used you to get to Seifer!" So... thats it... no one will ever love... or understand me...
"No..."
-Dazed-
~Fujin
"Come on, Fujin." Seifer... I can't just leave Seifer here... all upset... no...
"N-no, Squall, I think I should, um, stay here."
"What?! Fine, you'll regret it too." He walked off, leaving Seifer leaning on the door frame, and me standing on the door step.
I pushed by Seifer and walked inside.
"Fujin."
"...Yes?"
"...Thank you." For what? I didn't do anything.
"...What for?"
"...Being here." I didn't understand... But I nodded anyway. We sat in the kitchen, not saying much to each other.
"Fujin?"
"What is it?"
"...Squall and you... are you two..." His voice trailed off. I had an idea of what he was going to say... but I wasn't sure.
"... in love?" He finally finished. Are we? ...No... Or... he told me... yesterday... that he loved me... and he kissed me passionately... but, I can't love anyone as much I love you... ever, Seifer. I tried, to move on, but I can't. I wanted to walk over and kiss Seifer... But I couldn't. He'd just laugh at me, or something.
"I don't love Squall... no. However, I do have strong feelings for him..."
"Oh..." I couldn't tell his emotion from this.
"...Why?"
"Just didn't want you trusting him... but..."
"Oh." Seifer, can you tell me... that you love me? I realize... now, that I don't want just anyone to love me... I want you to love me... But... I know, thats impossible... I don't have strong feelings for Squall... I just need someone to understand me, and I think he did. I don't know how Squall feels now... The doorbell rang. Who could that be?
"I'll get it." Seifer said, standing up. He went over to the door, and opened it. There stood two men, with the sofa between them. Seifer pulled out gil from his pocket and paid them. They left the sofa outside, and left. I watched Seifer try to pull it in.
"Fuu, can ya help me?"
"Sure." He climbed over to the other side, with his back facing me.
"Pull, and I'll push." He pushed, and I pulled. Then I seen it. Lipstick. On his neck. I stopped pulling. I stared, in shock. He turned.
"What the hell?" He asked.
"...Wha...? What..? Who?" I could feel my heart hit the floor as I turned and ran toward my room. He must of ran after me, because he walked into my room shortly after me.
"Fuu, what the hell is wrong?!"
"...Y-you... bastard." I didn't know why I was upset. It was clear he'd never love me, but that was just like rubbing salt in my wounds.
"Fujin?!" I stood up and walked out of my bedroom, and climbed over the sofa, and found my way to Balamb Garden, where I found Squall Leonheart.
"Fujin?"
"Squall... I'm sorry."
"Let's go talk... in... Dollet."
"Dollet...? Why so far away?"
"I just want you and me to go away for a day or two." I was so dazed I agreed.
When we arrived at Dollet, I expected him to rent us a hotel room or something. He didn't.
"WHY HERE?" I asked, as he opened a small iron door in an alley.
"Its a nice place."
"OH. REALLY?"
"...Sure, Fujin."
He walked me to a small room in the apartment.
"This is your room."
"THANKS."
"Sure... Just go in there, and make yourself at home... I'll see you in a minute." He walked out and shut the door behind him. I had suspected something from the start, but my thoughts were confirmed, when I realized that I was locked in.
"Squall?! What are you doing?!"
"Taking you hostage."
"WHAT?!"
"Yeah..."
"But you said you..."
"Loved you? Nah, I love Rinoa. We never broke up. I just used you to get to Seifer!" So... thats it... no one will ever love... or understand me...
"No..."