^ ...If you die... I'll want to die too^
-Hurt-
~Seifer
Its not really a lie... I've got two things on my mind, the main one being Fujin, and the other being SeeD. I had carried her into my bedroom after she had fallen asleep on top of me. I didn't want her to feel stupid, waking up on top of me, so I put her in my bed... And, I like carrying her... She feels so delicate. Plus, I feel like I'm in control of where she goes... even though she's sleeping.
"Like what?" She asks me.
"I don't know... nothing in particular." Yeah, right.
"Yeah, sure..."
"..."
"Seifer, how come you don't tell me... whats bothering you?" I shrug.
"...Because it doesn't seem signifigant... Doesn't seem like it'll matter." I answer honestly. How will she reply to this?
"But... it does matter... to me, anyway..." It does?
"Ah, I'm sorry... I think we, er, you should sleep now."
"I can't sleep once I've woken up... you know that."
"Okay then, we can just rest until morning... okay...?" I put my arm around her as she rested her head on me.
"Mmkay..."
I guess we both fell asleep, because when I woke up, (it was around six am), she was sleeping on me. We both had to go to work, though, so I woke her up reluctantly.
"Hey, Fujin. Ya gotta get up now."
"Mm..." I shook her, but she only cuddled up closer to me. Fuu...
"Fuu..."
"...Seifer... lets just sleep." Cut work... the both of us...? Sounds good.
Just as I started to drift off again, I heard Raijin and his girlfriend, who's name was Toni, emerge. I pretended to be asleep.
"Ooh, my gawd. That is soo coote. Dontcha think?!" She said in her high pitched voice.
"I didn't know they were... romantic... and all..."
"Ooh no. I'm sure that's not it... They jest fell asweep while watchin' the television."
"Oh, yeah, ya know?! Here, I'll walk ya home."
"Awright."
They left and I fell asleep. When I woke up again, Fujin was still sleeping. Still?! Damn, what time is it? I glanced over at the clock. Noon time. Heh. Keep sleeping, Fuu. I stayed awake, but didn't get up, because I didn't want her to wake up. I didn't want her closeness to end. A half hour later, she stirred.
"Oh...?"
"Hey..."
"I'm sorry." She muttered, sitting up.
"What for?"
"I dunno, falling asleep on you..."
"Hey, I fell asleep too..."
"Did Raijin and his girlfriend leave?"
"Yeah, a while ago..."
"What about work... dammit, I'm supposed to be in work.."
"So what? You're here, oh well."
"Mhm..." She stood up, and looked down at me.
"I'm, uh, gonna go take a shower...."
"... Alright." She dissapeared down the hall, and I went into my bedroom. I pulled up the covers on the bed lazilly, since I never bother to make it, and look around.. Fujin's boots are still on the floor from when I pulled them off of her last night. Then I start to wonder. When those officers came yesterday, she knew even my social security number... Dammit, I hardly know that...
"Seifer...!" Oh shit. I jog into the hall.
"What is it?!"
"Help..." I turn the door knob. Locked. Using my shoulder, I bust in. There is a thick steam covering the bathroom, and the shower is running. Fujin is naked, and has backed into a corner. Near the other side of the bathroom, is Squall. The fucking bastard!!!
"What the fuck are you doing?!" I yell.
"I'm taking Fujin."
"WHAT?! Why the fuck?!"
"...I'll kill her, and draw you in, its so simple its pathetic. You belong in prison!"
"Leonheart, what the fuck are you trying to do?! You can't do this. I won't fucking let you!"
"You'll be forced to when there are 100 frickin' SeeDs at your door. Sure, maybe you can fight them all, but I'll still have time to sneak in from behind and kill her... Then you will have no choice than to come with me... ha ha ha ha."
"Get out!"
"Not without her."
"Fine then, it seems you won't be leaving." He draws out his gunblade, and I don't have mine. I reach behind me, out the door, and grab it.
"Bring it." Squall says. Block. Attack. Left swing. Hit. Block, right. Right swing. Upper swing. Hit 2x.
"D-damn..." Squall says, bleeding.
"Now, I'll finish you off. "
"No!" He jumped over, and hit Fujin with his gunblade, and I seen blood run down her arm. Squall escaped through the front door.
"Fujin!" I kneel beside her.
"I'm... I'm fine..." I reach behind me and grab a towel, and press it to her arm. She doesn't have her eye patch on, and there is a noticible scar through her left eye, but, I'm more concerned with the blood that is turning the clean, white towel red.
"Get up." I say to her. She stands, and I realize her upper leg has a gash through it too, but not as bad as the one on her arm. It must have happened before I got there.
"...Seifer..."
"Get dressed. You need to go to the hospital." I leave. I sounded uncaring, I hadn't meant to... I waited for Fujin outside the bathroom. She walks out, semi-limping.
"Seifer... have you seen... my boots...?"
"I don't think you should wear boots."
"Fine." She walked into her bedroom and walked back out wearing flat, black sandals. She still had the towel pressed to her arm.
"Come on... lets go."
~~~
The doctor at the Balamb hospital gave her ten stitches up her arm, and her leg just needed to be wrapped. She came out and we walked home slowly, not a word said, until finally, I decided to say something.
"Are you okay?"
"...FINE."
"Fujin, I think you should move away..."
"WHAT?"
"Its dangerous here. Until I get things straightened out..."
"NEGATIVE."
"Fujin, its not worth it. Its a shitty house, you've got a shitty job... you live with shitty people..."
"Maybe I LIKE our shitty house. I LIKE my shitty job... and I... and I... LOVE living with you... I'm not leaving. NO. Its not like you care, either."
"Fuu... don't do this." I opened the door to our house and walked in.
"FINE! WANT ME MOVE?! WILL."
"Fujin, I don't WANT you to leave... I just think you need to... and it's my fault you got hurt, my fault... if you die... And Squall is right! ...If you die... I'll want to die too."
-Hurt-
~Seifer
Its not really a lie... I've got two things on my mind, the main one being Fujin, and the other being SeeD. I had carried her into my bedroom after she had fallen asleep on top of me. I didn't want her to feel stupid, waking up on top of me, so I put her in my bed... And, I like carrying her... She feels so delicate. Plus, I feel like I'm in control of where she goes... even though she's sleeping.
"Like what?" She asks me.
"I don't know... nothing in particular." Yeah, right.
"Yeah, sure..."
"..."
"Seifer, how come you don't tell me... whats bothering you?" I shrug.
"...Because it doesn't seem signifigant... Doesn't seem like it'll matter." I answer honestly. How will she reply to this?
"But... it does matter... to me, anyway..." It does?
"Ah, I'm sorry... I think we, er, you should sleep now."
"I can't sleep once I've woken up... you know that."
"Okay then, we can just rest until morning... okay...?" I put my arm around her as she rested her head on me.
"Mmkay..."
I guess we both fell asleep, because when I woke up, (it was around six am), she was sleeping on me. We both had to go to work, though, so I woke her up reluctantly.
"Hey, Fujin. Ya gotta get up now."
"Mm..." I shook her, but she only cuddled up closer to me. Fuu...
"Fuu..."
"...Seifer... lets just sleep." Cut work... the both of us...? Sounds good.
Just as I started to drift off again, I heard Raijin and his girlfriend, who's name was Toni, emerge. I pretended to be asleep.
"Ooh, my gawd. That is soo coote. Dontcha think?!" She said in her high pitched voice.
"I didn't know they were... romantic... and all..."
"Ooh no. I'm sure that's not it... They jest fell asweep while watchin' the television."
"Oh, yeah, ya know?! Here, I'll walk ya home."
"Awright."
They left and I fell asleep. When I woke up again, Fujin was still sleeping. Still?! Damn, what time is it? I glanced over at the clock. Noon time. Heh. Keep sleeping, Fuu. I stayed awake, but didn't get up, because I didn't want her to wake up. I didn't want her closeness to end. A half hour later, she stirred.
"Oh...?"
"Hey..."
"I'm sorry." She muttered, sitting up.
"What for?"
"I dunno, falling asleep on you..."
"Hey, I fell asleep too..."
"Did Raijin and his girlfriend leave?"
"Yeah, a while ago..."
"What about work... dammit, I'm supposed to be in work.."
"So what? You're here, oh well."
"Mhm..." She stood up, and looked down at me.
"I'm, uh, gonna go take a shower...."
"... Alright." She dissapeared down the hall, and I went into my bedroom. I pulled up the covers on the bed lazilly, since I never bother to make it, and look around.. Fujin's boots are still on the floor from when I pulled them off of her last night. Then I start to wonder. When those officers came yesterday, she knew even my social security number... Dammit, I hardly know that...
"Seifer...!" Oh shit. I jog into the hall.
"What is it?!"
"Help..." I turn the door knob. Locked. Using my shoulder, I bust in. There is a thick steam covering the bathroom, and the shower is running. Fujin is naked, and has backed into a corner. Near the other side of the bathroom, is Squall. The fucking bastard!!!
"What the fuck are you doing?!" I yell.
"I'm taking Fujin."
"WHAT?! Why the fuck?!"
"...I'll kill her, and draw you in, its so simple its pathetic. You belong in prison!"
"Leonheart, what the fuck are you trying to do?! You can't do this. I won't fucking let you!"
"You'll be forced to when there are 100 frickin' SeeDs at your door. Sure, maybe you can fight them all, but I'll still have time to sneak in from behind and kill her... Then you will have no choice than to come with me... ha ha ha ha."
"Get out!"
"Not without her."
"Fine then, it seems you won't be leaving." He draws out his gunblade, and I don't have mine. I reach behind me, out the door, and grab it.
"Bring it." Squall says. Block. Attack. Left swing. Hit. Block, right. Right swing. Upper swing. Hit 2x.
"D-damn..." Squall says, bleeding.
"Now, I'll finish you off. "
"No!" He jumped over, and hit Fujin with his gunblade, and I seen blood run down her arm. Squall escaped through the front door.
"Fujin!" I kneel beside her.
"I'm... I'm fine..." I reach behind me and grab a towel, and press it to her arm. She doesn't have her eye patch on, and there is a noticible scar through her left eye, but, I'm more concerned with the blood that is turning the clean, white towel red.
"Get up." I say to her. She stands, and I realize her upper leg has a gash through it too, but not as bad as the one on her arm. It must have happened before I got there.
"...Seifer..."
"Get dressed. You need to go to the hospital." I leave. I sounded uncaring, I hadn't meant to... I waited for Fujin outside the bathroom. She walks out, semi-limping.
"Seifer... have you seen... my boots...?"
"I don't think you should wear boots."
"Fine." She walked into her bedroom and walked back out wearing flat, black sandals. She still had the towel pressed to her arm.
"Come on... lets go."
~~~
The doctor at the Balamb hospital gave her ten stitches up her arm, and her leg just needed to be wrapped. She came out and we walked home slowly, not a word said, until finally, I decided to say something.
"Are you okay?"
"...FINE."
"Fujin, I think you should move away..."
"WHAT?"
"Its dangerous here. Until I get things straightened out..."
"NEGATIVE."
"Fujin, its not worth it. Its a shitty house, you've got a shitty job... you live with shitty people..."
"Maybe I LIKE our shitty house. I LIKE my shitty job... and I... and I... LOVE living with you... I'm not leaving. NO. Its not like you care, either."
"Fuu... don't do this." I opened the door to our house and walked in.
"FINE! WANT ME MOVE?! WILL."
"Fujin, I don't WANT you to leave... I just think you need to... and it's my fault you got hurt, my fault... if you die... And Squall is right! ...If you die... I'll want to die too."