Special Place In My Heart
(Ani/Ami Romance)
I really need feedback, sorry if this fic is dark. I will try and update a few times in week, but sometimes things can get ontop of me so stay with me.
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" . . . Fear and anger lead to the Dark Side"
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Jedi Knight Obi-Wan Kenobi, Master to Padawan Anakin Skywalker, stormed through the temple corridors in a mad rage. He continually kept forming
(balling?) his hands into fists, as if trying to calm the immense anger that was building up inside him. Sweat poured down his face and in a vain
attempt to wipe it off, Obi-Wan reached inside his torn Jedi robes to retrieve a small lacy white handkerchief - one of the only things he still had to remind
him of his mother.
The echo of Obi-Wan's footsteps could undoubtedly be heard throughout the whole Jedi temple. But that was nothing compared to what he felt from
his Padawan Learner - remorse, anger, hate, sadness and most of all terrible pain. It had been a shock for Obi-Wan when the first onslaught of those
emotions had came.
These feelings were clearly not his own and the only other person he shared a bond with was Anakin.
How could I have let this happen? He was my responsibility . . . not the council's, but mine! He trusted me . . . he trusted that I would look after him and
what did I do ? I leave him to die in the hands of . . . a . . . Sith! Obi-Wan's mind screamed.
Due to his current rate of speed it was not long until he reached the Jedi temple's medical quarters. Many Jedi Knights were positioned outside the door.
One of them, a woman, stepped in front of Obi-Wan's path.
"You can not go in there, Sir," She stated simply.
To hell with this woman, he thought, get out of my way. Obi-Wan's mind was in a state of panic. Thoughts, memories, and fears flowed in and out of
the bond that both Master and Padawan shared. Some would make one smile, laugh or even giggle. Others could make skin stand on end or even have
one beg for mercy at the feet of a Sith.
The woman stood her ground and refused to move from her position in front of him. Obi-Wan couldn't stand it any longer - his Padawan was hurt and
needed him. Obi-Wan grabbed the woman by the arm and flung her towards a wall. She hit her head and Obi-Wan could almost hear the crack of
her skull as it broke under the pressure of the impact.
Immediately, all the other Jedi noticed and went to check on their fallen partner. Obi-Wan sadly looked towards the women lying on the floor.
I regret doing that, he reminded himself. Obi-Wan could well imagine what Yoda would think of his actions. But shouldn't the Jedi council understand?[/i]
Would that woman understand once she had woken up?
Obi-Wan glanced at the Jedi trying to heal her wounds. They seemed totally distracted. So now was a good time to slip past them without them noticing.
Obi-Wan pushed the button on the door and it slipped open silently.
Painfully he walked inside the medical chambers, but not before sending waves upon waves of calming emotions through the force towards his poor
victim. The room Obi-Wan now stood in reminded him of a blanket of darkness. He squinted his eyes to focus on the figure that was standing beside
the medical bed.
"Hear you come in, I did Obi-Wan. Need to hide, you do not. Explanation of the accident out in the hallway, you have, I hope," the old voice of the small
Jedi master echoed through the room.
Obi-Wan had not expected Master Yoda to be here already. Obi-Wan bowed quickly before Yoda and began his explanation with a jumble of words.
"Master, I ask for forgiveness for my actions. I did not mean to harm that woman," he said, "she stood in my way of reaching Anakin. He needs me,
Master, he's in pain."
"Need you he does, correct you are," Yoda sighed, "but violence is not a solution to anger. Dismiss your punishment I shall on this one occasion.
Apologize to her you will."
Obi-Wan smiled and thanked Master Yoda. Yoda taped his glimmer stick on the cold marble floor and turned his attention back to Anakin once again.
Obi-Wan studied Anakin's body. He wore many bruises and cuts, especially on his legs. But it was nothing that the Jedi healers could not fix. Yet,
Obi-Wan felt the terror that still rested inside Anakin very soul.
Something about him, somehow he is different.
As if to answer Obi-Wan's thoughts, Yoda replied, "Injured and damaged his mind is, maybe beyond repair, I fear. Need you now, he does."
Does this suck? Don't even feel like reading another part...please be honest with me. In the next post I'll explain why Obi-Wan feels that it's all
his fault Anakin got hurt. There will be a few flashbacks in the next post. If anybody has any questions just ask!
(Ani/Ami Romance)
I really need feedback, sorry if this fic is dark. I will try and update a few times in week, but sometimes things can get ontop of me so stay with me.
...
" . . . Fear and anger lead to the Dark Side"
...
Jedi Knight Obi-Wan Kenobi, Master to Padawan Anakin Skywalker, stormed through the temple corridors in a mad rage. He continually kept forming
(balling?) his hands into fists, as if trying to calm the immense anger that was building up inside him. Sweat poured down his face and in a vain
attempt to wipe it off, Obi-Wan reached inside his torn Jedi robes to retrieve a small lacy white handkerchief - one of the only things he still had to remind
him of his mother.
The echo of Obi-Wan's footsteps could undoubtedly be heard throughout the whole Jedi temple. But that was nothing compared to what he felt from
his Padawan Learner - remorse, anger, hate, sadness and most of all terrible pain. It had been a shock for Obi-Wan when the first onslaught of those
emotions had came.
These feelings were clearly not his own and the only other person he shared a bond with was Anakin.
How could I have let this happen? He was my responsibility . . . not the council's, but mine! He trusted me . . . he trusted that I would look after him and
what did I do ? I leave him to die in the hands of . . . a . . . Sith! Obi-Wan's mind screamed.
Due to his current rate of speed it was not long until he reached the Jedi temple's medical quarters. Many Jedi Knights were positioned outside the door.
One of them, a woman, stepped in front of Obi-Wan's path.
"You can not go in there, Sir," She stated simply.
To hell with this woman, he thought, get out of my way. Obi-Wan's mind was in a state of panic. Thoughts, memories, and fears flowed in and out of
the bond that both Master and Padawan shared. Some would make one smile, laugh or even giggle. Others could make skin stand on end or even have
one beg for mercy at the feet of a Sith.
The woman stood her ground and refused to move from her position in front of him. Obi-Wan couldn't stand it any longer - his Padawan was hurt and
needed him. Obi-Wan grabbed the woman by the arm and flung her towards a wall. She hit her head and Obi-Wan could almost hear the crack of
her skull as it broke under the pressure of the impact.
Immediately, all the other Jedi noticed and went to check on their fallen partner. Obi-Wan sadly looked towards the women lying on the floor.
I regret doing that, he reminded himself. Obi-Wan could well imagine what Yoda would think of his actions. But shouldn't the Jedi council understand?[/i]
Would that woman understand once she had woken up?
Obi-Wan glanced at the Jedi trying to heal her wounds. They seemed totally distracted. So now was a good time to slip past them without them noticing.
Obi-Wan pushed the button on the door and it slipped open silently.
Painfully he walked inside the medical chambers, but not before sending waves upon waves of calming emotions through the force towards his poor
victim. The room Obi-Wan now stood in reminded him of a blanket of darkness. He squinted his eyes to focus on the figure that was standing beside
the medical bed.
"Hear you come in, I did Obi-Wan. Need to hide, you do not. Explanation of the accident out in the hallway, you have, I hope," the old voice of the small
Jedi master echoed through the room.
Obi-Wan had not expected Master Yoda to be here already. Obi-Wan bowed quickly before Yoda and began his explanation with a jumble of words.
"Master, I ask for forgiveness for my actions. I did not mean to harm that woman," he said, "she stood in my way of reaching Anakin. He needs me,
Master, he's in pain."
"Need you he does, correct you are," Yoda sighed, "but violence is not a solution to anger. Dismiss your punishment I shall on this one occasion.
Apologize to her you will."
Obi-Wan smiled and thanked Master Yoda. Yoda taped his glimmer stick on the cold marble floor and turned his attention back to Anakin once again.
Obi-Wan studied Anakin's body. He wore many bruises and cuts, especially on his legs. But it was nothing that the Jedi healers could not fix. Yet,
Obi-Wan felt the terror that still rested inside Anakin very soul.
Something about him, somehow he is different.
As if to answer Obi-Wan's thoughts, Yoda replied, "Injured and damaged his mind is, maybe beyond repair, I fear. Need you now, he does."
Does this suck? Don't even feel like reading another part...please be honest with me. In the next post I'll explain why Obi-Wan feels that it's all
his fault Anakin got hurt. There will be a few flashbacks in the next post. If anybody has any questions just ask!