The one

The one

I've always kept my faith in love

About myself

I was right,

when I felt like

telling no-one 

any more what

 my heart was

beating for.

 I just won't

let them inside

my inner life.

It was  only you,

the one who

wished for my love,

to be returned, for good.

I'm frightened, aren't you?,

attempting to

survive the true death.

I can't forget that

both me and myself  are dead,

since our love's come to end.

   When there's nothing to forgive,

because you love me, more

than you've ever said before,

and I just can't help but creep..

My egocentric self, like a shell,

or an hedgehog, or an egg,

I'm similar  to Every man.

Wasn't it because of

Every man's sake, after all?

You killed yourself, when

you deserved eternal life.

You've scattered my broken soul,

from now on I'll be only  a point of view

over this holy world

I'm damned to live in, for so long,

ever and even more.

God damn me.. if

only this  could save your

angelic thoughts.