Disclaimer- I dont own gundam or anything of the sort. It all belongs to banai and sunrise or whatever....i would know if i could watch it on cartoon network again but they took it off...meanies.
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Chapter 1
I really don't know what came over me that day. I was being just plain stupid, and now I'm so angry with myself for being so, so, oh I'm just angry. Maybe things would be different if he didn't run away from me and I had time to explain myself. By the look he gave me as he got up and ran off I could have cried, but I was too angry with myself.
I haven't seen the guy around campus since that day. It was about three weeks ago. And you would think that after something such as that I would stop doing stupid things like that, but this infatuation with thrilling risks has yet to stop. In fact, in the past three weeks I have gone sky diving, I borrowed my fathers Mercedes, and slept with four guys and left them the next morning. My life couldn't be more dull.
There is a party tonight, and I think I need some necessities for it. I'll just stop by the drug store and pick some up. Now that I live in the guest house daddy won't know about the guys I bring home. I suppose I would be better off getting my car and driving to the store instead of walking, even though the store is right around the corner. Hopefully professor lame-o will finish this video soon. My grade in here is low, maybe I should think about bringing it up with the professor. He has been looking rather lonely lately.
The bell had rung and I was on my way out of the building when a familiar brown haired man crossed my path. I swore it must have been that guy! So, not doing what my brain told me, I attempted to follow him to wherever he was headed so I could explain myself about the other day. I stood on my toes to get a good look around the crowd of people, but standing on your toes and being 5'4 doesn't make you tall enough to see over heads. By the time I found a bench to stand on he was gone, and I was the only one left in the hall way aside from the couple next to me on the bench making out.
"Damn."
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"Damn. It's that girl again. I think she saw me."
I knew she would find me again. Those blues eyes could burn holes into a crowd of people if you weren't careful. I keep seeing this girl around campus, and it's driving me crazy. It's so bad that I'm even looking for her now just to know if she is there. And lately, she even interrupts my studying, little versions of her dancing around me. No one interrupts my studying, not even my roommate. Every time I turn around she''s there, whether she really is or isn't. My head keeps playing tricks on me.
The weird thing about it is the look she gave me when I woke up on the field the first day I met her. She was so happy to see me, and that scared me because I had never seen this girl in my life. Then her smile faded and she looked so scared and sort of guilty. I was honestly speechless, truly taken by her beauty, and that smile. But when that faded, I didn't know what to say, so I got up and left, too afraid of what might happen.
Oh great, my hands are shaking again. I knew I should have grabbed something before class. I suppose I'll just go grab something from the store because I have to get another notebook and some pens too.
I wonder what her life is like. She probably has the best life, she seems so happy all the time. Plus she's rich, I've seen her car. I'll bet her daddy pays for everything. She probably has a boyfriend that buys her expensive things all the time, and they're probably getting married soon. Man she has it easy.
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Well theres some of relena and heero in there...wonder what will happen next. Well i can tell u that someone is going to get blaimed for something and they're the innocent one, but im not going to tell u who! :) um yeah.....i know this sucks....buts its the first time ive actually wrote something..and i like the way i wrote it cause i understand things better when i know whats going on in their heads. enjoy...ill have 2 out soon.
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Chapter 1
I really don't know what came over me that day. I was being just plain stupid, and now I'm so angry with myself for being so, so, oh I'm just angry. Maybe things would be different if he didn't run away from me and I had time to explain myself. By the look he gave me as he got up and ran off I could have cried, but I was too angry with myself.
I haven't seen the guy around campus since that day. It was about three weeks ago. And you would think that after something such as that I would stop doing stupid things like that, but this infatuation with thrilling risks has yet to stop. In fact, in the past three weeks I have gone sky diving, I borrowed my fathers Mercedes, and slept with four guys and left them the next morning. My life couldn't be more dull.
There is a party tonight, and I think I need some necessities for it. I'll just stop by the drug store and pick some up. Now that I live in the guest house daddy won't know about the guys I bring home. I suppose I would be better off getting my car and driving to the store instead of walking, even though the store is right around the corner. Hopefully professor lame-o will finish this video soon. My grade in here is low, maybe I should think about bringing it up with the professor. He has been looking rather lonely lately.
The bell had rung and I was on my way out of the building when a familiar brown haired man crossed my path. I swore it must have been that guy! So, not doing what my brain told me, I attempted to follow him to wherever he was headed so I could explain myself about the other day. I stood on my toes to get a good look around the crowd of people, but standing on your toes and being 5'4 doesn't make you tall enough to see over heads. By the time I found a bench to stand on he was gone, and I was the only one left in the hall way aside from the couple next to me on the bench making out.
"Damn."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
"Damn. It's that girl again. I think she saw me."
I knew she would find me again. Those blues eyes could burn holes into a crowd of people if you weren't careful. I keep seeing this girl around campus, and it's driving me crazy. It's so bad that I'm even looking for her now just to know if she is there. And lately, she even interrupts my studying, little versions of her dancing around me. No one interrupts my studying, not even my roommate. Every time I turn around she''s there, whether she really is or isn't. My head keeps playing tricks on me.
The weird thing about it is the look she gave me when I woke up on the field the first day I met her. She was so happy to see me, and that scared me because I had never seen this girl in my life. Then her smile faded and she looked so scared and sort of guilty. I was honestly speechless, truly taken by her beauty, and that smile. But when that faded, I didn't know what to say, so I got up and left, too afraid of what might happen.
Oh great, my hands are shaking again. I knew I should have grabbed something before class. I suppose I'll just go grab something from the store because I have to get another notebook and some pens too.
I wonder what her life is like. She probably has the best life, she seems so happy all the time. Plus she's rich, I've seen her car. I'll bet her daddy pays for everything. She probably has a boyfriend that buys her expensive things all the time, and they're probably getting married soon. Man she has it easy.
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Well theres some of relena and heero in there...wonder what will happen next. Well i can tell u that someone is going to get blaimed for something and they're the innocent one, but im not going to tell u who! :) um yeah.....i know this sucks....buts its the first time ive actually wrote something..and i like the way i wrote it cause i understand things better when i know whats going on in their heads. enjoy...ill have 2 out soon.
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