Well, i know im slow...but hey i have a life too! heres ch. 3 :) you might be happy to know that i have the rest of the story all planned out, whereas before i had nothing planned and i was just writing my usual nonesense. (thats what i all my writing, nonesense...cause its not something spectacular, just my usual stuff....nonesense) You'll like the way it goes, really. So please tell me how im doin on it. Once again sorry bout the point of view, i know i screw those up all the time and its weird. Love, Olly.


this is my song of the week...er (i dont post chapters weekly)....song of the chapter! :)
can ya guess it?

-i dont mind you hangin here, and wastin all my time, cause when your standing oh so near, i kinda lose my mind, its not the perfume that u wear, it's not the ribbons in your hair, i dont mind you comin here and wastin all my time



Disclaimer: YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! They're showing Gundam on tv again! woohoo! Now i wont have to go steal the show from bandai and sunrise and all those peoples who are so mean cause they didnt finish the damn show. hmm......o yeah....so i dont own anything in here. :(


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Chapter 3

There she is again. We see each other everywhere. Now we have a class together, and it turns out that we're going for the same field. She really doesn't care what others think of her, even though she knows that every girl admires her beauty and ever guy watches her move across the room. We are both getting our MD. I always wanted to be a doctor, it was a life that had something better in it than what I grew up with. Getting this degree would get me out of that hell hole I grew up in. She on the other hand was told to be one by her father, also a doctor.

"So, how was your weekend?" The usual conversation. If I didn't ask I would find out anyway. She always had something to say about the men she went out with. I seriously don't understand why she lets these guys do what they do to her. I know it hurts her, because if something bad happened with one she would tell me and then get very quite. Which is rather unusual for her.

"Well I'll have you know that it was spectacular. This guy took me to an opera and we spent three amazing nights together. He was so wonderful..." The rest was a blur to me. She went on about this man, and at the time I wanted to yell at her for not seeing right through him and then kill the guy that was doing this to her. But if I say something than I'm becoming involved and I'm not doing that. Then she'll start something and I really shouldn't, "Relena."

"What?" Oh I did it now. I might as well finish what I started now that I know what I want to say.

"Are you blind? This guy really doesn't sound like he really cares about you. You should seriously think about his reasons for what he does and then how he treats you after he's had you." There I said it. I'm not sure what I said, but I certainly said something because now she has an expression of surprise probably from my unusual forwardness.

"Since when was it your responsibility to tell me how to live my life?!"

"No, I didn't mean it like that. It's just that I listen to you almost every day go on about these guys like they are so great and then..."

"Alright class open those dust collectors and get to it. Your assignment for the first half of class is on the board. If you need anything, I'll just be in the back preparing your labs for the remainder of the class. Break's in an hour." Well that was a savior, God only knows what else I might have said. "Oh, and Relena, for once can you keep your mouth shut today? You're gonna give Heero an earache and me and everyone else in the class a headache."

"Oh professor I'm a perfect little angel, you never hear a peep out of me." She said with an innocent smile that couldn't fool anyone.

"Right, just shut your hole would ya." The professor snapped after her usual excuses and turned around and walked back to the storage room. He had to prepare the cats we would be dissecting today in Anatomy. The whole class burst out laughing after that and Relena face reddened.

"Ok, Dr. Drew tell me what makes you so interested in who I see and how I live?" Oh I had to say something. As much as I hated to admit, she looked so adorable with her lips pursed and yet so attractive with her eyes aflame and starring me down, looking for an honest answer.

"I've heard your stories over and over, and you make the same mistake every time. You pick the wrong guys. And I worry about what might happen to you. You could be raped by someone and not even know it until it's too late, with all the partying you do."


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"Well I didn't know you cared so much, so tell me, just exactly how should I live me life huh? Become a little study freak, volunteer at the shelter? Or better yet, be daddy's little angel, graduate college, marry that asshole who doesn't give a damn about me just my father's money, and life a happy little life?"

He really had to get me going. Great now I have someone else in my life that thinks they know what's best for me. Well not him, not my boyfriend, and not my father!

"I'm not one to tell you how to live, you can make your own decisions. I just thought you might have wanted to hear me out, maybe for future reference or something." He said flatly. I really didn't expect that. I thought he was going to yell at me for being so stupid, not that I wasn't used to hearing that, I just don't think I would take it very well.

"Well...yes I can make my own decisions and I do. So...thanks for the input, I'll keep it in mind!" I said sarcastically, trying anything to break the heat between us. My best defenses brought up my barrier, and I hate it when people break my barrier. He just smirked at my remark and turned to do his work.

Right after that, an eerie silence fell over the room and everyone was quiet. I tried to do some of the work but the silence kept getting to me. "Well it got quiet!" I said somewhat loudly.

"SHHHHH!" The whole class practically spat in my direction, and I ducked back into my seat. I could see the corner of Heero's mouth twitch back, and I heard a small chuckle from the kid behind us. "Oh so everyone's against me now, thanks a lot Heero." I said under my breath, practically falling out of my seat I was so far under the table.

After class ended, we packed up and all headed to our cars. Mine and Heero's happened to be parked next to each other, in our usual parking spaces for A&P. "So I'm having a party this weekend, gotta get my last kicks in before Chad comes back."

"Is Chad your boyfriend?" He asked simply, but with something more behind it. Maybe bitterness?

"Yeah, he never stays in the country. He is always out traveling with business men on hunting trips and all sorts. I've known him since we were ten. When my father started a company with him our families became best friends, and I got to be associated with his son and we're to be married after I finish college." I spilled my whole looming future to him, knowing he probably thought that my life was so great, now he probably thinks that my boyfriend and I are in love and we're meant to be. "I can't stand him and I try so hard to get rid of him, but he's never around so what's the use anyway..."

"Yeah."

"Yeah, so, you're invited to come. I know you're not one to go out and actually have fun, but maybe it would be good for you."

"Hn. Maybe."

"Okaaaay."

"Right we'll I'll see you there." I said as he threw his bags in his trunk, not paying attention to a word I just said. I stepped into my car and sat there for a minute. He probably won't show. His loss I suppose.

"Yeah...maybe you will. Later." was all he said, and he drove off while I just sat in my car. I thought about a lot of things at that moment. How he got really quiet after I talked about Chad. Maybe he was jealous and that he liked me and that he wants me. Once again, I listened not to my mind but what I wanted. I always think too much about this.

He's weird anyway, and I don't even like the kid. I mean he's so boring, and dull, and doesn't know how to have fun, and never talks, and just sits there looking so sweet as he listens to me go on and on. But we're so different...completely opposites. I don't even know how we could be friends, we're so different. Friends? Since when?

It figures I would sit in my car alone and think about things in the school parking lot while everyone is walking by and watching me. I need to get to the store and get everything I need for the house. So I put the key in the ignition and sped off.

It's a good thing daddy is gone for the week, he would have a fit if he knew I was having a party in the guest house. But...if he's gone, then I could have it in the main house. I wouldn't get caught, the maid's were given the weekend off.

I wonder if Heero will come. I think that guy needs some fun.


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Oh and one more note, no more relationship probs for me. Thank u all that said encouraging words...i really appreciated them. Much love to all my authors and to all the the wonderful people that read my nonesense :)