*~*Dark Nightmares*~*
*~*Dark Nightmares*~*

Disclaimer… I don't own sailor moon, I have 3.75 now in the bank so like it'll do much to sue me… … So there! Sheesh…

"You gain strength, confidence and courage by every experience by which you

really stop to look fear in the face.

-Eleanor Roosevelt.

I own everything… and soon… I will take over the world!!!! MWA HA HA HA HA!!!!

Shut up, baka. The cops are busting down the door…  She's lying… just so you know…

Chapter 4:      Raindrops on roses

Usagi and the remaining sailors listened to Michiru and comforted her while they waited for the others to get back. Usagi was pretty confused, still wondering what had happened. She was still worried about that look in Hotaru's eyes.  After Michiru finished her story, the others were at a loss for words.

"Man, I'd expect something like that from Rei, but from Haruka? She's usually pretty quiet. Usagi said. Michiru smiled.

"Haruka didn't expect it either. She wasn't sure what provoked it, but she just all of a sudden said it all. That's why she's so upset. If she had thought about it, she never would have said it. Haruka feels really guilty, and it's eating her up that Hotaru ran away, to top it off…" Michiru's voice trailed off.

"But don't worry…" Minako chirped up. "Hotaru's the strongest one of all of us. That's what brought her through everything. Haruka and Rei will find her."

"Yeah, they'll probably be back any second…" Makoto added, just as Haruka and Rei appeared out of the woods.

"See, there they are… oh… uh oh." Usagi trailed off as everyone realized that Hotaru wasn't with them. Rei was looking at everyone with a look of failure, and Haruka just walked to the fountain's edge where everyone was sitting and sat beside Michiru, who gave her a sad yet understanding nod and hug.

*****

I continued through the woods, trembling from all the exertion.  I was sooo tired… and cold, too. The sailor fuku wasn't the warmest thing on the planet, needless to say. Especially after staying in the rain for an hour. I dragged my glaive at my side, too. I loved the weapon, the grace and power it possessed. It left me in awe. But now I just didn't care. I felt as if my family had died all over again.

 I glanced down as something shot by my head and landed upright on the ground. I expected it to be the usual, monster of the day and what not, and took a fighting stance with my glaive towards the thing… but it was just a rose. I relaxed and raised my glaive again. What was there to worry about? A single red rose. Then suddenly, it clicked. Uh Oh…

*****

Ami, transformed into Sailor Mercury, scanned around the park for Hotaru on her computer, while the others just sat around the fountain.

"So let me get this straight…" Usagi said for the 5th time. "Hotaru… out-ran… you… and you lost her…" Rei and Haruka both nodded, slightly annoyed.

" Are we talking about the same Hotaru here?" Minako, just as confused as Usagi, spoke up. Haruka and Rei both sweat-dropped.

"Hey guys!" Ami spoke up.

"Did you find her???" everyone asked at once.

"Um… not exactly, but there is a strong energy reading over there," she pointed to the right, "and… oh dear," Ami exchanged worried glances with the others. "It's Sailor Saturn."

"Oh No!"' Michiru gasped.

"Then we'd better get moving and in uniform." Haruka said as she took out her transformation pen. The others followed suite, and after the sailor scouts, minus one member, were ready, they took of after the energy readings.

*****

I turned around to where the rose came from as I heard rustling from behind. Holding my glaive ready to attack, I scanner the small clearing surrounded by trees. I didn't see a soul. But didn't give up yet. I spun around to see the rose between myself and…

"Tuxedo Mask… what a pleasant surprise." I said, my voice full of sarcasm and contempt.  "To what do I owe this visit?"  I knew Mamoru was Tuxedo Mask, but this is the first time I had actually seen him. Chibi-Usa had told me many stories of him, and I was actually impressed with them all, but now I had no time to worry about them. I had to worry about getting out of there. I wonder if I could take him on… Mamoru saw me mentally evaluating him and didn't let me dwell on a battle scheme.

"Sailor Saturn… Hotaru, why are you running from your friends? They only want to help." He pleaded. Those words hit me hard. Help. Me? Not very well likely.

"And how are they gonna do that? By ignoring me? By isolating me? You and I both know it, Mamoru, that they, and you, haven't spoken more that 10 words at a time to me. You've just broken a new record! I haven't had a real friend, or had anyone make an attempt to be my friend, since Chibi-Usa left." I choked the words out, sub-consciously not wanting to believing them, but knowing they're true.  I felt like breaking down all over again. I wanted to run, but knew that, with all the running I had done already, I wouldn't get far. So I was at a standstill. The others were coming, too, I could feel their energy's drawing nearer.

Mamoru took a couple steps towards me, and before I knew it, he put his hand on my shoulder.

"I know that they haven't exactly been very conversational, but hey, you know what those conversations are like! You've been lucky to miss them!" he said with a smile. Great, now he's trying to make me smile… and I thought he was one of the smarter ones.  "They've made mistakes in the past, as I'm sure everyone has. Even me…" he trailed off, as his eyes softened.

I pushed his arm away and raised my glaive towards him.

"Get away from me!" I cried. I wanted to slash his throat, but knew that I couldn't. I couldn't do that to him; the future depended on him one way or the other… Chibi-Usa depended on him, as her father. I didn't know what to do, so I kept the glaive raised between us as a thin veiled threat. As long as he thought I would use it, I was in the clear.

"But don't turn away from people just because they're done wrong, especially if they're trying to make up for it…" He turned his head, and I saw the other scouts come up behind him. I heard Haruka yelled my name. Oh no, can this day get any worse, I asked myself as my hands began to tremble. He saw this, too. Great, now he knows I'm weak. I might as well shoot myself in the head. Might not hurt as much as what's to come, I laughed to myself.

*****

Usagi ran up to the clearing and saw Hotaru holding her glaive to Mamoru, it's blade about a foot away from his neck. 'Oh no! Hotaru don't!' she cried in her mind, afraid of what was to come. She looked at Hotaru, at her face. She still had that look… that wounded innocence hidden behind Saturn's usually cold exterior. And fear! Hotaru was afraid of them?! Granted, most people were afraid of her, as well. But, why? Usagi's mind was plagued with questions, and she hoped that she would get answers to them, as well. She saw the glaive wobble, as Hotaru tired out and could barely hold the item anymore. Sailor Venus saw this, too, and quietly whispered "Venus love chain encircle". A golden chain shot from her fingertips, and shot with lightning speed towards the glaive, snatching it from Hotaru's hands. Hotaru looked shocked for a second, the looked really scared, like a caged animal. She slowly backed away from the group, and put her hands together. She slowly narrowed her eyes and whispered something unheard.  A faint purple light appeared between her hands, and it began to glow brighter. Hotaru put her hands above her head and spread her hands, and a purple swirling vortex opened above her head. The others stared in wonder as she looked at them, and motioned with her hand, as if to say 'Come'. Her glaive was torn from Venus' hand and floated towards Hotaru, her hand outstretched.  With one last look of sorrow, she braced herself to jump…

*****

Mamoru tried to grab the glaive before it got to Hotaru, but failed.  Hotaru grabbed it and flipped backwards into the vortex. The others ran towards it, but studded they stopped when a black chain and lock appeared over the door to the vortex. The vortex disappeared, leaving only the glowing lock in it's place.

"What now?" Sailor moon asked. She looked at the lock. It was a black circle, about the size of a basketball, and had rings around it, making it look like Saturn. On the front of it, was a handprint.

Mercury, scanning the vortex and lock, looked at it. "It's some kind of time or space vortex," she said "and the lock is a scanning device. " She put her hand in the handprint. The Saturn Lock started to glow red, and Ami pulled her hand away. "Ouch… it gets hot if you're not the person to open it, I guess."  She said, voice edged with defeat.

All the scouts tried their hands, but the lock wouldn't open.

"Well… look at the hand print itself…" Makoto began. "It's smaller that most of out hands, and probably would only fit Hotaru's hand… or…" Makoto stopped, and looked up at the sky. A light pink beam shot down from the sky, and a small figure fell down towards the earth, slowing until its feet touched the ground. The Beam of light faded away to show…

"CHIBI-USA!!!!!" Usagi cried as she swept the little girl up into her arms.

"Hey! Let me Go! BREATHE! Oxygen becoming NECESSITY!!!!" Chibi-Usa replied, chocking. "Let me go!!! You wanna follower her or not??!!"

"What!!!???" everyone shouted.

"Yeah, that's right, that's why I came… against orders, I might add…." Usagi let go of Chibi-Usa and the little pink haired girl ran up to the vortex. She put her hand up to the lock, but wasn't tall enough to reach it. "Um… a little help here???"

Mamoru lifted the girl up, and she put her hand on the lock. Instantly, it started glowing purple, and the chains and lock that barred the way melted away, revealing the passage.

Chibi-Usa gave Mamoru a hug, then ran and gave Usagi one, too. "Well, I gotta go now… c-ya in a few!" Chibi-Usa said, and the pink light returned and whisked her away.

Usagi sighed as the Sailors went into the vortex. After Rei had gone, Usagi mumbled to herself. "I knew I should have stayed home today…" and screeched as Rei's hand shot out of the vortex to pull her in.