"Wish"

By Jadealiya

(( my first fan work for my current obsession ^-^ All typical disclaimers apply, written in the haiku style))

My sanity falls
Like sakura in the wind
Like my sister's tears

Path to salvation
Blurs and scatters before me
Death would be welcome

Scent of sakura?
Edged with blood I dream of you
Guilt tears me apart

My sanity fails
No "duty" can bind me here
There is only you

Path to salvation
From light into darkness
I cling to my wish

Scent of sakura
Pale phantom cigarette smoke
Reminders of you

My sanity? Gone
Like sakura in the wind
Like my sister's face

Path from salvation
I stumble into shadow
Seeking for my wish

Scent of sakura
I follow it into night
Despair brought by you

My sanity? Yours
All of me belongs to you
Grant me my one wish

Path to salvation
Mine and maybe even yours
Lies only in death

Scent of sakura
Free me from this hollow life
Will you see me then?

My sanity sees
The path to salvation lies
In the sakura