Hey all
I'm back and guess what?
I don't own digimon!
Previous Chapter
'What if my old feelings come back for him along with him? What about TK?'
But my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my doorbell.
"It's okay I'll get it" TK said, standing up "It's probably Matt."
He left the couch and went over to open the door. 'What am I going to do? What will I say to him? I don't even think TK
knows about us. Aahhhhh! Why did he have to come back now?'
The door opened and there he stood, Yamato Ishida. I didn't know what to do. I mean did I get up and say 'Hi' or just lay
there and wait for him to leave?
"Come in I'll just get my stuff" I heard TK tell him. 'No, no don't let him in, I don't want that asshole in my apartment'
"Thanks" He answered quietly. I saw him slowly follow TK down the hall slipping his shoes off first and then enter the
Living room. I closed my eyes.
'Maybe I could just pretend I'd gone back to sleep.'
"Here sit down," TK said "I won't be a minute, I think I left my phone in the kitchen after you called."
I opened my eyes slightly, just enough to see him nod at TK and then turn his head to me. I pretended to murmur and turned
over to face the other side of the couch. 'God, I couldn't deal with this now. I didn't want to see him. I kept trying to tell
myself it was over 7 years ago, but he hurt me so much. I cared about him and he used me, I didn't know if I could ever
forgive him. I knew it was stupid, we were only together for all of half an hour but it still hurt.'
"Uhh, Hi" I heard him say.
I couldn't bring myself to speak. I was going to pretend to be asleep, that way he'd leave me alone. Right?
"Kari come on, talk to me please. I know you're awake I could see your eyes open before. Please" He whispered.
'Come on Hikari I told myself, get over it, talk to him!'
"Hey man, ready to go?" 'TK had come back from the kitchen. Yes thankyou TK!'
"Yeah" Matt said and stood up. "Say 'hi' to Kari for me when you see her again, I think she's asleep"
"Again? I only woke her up two minutes ago!"
"Guess she's tired."
"I guess, I'll just wake her up to say bye"
'No don't do that, let me 'sleep''
"Kari come on wake up, we're going now" he started to shake me lightly again. I grumbled loudly at him and slowly
turned over.
"Bye then" I said
"Bye. Aren't you gonna see us to the door?" He asked smiling down at me. I looked over at Matt, who was staring at me
intensely.
"Ehh sure" I said getting up.
"It was, uhh, nice to see you again Matt, so sorry you can't stay longer"
"Yeah" He murmured still watching my every move.
I got up and hugged TK, who pulled me into a kiss. I found it amazing that two brothers could kiss so differently, TK was
soft and gentle, where-as Matt was passionate and controlling. I wondered if he was still as good at kissing as I remembered.
'Kari stop it now, you are with TK and it doesn't matter how good Matt might have been, or is now. It's over and I'm never
going near him again.'
I pulled away and smiled at him. "I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked.
"Sure" he replied, still smiling at me. "Ready Matt, Matt?"
I looked around, where had he gone?
"Hey Matt where are you?" TK called out.
"I'm at the door waiting for you two to stop sucking each others faces off. Hurry up!"
I blushed. 'Maybe he'd forgotten about it. Of course he's forgotten it Kari. He's a rock star and has five times as many fans
as he had before, maybe even more than that.'
"I'll see you tomorrow then" I said and moved away from TK.
"Yeah bye"
And with that they both walked out of my door, closing it softly behind. I sighed and turned off the lights around the house,
locked the front door and headed towards the door of my room.
I put on my nightclothes; light blue shorts and a white strappy T-shirt closed the curtains and climbed into bed.
I was about to turn of my light when I noticed an envelope on my beside table.
'KARI' it said.
Where did this come from? I wondered as I ripped it open, careful not to tear what ever was inside.
I took out the piece of paper enclosed inside it and unfolded it.
It read.
'Dear Hikari
I know all those years ago I hurt you deeply
and I know I have no right to ask for your
forgiveness but I want so much to see you
smile again, and not at TK but at me, like
you once did.
Please give me a chance to show you how
much I care.
Yours always
Yamato
'Oh God, what was I going to do now? I held the letter to my chest. What did this mean? Did he want to be friends again?
or more? Why did he have to do this to me? I'm with TK now and I'm happy. Why can't he leave me alone and go back
to his super star job in America? Why?
I closed my eyes, and still clutching the letter to my chest, I fell asleep.
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Next week- Friday
"What?"
"I said, you've been assigned to take photos of 'The Teenage Wolves' at their concert tonight"
"Why me, why not let one of the younger workers do the job, I mean they'll know a lot more about them than me and I'm
sure they'll enjoy it so much more"
"Yes, I thought about that, but I don't want them going completely mad at the concert and forgetting to do the actual
assignment"
I sighed "Fine I give in, how many photo's should I pick?"
"I want five decent ones, preferably close ups that's why it's front row seats!"
"Great" I said, walking out of the room and down to my office. "That's just great. I try to avoid him and I get a job to
photograph him, and with front row seats as well!" I imitated my bosses excitement as I walked into my office, getting a
few strange looks from passers by.
I got home and checked my answer phone. "One new message" it said, in its mechanical voice.
"Hey Kari it's me TK, I can't make it to dinner tomorrow, something's come up, sorry. Bye"
I sighed again. This past week had turned out brilliantly.
I walked down into my bedroom and picked out my clothes. The concert was due to start at 7:00pm and it was 5:30pm now.
I got out my lilac fitted shirt and a pair of jeans. Nothing to fancy.
I went out of my room and threw my stuff into the bathroom, I then walked down to the kitchen and pulled a Pizza out of
the freezer. I didn't have time to cook anything healthy so I turned the oven on and put it in. Setting the timer I went back
into the bathroom and ran a shower. I'd had a hard day at work I argued with myself and I needed to relax. There were
probably going to be a lot of screaming fans tonight and I knew it wasn't going to be much fun. I got un-dressed and
stepped into the shower. I closed my eyes and felt the warm water hit my skin, relaxing my body. And I saw him. First his
untamable blue eyes. Then his blonde hair, his delicate face started to form around his most dominant features. I started to
remember that night. It had started off so perfectly. He held me close to him and kissed me so thoroughly I could hardly
stand afterwards. It had felt so good. 'No stop it, stop it, stupid brain. I'm with TK now, his brother. I don't like him, I don't.
I kept trying to convince myself as I washed my hair, that I didn't have feelings for him anymore. I had gotten over him right.
Of cause I had, I'd had other boyfriends. I had one now, but I asked myself. Did any of them make you feel the way Matt did?
Stupid brain, it's always got to be right. Okay so I might still have some feelings for him, but nothings going to change
between us. I won't let it!'
I got out of the shower shaking the conversation I'd just had with myself out of my head. I changed into my clothes, turned off
the shower and went back into my room. I started to blow dry my hair. I'd grown it out over the past 7 years and it now fell
just past my shoulders, I'd also had some dark blonde highlights put in it recently. Something the hairdresser had suggested
I try.
I put it up in my favorite light pink clip and turned to the mirror. 'I might as well put some make-up on, it's not like he'll
see me there so he won't think I'm trying to impress him or anything stupid like that.'
I heard the buzzer go off; so I ran down to the kitchen turned off the oven and got the pizza out. Sitting down at my table I
started to eat.
I'd just finished my last slice of pizza when I glanced over at the clock. 6:30pm. Whoa better get going.
I grabbed my camera and checked to see it had some film inside it. Picking up two other roles and my bag I walked out my
door, locking it behind me.
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At the Concert.
'I wonder if she'll come. Don't be stupid Matt of cause she won't be there!' I sighed. It had been 7 years since I'd broken her
heart. If only I hadn't kissed her on her door stop. If I'd just walked away I might have been with her at least a few weeks,
possibly even months before anyone found out.
Then I'd gotten this really great record deal. Well me and my band had gotten it. I would've turned it down if I'd still been
with her but I wasn't and the distance seemed like a good idea at the time. I only realized what a big mistake I'd made once
I got to America and started to miss her all over again. I kept trying to tell myself to get over her, and I think I almost did
until TK rang about six months ago telling me he'd finally worked up the courage to ask her out and she'd said yes. She'd
gotten over me I realized, so I tried desperately to do the same.
But seeing her again at her apartment and watching those two kiss it made me feel sick, I wanted so much to punch TK and
yell at him that she was mine first, but I told myself, you let her go it wasn't TK's fault it was your own.' I sighed again.
"Yo Matt, time to go we're on in 5"
"Okay I'm coming" I picked up my guitar and walked over to the other members of the 'Teenage Wolves' The name didn't
really suit us anymore, but I didn't think that 'Teenage Men' or Teenage Adults' would either, so we decided to keep it the
same.
The crowd was cheering and I could see Tai, whom I'd just recently made up with, Joe, the one I'd
always kept in touch with and Mimi, I didn't know she was coming, but then Joe had asked for two tickets. I wondered
if those two were an item now. The lights went dim and people started stomping on the floor chanting 'Teenage Wolves'
I smiled; it was good to be back. Then just as they announced us and I was ushered onto the stage I saw her. The most
beautiful creature I had ever seen in my life. She walked in with a slight scowl on her face, probably because of the noise.
Our manager pushed me onto the stage and the screaming became even worse. She frowned more and sat down taking
her camera out of her bag. I got to my microphone. So that was why she was here. Oh well it didn't matter. She was here and
hopefully she would understand how I felt about by the end of the night.
We started to play. The noise was unbelievable. I thought it had been bad in America. We did our songs and as we were
finishing our last one I looked over to her. She was smiling and watching us her camera away now. Our eyes met and she
looked away. 'Damn it' I thought, it was now or never. We brought the song to an end and I spoke.
"I would like to dedicate this song to someone very special to me. I hope you understand."
The music started up and I began to sing, I meant ever word of this and I wanted her to know how much I missed her.
It's nothin but some feelings in this old dark guitar,
It's been raining since you left me now I'm drowning in the flood,
You see I've always been a fighter but without you I give up,
Now I can't sing a love song like the way it's meant to be,
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore but baby that's just me,
And I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
Now the pictures that you left behind are just memories of a different life,
Some they made us laugh some they made us cry,
And they made you want to say goodbye,
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair,
Touch your lips,
Hold you near,
When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes I'm just a man,
When he holds you close when he pulls you near,
When he says the words you've been needin to hear,
I wish I was him that those words were mine to say to you 'til the end of time,
And I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
If you told me to cry for you I could,
If you told me to die for you I would,
Take a look at my face there's no price I won't pay... to say these words to you,
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
Well there ain't no love in these lonely dice but baby if you give me one more try,
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives,
We'll find a place were the sun still shines,
Yeah I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
I'll be there 'til the stars don't shine 'til the heaven burst and the words don't rhyme,
No matter when I die you'll be on my mind and I'll love you... always
Always,
Love you,
I'll love you,
I'll love you...
I looked over at Kari, she was just sat there staring at me, then suddenly she leapt out of her seat and ran out of the Arena.
'Damn it, Damn it, Damn it' I yelled at myself as we grabbed our stuff and headed for our dressing rooms. We all usually
left straight away on our tour bus but we lived near by and I decided to walk this one.
Slinging my guitar over my back I yelled bye to the lads and walked out the back door.
Yay another chapter... two in one day not bad for me.
I don't own the song 'Always' by Bonjovi in case none of you guessed :) And I think I got the words right but I don't have the
album so I couldn't check.
I'm not sure what other couples to put in this. Yakari definetly, but if you have any preferences please R+R to tell me.
Luv Claire
I'm back and guess what?
I don't own digimon!
Previous Chapter
'What if my old feelings come back for him along with him? What about TK?'
But my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my doorbell.
"It's okay I'll get it" TK said, standing up "It's probably Matt."
He left the couch and went over to open the door. 'What am I going to do? What will I say to him? I don't even think TK
knows about us. Aahhhhh! Why did he have to come back now?'
The door opened and there he stood, Yamato Ishida. I didn't know what to do. I mean did I get up and say 'Hi' or just lay
there and wait for him to leave?
"Come in I'll just get my stuff" I heard TK tell him. 'No, no don't let him in, I don't want that asshole in my apartment'
"Thanks" He answered quietly. I saw him slowly follow TK down the hall slipping his shoes off first and then enter the
Living room. I closed my eyes.
'Maybe I could just pretend I'd gone back to sleep.'
"Here sit down," TK said "I won't be a minute, I think I left my phone in the kitchen after you called."
I opened my eyes slightly, just enough to see him nod at TK and then turn his head to me. I pretended to murmur and turned
over to face the other side of the couch. 'God, I couldn't deal with this now. I didn't want to see him. I kept trying to tell
myself it was over 7 years ago, but he hurt me so much. I cared about him and he used me, I didn't know if I could ever
forgive him. I knew it was stupid, we were only together for all of half an hour but it still hurt.'
"Uhh, Hi" I heard him say.
I couldn't bring myself to speak. I was going to pretend to be asleep, that way he'd leave me alone. Right?
"Kari come on, talk to me please. I know you're awake I could see your eyes open before. Please" He whispered.
'Come on Hikari I told myself, get over it, talk to him!'
"Hey man, ready to go?" 'TK had come back from the kitchen. Yes thankyou TK!'
"Yeah" Matt said and stood up. "Say 'hi' to Kari for me when you see her again, I think she's asleep"
"Again? I only woke her up two minutes ago!"
"Guess she's tired."
"I guess, I'll just wake her up to say bye"
'No don't do that, let me 'sleep''
"Kari come on wake up, we're going now" he started to shake me lightly again. I grumbled loudly at him and slowly
turned over.
"Bye then" I said
"Bye. Aren't you gonna see us to the door?" He asked smiling down at me. I looked over at Matt, who was staring at me
intensely.
"Ehh sure" I said getting up.
"It was, uhh, nice to see you again Matt, so sorry you can't stay longer"
"Yeah" He murmured still watching my every move.
I got up and hugged TK, who pulled me into a kiss. I found it amazing that two brothers could kiss so differently, TK was
soft and gentle, where-as Matt was passionate and controlling. I wondered if he was still as good at kissing as I remembered.
'Kari stop it now, you are with TK and it doesn't matter how good Matt might have been, or is now. It's over and I'm never
going near him again.'
I pulled away and smiled at him. "I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked.
"Sure" he replied, still smiling at me. "Ready Matt, Matt?"
I looked around, where had he gone?
"Hey Matt where are you?" TK called out.
"I'm at the door waiting for you two to stop sucking each others faces off. Hurry up!"
I blushed. 'Maybe he'd forgotten about it. Of course he's forgotten it Kari. He's a rock star and has five times as many fans
as he had before, maybe even more than that.'
"I'll see you tomorrow then" I said and moved away from TK.
"Yeah bye"
And with that they both walked out of my door, closing it softly behind. I sighed and turned off the lights around the house,
locked the front door and headed towards the door of my room.
I put on my nightclothes; light blue shorts and a white strappy T-shirt closed the curtains and climbed into bed.
I was about to turn of my light when I noticed an envelope on my beside table.
'KARI' it said.
Where did this come from? I wondered as I ripped it open, careful not to tear what ever was inside.
I took out the piece of paper enclosed inside it and unfolded it.
It read.
'Dear Hikari
I know all those years ago I hurt you deeply
and I know I have no right to ask for your
forgiveness but I want so much to see you
smile again, and not at TK but at me, like
you once did.
Please give me a chance to show you how
much I care.
Yours always
Yamato
'Oh God, what was I going to do now? I held the letter to my chest. What did this mean? Did he want to be friends again?
or more? Why did he have to do this to me? I'm with TK now and I'm happy. Why can't he leave me alone and go back
to his super star job in America? Why?
I closed my eyes, and still clutching the letter to my chest, I fell asleep.
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Next week- Friday
"What?"
"I said, you've been assigned to take photos of 'The Teenage Wolves' at their concert tonight"
"Why me, why not let one of the younger workers do the job, I mean they'll know a lot more about them than me and I'm
sure they'll enjoy it so much more"
"Yes, I thought about that, but I don't want them going completely mad at the concert and forgetting to do the actual
assignment"
I sighed "Fine I give in, how many photo's should I pick?"
"I want five decent ones, preferably close ups that's why it's front row seats!"
"Great" I said, walking out of the room and down to my office. "That's just great. I try to avoid him and I get a job to
photograph him, and with front row seats as well!" I imitated my bosses excitement as I walked into my office, getting a
few strange looks from passers by.
I got home and checked my answer phone. "One new message" it said, in its mechanical voice.
"Hey Kari it's me TK, I can't make it to dinner tomorrow, something's come up, sorry. Bye"
I sighed again. This past week had turned out brilliantly.
I walked down into my bedroom and picked out my clothes. The concert was due to start at 7:00pm and it was 5:30pm now.
I got out my lilac fitted shirt and a pair of jeans. Nothing to fancy.
I went out of my room and threw my stuff into the bathroom, I then walked down to the kitchen and pulled a Pizza out of
the freezer. I didn't have time to cook anything healthy so I turned the oven on and put it in. Setting the timer I went back
into the bathroom and ran a shower. I'd had a hard day at work I argued with myself and I needed to relax. There were
probably going to be a lot of screaming fans tonight and I knew it wasn't going to be much fun. I got un-dressed and
stepped into the shower. I closed my eyes and felt the warm water hit my skin, relaxing my body. And I saw him. First his
untamable blue eyes. Then his blonde hair, his delicate face started to form around his most dominant features. I started to
remember that night. It had started off so perfectly. He held me close to him and kissed me so thoroughly I could hardly
stand afterwards. It had felt so good. 'No stop it, stop it, stupid brain. I'm with TK now, his brother. I don't like him, I don't.
I kept trying to convince myself as I washed my hair, that I didn't have feelings for him anymore. I had gotten over him right.
Of cause I had, I'd had other boyfriends. I had one now, but I asked myself. Did any of them make you feel the way Matt did?
Stupid brain, it's always got to be right. Okay so I might still have some feelings for him, but nothings going to change
between us. I won't let it!'
I got out of the shower shaking the conversation I'd just had with myself out of my head. I changed into my clothes, turned off
the shower and went back into my room. I started to blow dry my hair. I'd grown it out over the past 7 years and it now fell
just past my shoulders, I'd also had some dark blonde highlights put in it recently. Something the hairdresser had suggested
I try.
I put it up in my favorite light pink clip and turned to the mirror. 'I might as well put some make-up on, it's not like he'll
see me there so he won't think I'm trying to impress him or anything stupid like that.'
I heard the buzzer go off; so I ran down to the kitchen turned off the oven and got the pizza out. Sitting down at my table I
started to eat.
I'd just finished my last slice of pizza when I glanced over at the clock. 6:30pm. Whoa better get going.
I grabbed my camera and checked to see it had some film inside it. Picking up two other roles and my bag I walked out my
door, locking it behind me.
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At the Concert.
'I wonder if she'll come. Don't be stupid Matt of cause she won't be there!' I sighed. It had been 7 years since I'd broken her
heart. If only I hadn't kissed her on her door stop. If I'd just walked away I might have been with her at least a few weeks,
possibly even months before anyone found out.
Then I'd gotten this really great record deal. Well me and my band had gotten it. I would've turned it down if I'd still been
with her but I wasn't and the distance seemed like a good idea at the time. I only realized what a big mistake I'd made once
I got to America and started to miss her all over again. I kept trying to tell myself to get over her, and I think I almost did
until TK rang about six months ago telling me he'd finally worked up the courage to ask her out and she'd said yes. She'd
gotten over me I realized, so I tried desperately to do the same.
But seeing her again at her apartment and watching those two kiss it made me feel sick, I wanted so much to punch TK and
yell at him that she was mine first, but I told myself, you let her go it wasn't TK's fault it was your own.' I sighed again.
"Yo Matt, time to go we're on in 5"
"Okay I'm coming" I picked up my guitar and walked over to the other members of the 'Teenage Wolves' The name didn't
really suit us anymore, but I didn't think that 'Teenage Men' or Teenage Adults' would either, so we decided to keep it the
same.
The crowd was cheering and I could see Tai, whom I'd just recently made up with, Joe, the one I'd
always kept in touch with and Mimi, I didn't know she was coming, but then Joe had asked for two tickets. I wondered
if those two were an item now. The lights went dim and people started stomping on the floor chanting 'Teenage Wolves'
I smiled; it was good to be back. Then just as they announced us and I was ushered onto the stage I saw her. The most
beautiful creature I had ever seen in my life. She walked in with a slight scowl on her face, probably because of the noise.
Our manager pushed me onto the stage and the screaming became even worse. She frowned more and sat down taking
her camera out of her bag. I got to my microphone. So that was why she was here. Oh well it didn't matter. She was here and
hopefully she would understand how I felt about by the end of the night.
We started to play. The noise was unbelievable. I thought it had been bad in America. We did our songs and as we were
finishing our last one I looked over to her. She was smiling and watching us her camera away now. Our eyes met and she
looked away. 'Damn it' I thought, it was now or never. We brought the song to an end and I spoke.
"I would like to dedicate this song to someone very special to me. I hope you understand."
The music started up and I began to sing, I meant ever word of this and I wanted her to know how much I missed her.
It's nothin but some feelings in this old dark guitar,
It's been raining since you left me now I'm drowning in the flood,
You see I've always been a fighter but without you I give up,
Now I can't sing a love song like the way it's meant to be,
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore but baby that's just me,
And I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
Now the pictures that you left behind are just memories of a different life,
Some they made us laugh some they made us cry,
And they made you want to say goodbye,
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair,
Touch your lips,
Hold you near,
When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes I'm just a man,
When he holds you close when he pulls you near,
When he says the words you've been needin to hear,
I wish I was him that those words were mine to say to you 'til the end of time,
And I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
If you told me to cry for you I could,
If you told me to die for you I would,
Take a look at my face there's no price I won't pay... to say these words to you,
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
Well there ain't no love in these lonely dice but baby if you give me one more try,
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives,
We'll find a place were the sun still shines,
Yeah I... will love you... baby... always,
And I'll be there forever and a day... always,
I'll be there 'til the stars don't shine 'til the heaven burst and the words don't rhyme,
No matter when I die you'll be on my mind and I'll love you... always
Always,
Love you,
I'll love you,
I'll love you...
I looked over at Kari, she was just sat there staring at me, then suddenly she leapt out of her seat and ran out of the Arena.
'Damn it, Damn it, Damn it' I yelled at myself as we grabbed our stuff and headed for our dressing rooms. We all usually
left straight away on our tour bus but we lived near by and I decided to walk this one.
Slinging my guitar over my back I yelled bye to the lads and walked out the back door.
Yay another chapter... two in one day not bad for me.
I don't own the song 'Always' by Bonjovi in case none of you guessed :) And I think I got the words right but I don't have the
album so I couldn't check.
I'm not sure what other couples to put in this. Yakari definetly, but if you have any preferences please R+R to tell me.
Luv Claire