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Chapter 6
As I ran I could hear my feet beating heavily on the path below me. The darkness swirled around me as I dodged lampposts and mailboxes.
'How could TK do that to me. He'd blown off our date so he could go off with another girl.
I was right about not loving him, but at least I didn't cheat on him because of it. I kept thinking, if you don't love him then why does it matter so much? But it wasn't the fact that he cheated on me it was that, he didn't care enough about me not to. Surely even if we were only friends while we were dating, he would have cared about me enough not to kiss some other girl.'
I just couldn't understand it. TK and I had been friends since we were 8, why did he have to hurt me so much?
The crystal tears fell from my eyes and made their descent down my face and onto the ground below. My eyes were blurry and I could hardly see were I was going. I carried on regardless, into the dark night.
Yamato's P.O.V
'Damn it, why did she have to run off? So what if she's with my brother. I just wanted to explain how I felt. I didn't expect her to choose me over him but all the years of loving her and never being able to tell her how I feel. It's just been too much.
God why did TK have to like her. Why did Tai have to be such a Jackass? (Sorry Tai fans, but he was! J)
I loved her and I wanted to be with her, I still do. Now everything's fucked up and she's with my brother. Damn it!'
I kicked a nearby stone with the end of my shoe, and sent it flying down the street ahead of me.
'I took that record deal all those years ago to get away from Kari, away from my feelings, but my heart died when I moved away. Never being able to see her, watch her, hold her to me.
We'd gotten a big break over there, it was true, but all my songs had been about the pain I'd felt leaving her behind.
Then I met Sora again. It'd been great to see her; one of the old gang. Someone to remind me of the past, all the great times I'd had back in Japan and The Digital World, but with her she also brought the pain. The pain of being away from the ones I loved. Mainly Kari.
I'd visited TK, Mum and Dad as often as I could and phoned them the times I couldn't get back. I kept in contact with all the others. Even Tai eventually, but I'd never worked up the courage to call Kari. Courage was Tai's thing, not mine.
I'd picked up the phone so many times, ready to call her. I'd even managed to keep the two phones connected to hear the ringing tone, but the sceond the phone at the other end picked up I'd chicken out. Put the phone down. I was scared of regection I guess. Scared that she'd gotten over me, and it turned out that she had.
The day TK called me sounding so happy and told me that he'd finally asked Kari out, my heart stopped beating. My soul and every little thing that Kari brought to life in me died. My emotions that only she could get me to show; happiness, sadness and love. They died that day, they died with that phone call.
I got drunk. A stupid thing to do I know, but I ended up on Sora's doorstep at about three in the morning. She let me in and I broke down on her sofa. I cryed my eyes out. I knew it was sad and not a manly thing to do, but she'd moved on with her life and it was too much for me to handle.
I cryed and cryed for about two hours straight, refusing to tell Sora what was wrong. I eventually fell asleep and when I woke up in the morning I found a blanket over me and a pillow beneath my head. Then after waking up fully I smelt breakfast being made in the kitchen and then saw it coming through on a tray with a rose to were I layed, with the worlds worst hang-over.'
I couldn't help smiling at that memory. That day I knew that someone cared about me. Maybe not the person I wanted it to be, but someone cared about me.
I spent more time with Sora after that. I'd always liked her, she was so kind and understanding. She let me rehearse my songs in front of her and I think she enjoyed them.
I found myself getting to enjoy her company more and more. She wasn't who I wanted to be with and she wasn't everything I wanted, and needed, but she was the one who cared about me. So I asked her out. I knew it wasn't the right kind of love I was feeling towards her, but it was love and when I asked her she seemed so happy.
I smiled again.
'My memories of America weren't all depressing, most of them granted, but not all of them. Sora was like my way out of lonliness. I don't mean it to sound mean, because I truly care for her, but it's not the right kind of love. It's not what I felt… feel, with Kari'
I turned up the path that lead to the hotel were I was staying. Mum and Dad had offered to let me stay with them, but I knew they wouldn't like crazy fan girls messing up their front garden, so I booked into a hotel with the rest of the band.
We had our own rooms, but we'd meet up in one band members room to rehearse for concerts.
The driveway was long, and the sound of crickets and birds echoed down it. Something else echoed down it aswell. Heavy footsteps, that sounded like someone was running my way. I stopped and turned, walking quietly down the driveway to see who was coming. Getting ready to leap into the bushes if it was a mob of screaming girls.
Something told me that it wasn't though.
Kari's P.O.V
I had no idea were I was running, but I had to get away from my problems, away from the place I'd found TK and his little friend.
I ran towards the biggest hotel in Odaiba. Far away from my house, but I couldn't face Tai right now, or my room filled with the pictures of me and TK when we were younger and then the more recent ones of us dating.
Why did he have to do this to me? I could feel the cramp rushing to my sides, but I kept going. I had to get away, go somewhere to take my mind off the questions rushing around my head.
I ran past the driveway, and as I did, felt two strong arms wrap around me bringing me closer to the person. I screamed on instict as I felt my body touch the other persons and felt a warm hand clamp over my mouth.
I shivered at his touch
'No it couldn't be…'
Ohhhh who is it? As if u couldn't already guess! Hehee
R+R please I like to know what u think
Luv Claire
Chapter 6
As I ran I could hear my feet beating heavily on the path below me. The darkness swirled around me as I dodged lampposts and mailboxes.
'How could TK do that to me. He'd blown off our date so he could go off with another girl.
I was right about not loving him, but at least I didn't cheat on him because of it. I kept thinking, if you don't love him then why does it matter so much? But it wasn't the fact that he cheated on me it was that, he didn't care enough about me not to. Surely even if we were only friends while we were dating, he would have cared about me enough not to kiss some other girl.'
I just couldn't understand it. TK and I had been friends since we were 8, why did he have to hurt me so much?
The crystal tears fell from my eyes and made their descent down my face and onto the ground below. My eyes were blurry and I could hardly see were I was going. I carried on regardless, into the dark night.
Yamato's P.O.V
'Damn it, why did she have to run off? So what if she's with my brother. I just wanted to explain how I felt. I didn't expect her to choose me over him but all the years of loving her and never being able to tell her how I feel. It's just been too much.
God why did TK have to like her. Why did Tai have to be such a Jackass? (Sorry Tai fans, but he was! J)
I loved her and I wanted to be with her, I still do. Now everything's fucked up and she's with my brother. Damn it!'
I kicked a nearby stone with the end of my shoe, and sent it flying down the street ahead of me.
'I took that record deal all those years ago to get away from Kari, away from my feelings, but my heart died when I moved away. Never being able to see her, watch her, hold her to me.
We'd gotten a big break over there, it was true, but all my songs had been about the pain I'd felt leaving her behind.
Then I met Sora again. It'd been great to see her; one of the old gang. Someone to remind me of the past, all the great times I'd had back in Japan and The Digital World, but with her she also brought the pain. The pain of being away from the ones I loved. Mainly Kari.
I'd visited TK, Mum and Dad as often as I could and phoned them the times I couldn't get back. I kept in contact with all the others. Even Tai eventually, but I'd never worked up the courage to call Kari. Courage was Tai's thing, not mine.
I'd picked up the phone so many times, ready to call her. I'd even managed to keep the two phones connected to hear the ringing tone, but the sceond the phone at the other end picked up I'd chicken out. Put the phone down. I was scared of regection I guess. Scared that she'd gotten over me, and it turned out that she had.
The day TK called me sounding so happy and told me that he'd finally asked Kari out, my heart stopped beating. My soul and every little thing that Kari brought to life in me died. My emotions that only she could get me to show; happiness, sadness and love. They died that day, they died with that phone call.
I got drunk. A stupid thing to do I know, but I ended up on Sora's doorstep at about three in the morning. She let me in and I broke down on her sofa. I cryed my eyes out. I knew it was sad and not a manly thing to do, but she'd moved on with her life and it was too much for me to handle.
I cryed and cryed for about two hours straight, refusing to tell Sora what was wrong. I eventually fell asleep and when I woke up in the morning I found a blanket over me and a pillow beneath my head. Then after waking up fully I smelt breakfast being made in the kitchen and then saw it coming through on a tray with a rose to were I layed, with the worlds worst hang-over.'
I couldn't help smiling at that memory. That day I knew that someone cared about me. Maybe not the person I wanted it to be, but someone cared about me.
I spent more time with Sora after that. I'd always liked her, she was so kind and understanding. She let me rehearse my songs in front of her and I think she enjoyed them.
I found myself getting to enjoy her company more and more. She wasn't who I wanted to be with and she wasn't everything I wanted, and needed, but she was the one who cared about me. So I asked her out. I knew it wasn't the right kind of love I was feeling towards her, but it was love and when I asked her she seemed so happy.
I smiled again.
'My memories of America weren't all depressing, most of them granted, but not all of them. Sora was like my way out of lonliness. I don't mean it to sound mean, because I truly care for her, but it's not the right kind of love. It's not what I felt… feel, with Kari'
I turned up the path that lead to the hotel were I was staying. Mum and Dad had offered to let me stay with them, but I knew they wouldn't like crazy fan girls messing up their front garden, so I booked into a hotel with the rest of the band.
We had our own rooms, but we'd meet up in one band members room to rehearse for concerts.
The driveway was long, and the sound of crickets and birds echoed down it. Something else echoed down it aswell. Heavy footsteps, that sounded like someone was running my way. I stopped and turned, walking quietly down the driveway to see who was coming. Getting ready to leap into the bushes if it was a mob of screaming girls.
Something told me that it wasn't though.
Kari's P.O.V
I had no idea were I was running, but I had to get away from my problems, away from the place I'd found TK and his little friend.
I ran towards the biggest hotel in Odaiba. Far away from my house, but I couldn't face Tai right now, or my room filled with the pictures of me and TK when we were younger and then the more recent ones of us dating.
Why did he have to do this to me? I could feel the cramp rushing to my sides, but I kept going. I had to get away, go somewhere to take my mind off the questions rushing around my head.
I ran past the driveway, and as I did, felt two strong arms wrap around me bringing me closer to the person. I screamed on instict as I felt my body touch the other persons and felt a warm hand clamp over my mouth.
I shivered at his touch
'No it couldn't be…'
Ohhhh who is it? As if u couldn't already guess! Hehee
R+R please I like to know what u think
Luv Claire