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Kari's P.O.V
"No I don't want you to take me home Yamato" 'What am I saying, of course I want you to take me home' "I just, I…"
"It's okay just tell me if you're ready, you know I'm always here for you" he added on the end quietly. 'Like hell you are' I wanted to scream, 'If you were here for me you wouldn't have left 6 years ago, you wouldn't have gone and never bothered to call me. Damn it, you aren't always here for me!'
But I couldn't make my mouth say those words, as much as I hated him for it, for all the pain he'd put me through, I knew Yamato, and I knew he'd have a reason for doing it. Maybe some screwed up reason that had no logic to it at all, but it would be a reason to Yamato.
I felt him lead me to the bed and gently push me down. I couldn't believe I was letting him do this, I was letting him push me down onto a bed and then letting him sit down next to me. Every part of my brain was screaming out to me to leave, but ever part of my heart was telling me to stay.
"Kari I, why were you crying, did Tai upset you, if he did I'll…"
"No, Yamato it wasn't Tai, he didn't do anything to upset me"
"Then why were you running through this part of Odaiba at this time of night Kari, what's wrong you can tell me, I care about you Kari and I don't want to see you get hurt."
I laughed. I couldn't help; it was just so funny hearing him say those words to me.
"'I don't want to see you get hurt'" I mimicked. "That's rich coming from you Yamato Ishida!"
I jumped off the bed and stalked over towards the door.
"Kari wait!" I heard him yell. I heard the bed creaking as he got up and ran to catch up with me. I got to the door and was about to turn the handle when I felt his hand slide over mine, preventing me from escaping.
"What are you on about, I don't want to see you get hurt"
He pulled me round to face him and lifted his hand to my chin I smacked it away. I don't know what, but something inside me snapped. Maybe it was all those of years of hurting after finding out all he was interested in about me was my body, and sleeping with me. I mean we'd kissed for goodness sake, it's not as if it was that much of a big deal, sure it had been a great kiss but that was it, and I was not expecting to be hurt like that. And then he moved away without even trying to explain. He just moved away and got on with his life.
I lifted my head up of my own accord and faced him with burning eyes, the tears once again threatening to fall, but not just with sadness this time but with anger.
"How can you even say that? How can you just stand there and say you don't want to see me get hurt, after what you did to me!"
"Kari I…"
"You want to know what's wrong Yamato, I'll tell you what's wrong. I've been hurt twice by the same family."
"TK… TK's hurt you, how, what did he do?"
"He, he cheated on me. I found him about half an hour ago, with some… some bimbo, kissing under a tree."
I broke down. It was too much. Seeing Yamato again having him dedicate a song to me, finding a note in my room from him. TK cheating on me. It was all too much. The tears rolled down my cheeks and fell onto the carpet below.
"Oh Kari" Was all I heard before feeling his arms wrap around me and the sensation of him being this close to me over come my sadness. I realised that this was what I wanted. This was why it hurt so much, because I wanted to be with him. I didn't want TK or Davis, or some dumb jock that left notes inside my locker. I wanted to be with Yamato. Oh God I wanted to be with him, he made me feel safe and… loved.
"Kari, I'm sorry. Not just because of TK, not just because he hurt you, but for… for six years ago, when I kissed you. I want you to know something Kari; I don't regret the kiss. I regret letting you go but not kissing you. Having you, knowing that you were mine, just for that short space of time, for one night is the best memory I have. One that I'm never going to forget even if you hate me for the rest of my life Kari, I'll always love you.
I gasped he still loved me. He said it, I wasn't dreaming, he actually said it.
I lifted my head from his muscular chest and looked him straight in the eyes.
"Then why did you hurt me? Why did you leave me?"
"I don't know if you'll believe me if I tell you" His eyes fell down to the ground and I felt his arms slowly loosen their grip on my waist and be brought down to his side.
Now it was my time to lift his head up to face me.
"You'll never know unless you try." I said quietly, looking him directly in the eye.
He sighed and I felt his hot breath run across my face, I shivered slightly but hid it as best I could.
"Yamato why did you leave me?" I asked again.
"It's not what you think Kari. I don't know how I'm supposed to say this, cause either way you can take offence. I… I didn't want to have sex with you that night"
"Then why did you say you…"
"Kari please, it's not as if you'll believe me anyway but please just listen. That night, it was the best night of my life, being with you, but I knew that TK liked you, and all that time I was with you all I could think about, apart from tasting your lips, was how much us being together would hurt TK."
"Well it's not like it would hurt him now" I exclaimed bitterly.
"Kari please. When we got to your door, I knew I shouldn't have kissed you, but I couldn't resist. You were like a drug, an addiction. I knew that if Tai saw he'd go mad, and I was right he did. He made the thing up about sex. And when you seemed to believe him, I panicked, he came up to me and started to whisper all the reasons we shouldn't be together, including the fact that it would crush TK. Which at that point it would've done. I just went along with it. I didn't want to loose you, but I didn't want to loose my brother either, Kari you have to understand I didn't mean to hurt you, I… I just couldn't hurt TK."
It was a lot to take in. I just stood there listening to him talking a mile a minute. It was like he'd rehearsed what he was going to say to me. Tai had made him say that. Tai, my own brother had told him to say he wanted to have sex with me. I couldn't believe it I just couldn't. This was Tai. He wouldn't want to hurt me like that. Would he?
"You're right Yamato, I don't believe you, why would Tai want to hurt me like that."
"Kari he did, he… he thought I was too old for you, that I'd get bored or something."
"Well I guess he was right, why else would you have jetted off to America quicker than a hare on speed?" (Hehe, couldn't you just see that, look at the hare go… Okay I'm done _)
"I got a record deal you know that."
I raised my voice and started to yell at him.
"Oh so it would've taken up too much of your precious time to come round and tell me yourself, or even rung me to say that you were leaving!"
"You don't think I wanted to? You don't think I wanted to go round there and see you again, but do you really think Tai the guy with the sunshine rammed up his ass would have let me. No he wouldn't have let me, he wouldn't have let me anywhere near you!"
He was starting to yell now.
"It wouldn't have been up to him…"
"Right, it would've been up to you to see me, and would you have wanted to? Would you have let me come round to talk to you?"
"Probably not Yamato, but I would've had reasons…"
"Yeah to be mad at Tai, not at me"
"Would you just drop that already, I… I don't believe you. Tai would not do that"
"Fine then you don't believe, ask him yourself!" He grabbed hold of my wrist and started to drag me towards the phone.
"Get off me you asshole, don't touch me!"
He whirled round to face me, startling me as he pushed me against the door.
"Ring him Kari and ask him if he lied to you all those years ago. Or ask him if he's still got the sun up his backside. Kari Tai didn't want you to get hurt, so he did the big brother thing and protected you, by getting you to hate me."
"Well it worked!" I yelled.
I could feel him getting nearer to me; his body was so close to mine. Our curves fit perfectly together as our bodies were brought closer and closer together.
"I hate you Yamato Ishida!" And with that last sentence he rammed my body against the door and kissed me.
Not just any kind of kiss, more passionate and more longing than the ones I had experienced with him six years ago.
His lips worked over mine, pushing me up against the wall, running his hands over my hips and up my sides, as he continued to put pressure on my lips.
Every part of my brain was telling me to stop him, to slap him and run off before he hurt me anymore. But as I felt his lips open mine and his tongue slide expertly into my mouth, as I felt the extreme pleasure rushing through my body at the feel of his hands on me, my body and my heart screamed for me to stay. I felt his hands move up to the sides of my T-shirt and hesitate before slipping under the material. His body pushed itself closer to mine and his lips seemed to grow hungrier. I moaned into his mouth and brought my arms around his neck, gently playing with his hair as his own hands slid up and down my sides and over my stomach making me shiver with pleasure. I could hear his breathing becoming shallower, and feel his chest push against my own as I slipped my own tongue into his mouth. I moved my arms from around his neck and down to his shirt. Did I want this, I asked myself. Yes, my whole body screamed at me. Yes. I moved my hands to his shirt and started to bunch up the material.
"Thud, thud." Came the noise on the door. Again I heard it. Yamato pulled away, his breathing low and hi mouth slightly open, he looked straight into my eyes, into the very depths of my sole. I felt my cheeks flush as his voice said,
"I better get that" It was low and seductive, just like all those years before.
I stepped slowly away from the door, keeping my balance by running my hand along the wall as I shakily walked away.
Yamato pulled the door open to reveal…
Hehe I love doing that.
So many cliff-hangers are always fun.
Did you like it? I'll get the next part done as soon as I can, but it's quarter to nine now and I have to be up at 6:15 so I need to go get some beauty sleep. Guess I should've gone to bed earlier for beauty sleep, but hey what can you do.
Anywayz I'm done with my rant. I'll post more soon.
Luv Claire
Kari's P.O.V
"No I don't want you to take me home Yamato" 'What am I saying, of course I want you to take me home' "I just, I…"
"It's okay just tell me if you're ready, you know I'm always here for you" he added on the end quietly. 'Like hell you are' I wanted to scream, 'If you were here for me you wouldn't have left 6 years ago, you wouldn't have gone and never bothered to call me. Damn it, you aren't always here for me!'
But I couldn't make my mouth say those words, as much as I hated him for it, for all the pain he'd put me through, I knew Yamato, and I knew he'd have a reason for doing it. Maybe some screwed up reason that had no logic to it at all, but it would be a reason to Yamato.
I felt him lead me to the bed and gently push me down. I couldn't believe I was letting him do this, I was letting him push me down onto a bed and then letting him sit down next to me. Every part of my brain was screaming out to me to leave, but ever part of my heart was telling me to stay.
"Kari I, why were you crying, did Tai upset you, if he did I'll…"
"No, Yamato it wasn't Tai, he didn't do anything to upset me"
"Then why were you running through this part of Odaiba at this time of night Kari, what's wrong you can tell me, I care about you Kari and I don't want to see you get hurt."
I laughed. I couldn't help; it was just so funny hearing him say those words to me.
"'I don't want to see you get hurt'" I mimicked. "That's rich coming from you Yamato Ishida!"
I jumped off the bed and stalked over towards the door.
"Kari wait!" I heard him yell. I heard the bed creaking as he got up and ran to catch up with me. I got to the door and was about to turn the handle when I felt his hand slide over mine, preventing me from escaping.
"What are you on about, I don't want to see you get hurt"
He pulled me round to face him and lifted his hand to my chin I smacked it away. I don't know what, but something inside me snapped. Maybe it was all those of years of hurting after finding out all he was interested in about me was my body, and sleeping with me. I mean we'd kissed for goodness sake, it's not as if it was that much of a big deal, sure it had been a great kiss but that was it, and I was not expecting to be hurt like that. And then he moved away without even trying to explain. He just moved away and got on with his life.
I lifted my head up of my own accord and faced him with burning eyes, the tears once again threatening to fall, but not just with sadness this time but with anger.
"How can you even say that? How can you just stand there and say you don't want to see me get hurt, after what you did to me!"
"Kari I…"
"You want to know what's wrong Yamato, I'll tell you what's wrong. I've been hurt twice by the same family."
"TK… TK's hurt you, how, what did he do?"
"He, he cheated on me. I found him about half an hour ago, with some… some bimbo, kissing under a tree."
I broke down. It was too much. Seeing Yamato again having him dedicate a song to me, finding a note in my room from him. TK cheating on me. It was all too much. The tears rolled down my cheeks and fell onto the carpet below.
"Oh Kari" Was all I heard before feeling his arms wrap around me and the sensation of him being this close to me over come my sadness. I realised that this was what I wanted. This was why it hurt so much, because I wanted to be with him. I didn't want TK or Davis, or some dumb jock that left notes inside my locker. I wanted to be with Yamato. Oh God I wanted to be with him, he made me feel safe and… loved.
"Kari, I'm sorry. Not just because of TK, not just because he hurt you, but for… for six years ago, when I kissed you. I want you to know something Kari; I don't regret the kiss. I regret letting you go but not kissing you. Having you, knowing that you were mine, just for that short space of time, for one night is the best memory I have. One that I'm never going to forget even if you hate me for the rest of my life Kari, I'll always love you.
I gasped he still loved me. He said it, I wasn't dreaming, he actually said it.
I lifted my head from his muscular chest and looked him straight in the eyes.
"Then why did you hurt me? Why did you leave me?"
"I don't know if you'll believe me if I tell you" His eyes fell down to the ground and I felt his arms slowly loosen their grip on my waist and be brought down to his side.
Now it was my time to lift his head up to face me.
"You'll never know unless you try." I said quietly, looking him directly in the eye.
He sighed and I felt his hot breath run across my face, I shivered slightly but hid it as best I could.
"Yamato why did you leave me?" I asked again.
"It's not what you think Kari. I don't know how I'm supposed to say this, cause either way you can take offence. I… I didn't want to have sex with you that night"
"Then why did you say you…"
"Kari please, it's not as if you'll believe me anyway but please just listen. That night, it was the best night of my life, being with you, but I knew that TK liked you, and all that time I was with you all I could think about, apart from tasting your lips, was how much us being together would hurt TK."
"Well it's not like it would hurt him now" I exclaimed bitterly.
"Kari please. When we got to your door, I knew I shouldn't have kissed you, but I couldn't resist. You were like a drug, an addiction. I knew that if Tai saw he'd go mad, and I was right he did. He made the thing up about sex. And when you seemed to believe him, I panicked, he came up to me and started to whisper all the reasons we shouldn't be together, including the fact that it would crush TK. Which at that point it would've done. I just went along with it. I didn't want to loose you, but I didn't want to loose my brother either, Kari you have to understand I didn't mean to hurt you, I… I just couldn't hurt TK."
It was a lot to take in. I just stood there listening to him talking a mile a minute. It was like he'd rehearsed what he was going to say to me. Tai had made him say that. Tai, my own brother had told him to say he wanted to have sex with me. I couldn't believe it I just couldn't. This was Tai. He wouldn't want to hurt me like that. Would he?
"You're right Yamato, I don't believe you, why would Tai want to hurt me like that."
"Kari he did, he… he thought I was too old for you, that I'd get bored or something."
"Well I guess he was right, why else would you have jetted off to America quicker than a hare on speed?" (Hehe, couldn't you just see that, look at the hare go… Okay I'm done _)
"I got a record deal you know that."
I raised my voice and started to yell at him.
"Oh so it would've taken up too much of your precious time to come round and tell me yourself, or even rung me to say that you were leaving!"
"You don't think I wanted to? You don't think I wanted to go round there and see you again, but do you really think Tai the guy with the sunshine rammed up his ass would have let me. No he wouldn't have let me, he wouldn't have let me anywhere near you!"
He was starting to yell now.
"It wouldn't have been up to him…"
"Right, it would've been up to you to see me, and would you have wanted to? Would you have let me come round to talk to you?"
"Probably not Yamato, but I would've had reasons…"
"Yeah to be mad at Tai, not at me"
"Would you just drop that already, I… I don't believe you. Tai would not do that"
"Fine then you don't believe, ask him yourself!" He grabbed hold of my wrist and started to drag me towards the phone.
"Get off me you asshole, don't touch me!"
He whirled round to face me, startling me as he pushed me against the door.
"Ring him Kari and ask him if he lied to you all those years ago. Or ask him if he's still got the sun up his backside. Kari Tai didn't want you to get hurt, so he did the big brother thing and protected you, by getting you to hate me."
"Well it worked!" I yelled.
I could feel him getting nearer to me; his body was so close to mine. Our curves fit perfectly together as our bodies were brought closer and closer together.
"I hate you Yamato Ishida!" And with that last sentence he rammed my body against the door and kissed me.
Not just any kind of kiss, more passionate and more longing than the ones I had experienced with him six years ago.
His lips worked over mine, pushing me up against the wall, running his hands over my hips and up my sides, as he continued to put pressure on my lips.
Every part of my brain was telling me to stop him, to slap him and run off before he hurt me anymore. But as I felt his lips open mine and his tongue slide expertly into my mouth, as I felt the extreme pleasure rushing through my body at the feel of his hands on me, my body and my heart screamed for me to stay. I felt his hands move up to the sides of my T-shirt and hesitate before slipping under the material. His body pushed itself closer to mine and his lips seemed to grow hungrier. I moaned into his mouth and brought my arms around his neck, gently playing with his hair as his own hands slid up and down my sides and over my stomach making me shiver with pleasure. I could hear his breathing becoming shallower, and feel his chest push against my own as I slipped my own tongue into his mouth. I moved my arms from around his neck and down to his shirt. Did I want this, I asked myself. Yes, my whole body screamed at me. Yes. I moved my hands to his shirt and started to bunch up the material.
"Thud, thud." Came the noise on the door. Again I heard it. Yamato pulled away, his breathing low and hi mouth slightly open, he looked straight into my eyes, into the very depths of my sole. I felt my cheeks flush as his voice said,
"I better get that" It was low and seductive, just like all those years before.
I stepped slowly away from the door, keeping my balance by running my hand along the wall as I shakily walked away.
Yamato pulled the door open to reveal…
Hehe I love doing that.
So many cliff-hangers are always fun.
Did you like it? I'll get the next part done as soon as I can, but it's quarter to nine now and I have to be up at 6:15 so I need to go get some beauty sleep. Guess I should've gone to bed earlier for beauty sleep, but hey what can you do.
Anywayz I'm done with my rant. I'll post more soon.
Luv Claire