Watching Life Become Crimson Colors: Chapter 2
Molly sighed and went outside. She went over to the curb and sat down. ~These
last couple of weeks have...well...sucked, to put it lightly. Everything has turned
upside down. This friction between the ranks, Stone Cold leaving (thank
goodness), my new friend Chris Benoit having to get neck surgery because of
stupid Stone Cold. Poor Jericho searching for a new partner. Even Lita has a new
partner in this war on ECW/WCW. But not me. I am not getting involved. I am so
glad Spike's leg is in that crutch. I didn't know what I would do if a brawl started
and some of my old friends were involved. Mr. Tazz was very nice to me off
camera. He used to send me candy, whenever I got hurt. Him and Crash were old
buddies. The key word being were. Now Tazz isn't even talking to Michael Cole
anymore and that's just sad. They did become really good friends. Spike's stupid
half-brothers are gone. That I am glad about. Stupid, women-hating, table-loving
rejects. One of these days they'll get what's coming to them. And hopefully Spike
and I will be there to see it, and laugh. And then there is RhYno, who has always
been a little bit scary, but poor Edge and Christian. They were really good friends
with him. They were able to become friends again with Angle after King Of The
Ring, but RhYno still didn't want to forgive, and now we know why. Stupid
Heyman.
And then there is him. You know who. Mr. King-of-the-brooders. Raven. Just that
name sends shivers down my spine. But I still don't know what kind of shivers
they are. Are they the "Ooh scary" kind, or the "mmm nice" kind?? I mean don't
get me wrong, I love Spike. With all my heart and soul. But Raven was around
when I was in WCW, and he was always..... always... I can't even explain it!
That's why I've never told anyone this. Not Crash (he would flip!) or Chris (For
some reason Jericho never like Raven. Or "Raisen" in his words) or even my
bestest best friend Lita (Because how would I explain it?)
Raven is a confusing man, and I think his confusion rubs off on people's
perception of him. Is he really a lonely, depressed guy like he says? Or is that just
part of the game he plays? He once told me that we are all just puppets in
someone's Saturday morning cartoon show. Is he the puppeteer? Even back in
WCW he was just as confusing. "So it is written, so it shall come to pass" and
stuff like "crucified for the sins of my humanity". Some days I think he really did
believed himself to be a new Christ. And his flock, would be led by him into the
new world. The world where the freaks and misfits would rule. Too bad that
some of the Flock finally realized (with the "help" of Perry Saturn, I'm sure) that
Raven wasn't right for them. Oh well, their lost. I remember one day in May of I
think 1998 that Raven fired the rest of the Flock, just so he'd get Perry. Some
times my Raven doesn't use all of his brain cells. See look! There it is again!
"My"!! Where the hell did I get that from?? I never called him mine. He's not mine.
I have Spike. Raven is his own person, he doesn't need to be owned by me! ...I
mean anyone... Geez! This is so confusing!!
Molly sighed and went outside. She went over to the curb and sat down. ~These
last couple of weeks have...well...sucked, to put it lightly. Everything has turned
upside down. This friction between the ranks, Stone Cold leaving (thank
goodness), my new friend Chris Benoit having to get neck surgery because of
stupid Stone Cold. Poor Jericho searching for a new partner. Even Lita has a new
partner in this war on ECW/WCW. But not me. I am not getting involved. I am so
glad Spike's leg is in that crutch. I didn't know what I would do if a brawl started
and some of my old friends were involved. Mr. Tazz was very nice to me off
camera. He used to send me candy, whenever I got hurt. Him and Crash were old
buddies. The key word being were. Now Tazz isn't even talking to Michael Cole
anymore and that's just sad. They did become really good friends. Spike's stupid
half-brothers are gone. That I am glad about. Stupid, women-hating, table-loving
rejects. One of these days they'll get what's coming to them. And hopefully Spike
and I will be there to see it, and laugh. And then there is RhYno, who has always
been a little bit scary, but poor Edge and Christian. They were really good friends
with him. They were able to become friends again with Angle after King Of The
Ring, but RhYno still didn't want to forgive, and now we know why. Stupid
Heyman.
And then there is him. You know who. Mr. King-of-the-brooders. Raven. Just that
name sends shivers down my spine. But I still don't know what kind of shivers
they are. Are they the "Ooh scary" kind, or the "mmm nice" kind?? I mean don't
get me wrong, I love Spike. With all my heart and soul. But Raven was around
when I was in WCW, and he was always..... always... I can't even explain it!
That's why I've never told anyone this. Not Crash (he would flip!) or Chris (For
some reason Jericho never like Raven. Or "Raisen" in his words) or even my
bestest best friend Lita (Because how would I explain it?)
Raven is a confusing man, and I think his confusion rubs off on people's
perception of him. Is he really a lonely, depressed guy like he says? Or is that just
part of the game he plays? He once told me that we are all just puppets in
someone's Saturday morning cartoon show. Is he the puppeteer? Even back in
WCW he was just as confusing. "So it is written, so it shall come to pass" and
stuff like "crucified for the sins of my humanity". Some days I think he really did
believed himself to be a new Christ. And his flock, would be led by him into the
new world. The world where the freaks and misfits would rule. Too bad that
some of the Flock finally realized (with the "help" of Perry Saturn, I'm sure) that
Raven wasn't right for them. Oh well, their lost. I remember one day in May of I
think 1998 that Raven fired the rest of the Flock, just so he'd get Perry. Some
times my Raven doesn't use all of his brain cells. See look! There it is again!
"My"!! Where the hell did I get that from?? I never called him mine. He's not mine.
I have Spike. Raven is his own person, he doesn't need to be owned by me! ...I
mean anyone... Geez! This is so confusing!!