They stepped into the room. Philip began to kiss Chloe while unbuttoning his shirt. He lowered himself onto the bed tugging at Chloe's dress. She lifted her arms and then helped Philip undue her bra. He took off his jeans in a frenzy. They were kissing wildly. Philip moved his lips onto her body.

Philip whispered into her ear "I want you right now. I need you so much Chloe"

He pulled off her panties.

Chloe grew tense. She noticed the faint smell of alcohol on his breath. There was no turning back now. She closed her eyes and tried her best to enjoy the moment. Philip took off the remaining barrier between them and was about to enter her.

Chloe gasped "Philip, don't you have anything?"

"I'm clean. You're my first and I'm yours right?"

Chloe could not lie but would not let him find out the truth this way. She could not tell him that Brady had been her first.

"Philip, do you want to have a baby?"

"What?"

"Well, if you don't want that to be a possibility then..."

Philip scrambled to the floor in search of his pants. He took out his wallet and found a condom.

He hovered above her and let seventeen years of pent up frustration out. He moved quickly.

Chloe lay there anticipating the same form of ecstasy that she had experienced with Brady. Before she had time to get any sense of pleasure it was over. Philip rolled over and panted. Sweat dripped from his body.

Chloe opened her eyes as if expecting something. This was a totally different experience than the first time she had sex. Was that it? She silently thought.

Philip turned to her. "Wow that was so amazing!"

Chloe lay silent almost confused.

"Well, what did you think?" Philip questioned, his expectations high.

"Well...." Chloe did not know what to think, nor what to say.

"If you're embarrassed we can just go to sleep"

"That sounds like a good idea. It was a big night and I'm really tired now" Chloe lied.

Philip fell asleep twenty minutes later. Chloe however was in a different world.

She had a mix of emotions. What had she done? She had slept with Philip and now as she looked at him sleeping she could not understand why. What was it about Philip that made her care so much but would not allow her to enjoy their first time together? This experience had shown her something about Philip. He was animal-like in his need for sex. He had not stopped to consider her feelings. Philip had not even asked if she was okay or anything. A girls first time is a huge deal and he had no idea. Chloe shuddered thinking what her impressions of sex would be if it really was her first time.

Chloe lay there staring into the dark. Her arm wrapped tightly around her pillow. He had not even told her he loved her afterwards. This, the same Philip that was constantly spouting off his undying love for her. And afterwards, after his moment of pure pleasure he had not even comforted her.

She closed her eyes as she remembered how it had been with Brady.

FLASHBACK

His body moved slowly above her at first taking cues from her eyes. He never took his eyes away from hers. He would softly touch her lips to his, kiss her cheeks and forehead but he never faltered in maintaining eye contact. He deepened his efforts causing her delirious pleasure.

She had rolled him over letting her body tell her what it needed. She felt the heat build between them. He pushed matters further by fondling her breasts persuasively. The touch of his tongue on her bare skin caused her to moan in delight. Their lips met and danced. The desire, the yearning coming together in one explosive moment. He held onto her. His hand slid gently up and down her back as he kissed her neck. She did not want him to leave her just yet. Finally they lay together. Chloe smoothed her hand over his tight abs and allowing it to finally rest on his upper body. Brady ran his fingers through her hair and kissed the top of her head.

"Thank you."

"Thank me? Thank me for what?" Chloe said puzzled.

"You said I was going to thank you when you were finished. So thank you, that was some massage" Brady said letting out a small laugh.

"Oh. Well, thank you too then" Chloe said, almost blushing at how much she had enjoyed their experience.

Brady looked down at her. He did not have to ask why she was thanking him. He gave her a tender kiss on the nose and smiled. Chloe looked at him and smiled also. She set her head back on his chest and fell asleep.

END OF FLASHBACK

Brady had been an equal partner in their love making. Giving as much as he took. Not only had he lasted much longer than Phillip he had actually made her feel. Made her body ache with the pleasure that he felt. Was Philip totally clueless about women? Did he really love her or was he just in it for the sex?

No she thought. She would not do this to Philip. She had strong affections for Philip and he did not deserve her criticism. She tried to convince herself that it would get better. Besides they had not had sex before in their relationship, they could easily go back to that. She knew she was fooling herself. Philip would expect this regularly now. Chloe turned on the lamp beside the bed and looked at Philip. She had once been so naive as to think that he was perfect. That he was better than her. She knew better now. He was human like her and he had faults. They would get past this minor detail but could she ever forget about Brady? She remembered the way his arms felt around her as he held her. She would give anything to feel that warmth again. She felt the tears well up inside her. Chloe wrapped her naked body in a sheet from the bed. She turned off the light. Giving Philip's deceivingly angelic face one last look before she exited the room.

To be continued......

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Author's Note:

Sorry I know some of you did not want Chloe and Philip to have sex but please continue to read despite that fact. This chapter drew comparisons of Brady and Chloe. Chloe has to realize what she is missing out on, therefore she had to experience everything she had with Brady with Philip. (Although I don't even think you could compare the two. LOL)I already have an idea for other chapters and have actually starting writing them on paper so hopefully I will get them up soon. Please continue to give ideas on how Brady and Chloe should get together (to start a relationship)or how you would like to see it happen. Thanks as always for the support/feedback. kat :)