CHATPER 1
'Anything you want
Anything the world has to offer
I can give you
If you just reach out to me
take my hand
everything a kiss cannot bring you
i will give you
if you just you will..'
Cordelia sat in a dingy smokey bar, she waved a few smoke clouds out of her way. She wasnt sure why she was here. She was invited by a freind to come by the promise of there being directors there so far all there was were sleez's in expensive clothing. Her hazel eyes scanned around a few times before they locked on a man. His eyes were locked on hers. Cordelia tried to look away but found her self just staring at him like a gawking fish. He made his way across the room towards her, the sauve way he moved made it appear as if he was floating on a cloud..ok she knew at the moment she needed a much needed break from work.
"Hi, I'm Lediv Cilfuer. I couldnt help notice you from across the way, you have a very beautiful face." He said with a smile. It seemed to light up his jade eyes, his black long hair was pulled back into a neat ponytail, he wore a finely tailored black suite.
"Huh? Oh thanks. I'm Cordelia Chase." She held out hand to him. *yeah real great Cordy the word huh is so sexy* she thought to herself. He took her hand, bringing it up to his lips he kissed it softly smiling.
"Such a wonderful name, I would think a lady of your calibur would not be seen in such a dreadful place."
"I was invited by a freind, so I couldnt let her down. I might not get another chance to sit in a place full of..well losers. Not to offend you of course."
Lediv laughed for a moment. "None taken my dear Miss Chase. It is miss isnt it?"
"Very much so." Cordy said blankly.
"I'm sorry to hear that..Not really. What do you say we leave this place and get a cup of coffee? I dont how much longer I can stay here."
"I so hear you." She grabbed her purse, standing up she linked her arm through his letting him escort her out.
'And it's freedom
in my arms
and it's freedom in my arms'
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Chatper 2
"Take my hand
you never find
another quite mine
if you look
you'll see that I'm a lonely one'
Angel sat in his office he kept looking at the time. He was getting worried about Cordy. He found that he did this more and more often then he would like. Just something about her was eating away inside of him. Like if she out of his site for more then 5 minutes he would panick. He even hated when she went home to sleep in her apartment. To him she just wasnt safe anywhere else but with him. He needed her. He wanted her. He wanted to possess her. But there was nothing he could do. Cordelia had her life to lead outside of the office. Outside of him. That thought made him cringe.
It was right. He couldnt do a damned thing. And tonight she was at a party and didnt even invite him! Or Wes..mostly HIM. Was she hiding something? Was there something she didnt want him to know? No that's ridiculous she was big on the whole honesty thing and loved to promote that face about herself. Not that it wasnt appreciated every now and again. He knew where the party was. Maybe he'd just go check up on her, make sure she was alright. There's nothing wrong with that. So he grabbed his duster, walking out into the city night air.
As he walked thoughts raced through his mind, trying to figure out where this..these feelings came from.It was a yearning he hadn't felt in a long time..then he stopped walking..no..not a long time..it was never. He never felt this way. Darla, Buffy, no one. Was it love? It wasnt. He loved Buffy. Didnt he? Angel couldnt understand where all this was coming from. He knew where he stood with his heart. It was on a silver platter for Buffy. But she was moving on with her life, he should be too. It dawned on him. He had moved on. It took just now this long to realize it. He wasnt sure how to explain these new feelings..but he didnt feel free. He didnt feel happy. He started up walking again..nothing was ever easy. Even if you had lived as long as he did. You still learn new things. Even if you dont want to. You have no choice, you just go on doing what your doing even if you dont know what your doing.
'I lost my soul
deep inside
it's so black and cold
deep inside'
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'Anything you want
Anything the world has to offer
I can give you
If you just reach out to me
take my hand
everything a kiss cannot bring you
i will give you
if you just you will..'
Cordelia sat in a dingy smokey bar, she waved a few smoke clouds out of her way. She wasnt sure why she was here. She was invited by a freind to come by the promise of there being directors there so far all there was were sleez's in expensive clothing. Her hazel eyes scanned around a few times before they locked on a man. His eyes were locked on hers. Cordelia tried to look away but found her self just staring at him like a gawking fish. He made his way across the room towards her, the sauve way he moved made it appear as if he was floating on a cloud..ok she knew at the moment she needed a much needed break from work.
"Hi, I'm Lediv Cilfuer. I couldnt help notice you from across the way, you have a very beautiful face." He said with a smile. It seemed to light up his jade eyes, his black long hair was pulled back into a neat ponytail, he wore a finely tailored black suite.
"Huh? Oh thanks. I'm Cordelia Chase." She held out hand to him. *yeah real great Cordy the word huh is so sexy* she thought to herself. He took her hand, bringing it up to his lips he kissed it softly smiling.
"Such a wonderful name, I would think a lady of your calibur would not be seen in such a dreadful place."
"I was invited by a freind, so I couldnt let her down. I might not get another chance to sit in a place full of..well losers. Not to offend you of course."
Lediv laughed for a moment. "None taken my dear Miss Chase. It is miss isnt it?"
"Very much so." Cordy said blankly.
"I'm sorry to hear that..Not really. What do you say we leave this place and get a cup of coffee? I dont how much longer I can stay here."
"I so hear you." She grabbed her purse, standing up she linked her arm through his letting him escort her out.
'And it's freedom
in my arms
and it's freedom in my arms'
*************
Chatper 2
"Take my hand
you never find
another quite mine
if you look
you'll see that I'm a lonely one'
Angel sat in his office he kept looking at the time. He was getting worried about Cordy. He found that he did this more and more often then he would like. Just something about her was eating away inside of him. Like if she out of his site for more then 5 minutes he would panick. He even hated when she went home to sleep in her apartment. To him she just wasnt safe anywhere else but with him. He needed her. He wanted her. He wanted to possess her. But there was nothing he could do. Cordelia had her life to lead outside of the office. Outside of him. That thought made him cringe.
It was right. He couldnt do a damned thing. And tonight she was at a party and didnt even invite him! Or Wes..mostly HIM. Was she hiding something? Was there something she didnt want him to know? No that's ridiculous she was big on the whole honesty thing and loved to promote that face about herself. Not that it wasnt appreciated every now and again. He knew where the party was. Maybe he'd just go check up on her, make sure she was alright. There's nothing wrong with that. So he grabbed his duster, walking out into the city night air.
As he walked thoughts raced through his mind, trying to figure out where this..these feelings came from.It was a yearning he hadn't felt in a long time..then he stopped walking..no..not a long time..it was never. He never felt this way. Darla, Buffy, no one. Was it love? It wasnt. He loved Buffy. Didnt he? Angel couldnt understand where all this was coming from. He knew where he stood with his heart. It was on a silver platter for Buffy. But she was moving on with her life, he should be too. It dawned on him. He had moved on. It took just now this long to realize it. He wasnt sure how to explain these new feelings..but he didnt feel free. He didnt feel happy. He started up walking again..nothing was ever easy. Even if you had lived as long as he did. You still learn new things. Even if you dont want to. You have no choice, you just go on doing what your doing even if you dont know what your doing.
'I lost my soul
deep inside
it's so black and cold
deep inside'
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