Title: She
Author: Catherin Rabb
Rating : G
Disclaimers: All characters belong to DPB, CBS and Paramount.
The song "Flugzeuge im Bauch" belongs to Herbert Groenemeyer.
Summary: Sleep does not come easy.


She
by Catherin Rabb


Sleep.
He needed it, desperately. But none came. His mind wouldn't let him rest.
Thoughts, pictures of her. What if they would admit? What if they would
part? Could they forget? She owned his heart.


Occupied every little part of it. Even the tiniest beat was for her.
It beats faster when she came near. No peace. No rest. What if they left
the military? What if he left? Will she marry the Brumby guy?


So many questions, but no answers.... no answers. How did she manage to
capture his heart so fast and without him noticing it. He didn't know.
Her beauty was breath- taking. When she smiled a warm feeling spread
through his stomach .


But she wasn't weak. No. She could fight.. oh man..
what a fighter she was. In court he admired her. Her courage. Her strength.
Her fight for victory. But challenging her was fun, too. There are
those little dimples on her forehead whenever she tried to think real hard.


He loved her. Needed her. Thinking of how she would feel against his skin
made him relax and his mind finally allowed his thoughts some rest.
Although his dreams were filled with her.

His Sarah.


[Author's note: Text in brackets is my translation.]

"Flugzeuge im Bauch" by Herbert Groenemeyer
("Planes in my stomach")

Schande im Blick ( Guilt in your face)
dein lachen ist gemalt (your smile is painted)
deine gedanken sind nicht mehr bei mir (your thoughts are no longer with me)
streichelts mich mechanisch ( mechanical stroking me)
voellig steril (totally sterile)
eiskalte hand (icecold hand)
mir graut vor dir ( I'm afraid of you)

Chorus:
ich fuehl mich leer und verbraucht (I'm feeling empty and used)
alles tut weh (everything hurts)
hab flugzeuge in meinem bauch ( got planes in my stomach)
kann nichts mehr essen oh ich kann dich nicht vergessen
(can't eat anymore, oh I can't forget you)
aber auch das, aber auch das gelingt mir noch
(but even that, but even that I will manage)
oh gib mir mein herz zurueck ( return my heart )
du brauchst meine liebe nicht (you don't need my love)
gib mir mein herz zurueck bevor es auseinander bricht
(return my heart before it falls apart)
je eher, je eher du gehst um so leichter um so leichter wird's fuer mich
(the sooner, the sooner you leave, the easier, the easier it will be for me)

brauch niemand der mich quaelt (don't need no one to punish me)
niemand der mich zerdrueckt (don't need no one to pressure me)
niemand der mich benutzt wann er will
(no one who uses me when ever he wants to)
niemand der mit mir redet nur aus pflichtgefuehl
(no one who talks to me out of a sense of duty)
der nur seine eitelkeit an mir stillt (who just satisfies his vanity )
niemand der hier nie da ist (nobody who's never there)
wenn man ihn am noetigsten hat (when you need him)
man nach luftschnappt (whenever you try to catch your breath)
auf dem trockenen schwimmt ( whenever you swim on try land)
lass mich los (let me go)
oh lass mich in ruhe ( oh let me be)
damit das ein ende nimmt ( so this can come to an end)

Chorus
(guitar solo)

Chorus
hab flugzeuge in meinem bauch ( got planes in my stomach)

END