A/N Well here¹s my first Buffy story. Hope you enjoy:).
Disclaimer: Joss and everyone else who has something to do with Buffy own it.
Dawn
Broken. That's what I am. Empty, my life is like a dream .It has no meaning. Nothing matters. I am lost. I am nothing anymore. I was important, the key they called me. They said I had power .I could stop it but I didn't. but that was before....before this happened. Buffy. Her name was something I would call if ever I needed help or someone to talk to, someone who understood ,me someone who knew me. But now ever her name is gone, hollow, empty, haunted. Not ever coming back she was my life, no she was more than that she was me, the monks made me from her we are one but now half of me is gone. Gone forever. We shared the same blood ,Summers Blood she told me. She was my sister, my everything ,she was what I wanted to be like. Someone I tried to be. She was strong, kind and understanding. She made me real, all the memories to both of us really happened. She had always been my sister, to her I wasn't just the 'key' ,a thing that the monks had created to stop hell being released. To Buffy I was her sister. She was always there for me when I needed her, if I ever went somewhere new and different. But this time its different. She is gone to somewhere different and I wasn't there for her. I left her. She would never have left me but I left her .I could have stayed by her side but when she spoke to me I knew no matter what I had to stay on this world for her.
I miss her. She was taken away from me ,one second she was there the next she was gone. It hurts me to imagine the kind of pain she must of been in. She's dead. Dead that seems so final, she¹s never coming back. Her last words to me ³Be brave. Live. For me.² keep coming back to me, they¹re stuck in my mind I can¹t get rid of them like a ghost or a spirit wandering around inside me.
She was the Slayer. She died to save me. she said to tell Giles she figured it out. figured what out?. I have to know.
I was going to jump but Buffy stopped me, she couldn¹t lose another one of her family. She was a hero, she sacrificed herself to save me, to save the world.
Slayers can be replaced but sisters can¹t especially ones like Buffy. when she died a part of me died with her. She would do anything for her family and friends and she proved it. I never even got to say i love you one last time, but I think she knew. I hope she knew.
People who see her grave stone will never know how true the inscription (she saved the world) is. People wouldn't belive it but we know. We know the truth about what's out there and how much Buffy did for the world, they will never know, we will always know. We will remember Buffy more because of that and remember all the times we shared ,even if it was demon hunting. She really did save the world a lot.
To other people like the council she was just the Slayer someone you replace if they die, but to me she was everything. She was my world.
A/N well hope you enjoyed that please review!
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Disclaimer: Joss and everyone else who has something to do with Buffy own it.
Dawn
Broken. That's what I am. Empty, my life is like a dream .It has no meaning. Nothing matters. I am lost. I am nothing anymore. I was important, the key they called me. They said I had power .I could stop it but I didn't. but that was before....before this happened. Buffy. Her name was something I would call if ever I needed help or someone to talk to, someone who understood ,me someone who knew me. But now ever her name is gone, hollow, empty, haunted. Not ever coming back she was my life, no she was more than that she was me, the monks made me from her we are one but now half of me is gone. Gone forever. We shared the same blood ,Summers Blood she told me. She was my sister, my everything ,she was what I wanted to be like. Someone I tried to be. She was strong, kind and understanding. She made me real, all the memories to both of us really happened. She had always been my sister, to her I wasn't just the 'key' ,a thing that the monks had created to stop hell being released. To Buffy I was her sister. She was always there for me when I needed her, if I ever went somewhere new and different. But this time its different. She is gone to somewhere different and I wasn't there for her. I left her. She would never have left me but I left her .I could have stayed by her side but when she spoke to me I knew no matter what I had to stay on this world for her.
I miss her. She was taken away from me ,one second she was there the next she was gone. It hurts me to imagine the kind of pain she must of been in. She's dead. Dead that seems so final, she¹s never coming back. Her last words to me ³Be brave. Live. For me.² keep coming back to me, they¹re stuck in my mind I can¹t get rid of them like a ghost or a spirit wandering around inside me.
She was the Slayer. She died to save me. she said to tell Giles she figured it out. figured what out?. I have to know.
I was going to jump but Buffy stopped me, she couldn¹t lose another one of her family. She was a hero, she sacrificed herself to save me, to save the world.
Slayers can be replaced but sisters can¹t especially ones like Buffy. when she died a part of me died with her. She would do anything for her family and friends and she proved it. I never even got to say i love you one last time, but I think she knew. I hope she knew.
People who see her grave stone will never know how true the inscription (she saved the world) is. People wouldn't belive it but we know. We know the truth about what's out there and how much Buffy did for the world, they will never know, we will always know. We will remember Buffy more because of that and remember all the times we shared ,even if it was demon hunting. She really did save the world a lot.
To other people like the council she was just the Slayer someone you replace if they die, but to me she was everything. She was my world.
A/N well hope you enjoyed that please review!
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