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Ok peeps here's a story I've been working on lately and I thought I'd post
the prologue to see what people think. FIRST OFF this is an A/U fic, and I
do apologize if any of them are OOC, I have a good reason, see we haven't
got that far in the show here (haven't even finished the Cell Saga) so I
don't really know how Trunks and Goten act...although I have a pretty good
idea. Anyway I just thought I'd give you fair warning now...aren't I a nice
person :)
Warning: this is a Yaoi fic! if you don't like Yaoi don't read. You've been
warned.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, I'm not that lucky :) anyway please
don't sue me.
"Goten can we talk about something?"
I could hear the seriousness in his voice and I began to worry. It's so
unlike Trunks to be so serious around me, his family yes, but he's usually
so comfortable around me. I watched his broad form sit in the shade under
our favorite oak tree, little gaps of sunlight grazing his olive skin
causing little beads of sweat to glisten like crystal. He brought his knees
to his chest and hugged them tightly, as though they could ease some of
the tension building in his chest. I wish he would let me ease whatever pain
he was feeling, to just hold him and let him know I love him, but he's my best
friend and only thinks of me as such. I swallowed the lump in my throat and
crossed over towards him, sitting next to him in the shade. I leaned my head
against his shoulder and I could feel his muscles tense under my cheek.
"What is it Trunks?" It was hard, being so close to him and not wrapping my
arms around his slim waist. I longed to feel his skin, to kiss his soft
cheek and whisper words of my love into his sensitive ear. Oh God how I love
him! if only he felt the same.
I looked at him through the veil of hair that had fallen, unwelcome, on my
face. His ocean blue eyes stared at me, and I could feel his chest tighten
and his breath become ragged and short.
"I...I have to go away Goten." He bit out angrily. I looked at him confused
and he shifted uncomfortable under me.
"When will you be back?" Trunks stood up then and I watched him pace in
front of me. His head hung low and his silver, purple hair hung sadly in his
eyes masking the tears that I knew were brimming his precious eyes.
"I don't know Goten, My mother wants me to go overseas to work at Capsule
Corp International." Trunks stopped and looked at me fiercely and I could
see the unwanted tears tracking down his plump cheek and I choked back a sob.
His face softened as he knelt down next to me, taking my shaking hand in his.
His rough, calloused fingers traced the skin of my hand and I tried desperately
to hold my composure.
"Gomen Chibi, I don't want to go! my mother says I have to take responsibility
for my half of the damn company."
I could hear the remorse and anger in his voice and I knew he was telling the
truth. I wanted to throwing my arms around his rough shoulders, and refuse
that he leave me alone. I wanted to tie him down so he could go no where, and
stay here with me forever. I looked again into his trembling eyes and let the
tears flow freely from my eyes, uncaring of who saw me. The only thing that
mattered was that the most important person in my life was leaving me.
"When....when do you leave?" I choked out roughly.
"Tomorrow morning, will you be there?" I couldn't refuse him, I could never
refuse him anything. I nodded heavily, sobbing uncontrollably. I threw my
arms around him and his arms immediately went around my waist, whispering
reassuring words in my ear as he cried. My fists clung desperately to the
fabric of his thin shirt, shaking violently as I cried.
"Who will I talk to Trunks? you're my only friend, my best friend. I'll die
without you! Please, you can't leave." I pleaded into his chest. I heard
him let out a shaken sigh and his grip on me tightened. I held on to him for
dear life, trying desperately to control my heart breaking sobs, and the
shattering of my very being.
"shhh I know Chibi, I know."
I don't know how long we stayed there, crying in each others arms, but time
was my worst enemy and I didn't want this moment to end. The stars twinkled
brightly in the sky as we walked home. We walked in silence most of the way
home, just enjoying each others presence for the little time we had left.
I looked over at his crestfallen face and bit my bottom lip. I wanted to
tell him how I felt about him, I wanted to hold him in my arms tonight and
kiss every inch of his skin. I wanted to touch him, feel his skin shiver
under my fingers, feel his body tremble with need and love for me. I wanted
him, I love him and he was leaving me. He looks at me again, and I could see
the love he has for me, but it isn't what I want. I want him to love me in
every way, I want him to make love to me until I fall asleep in his moist
embrace and shut the world out. But he doesn't feel that way about me, and
if I tell him now I could push him further away then distance ever could.
I'm losing his presence I don't want to lose his memory too.
We reached his front door and it looked like the gate way to hell. I knew
that when he stepped inside it was the beginning of the end for me. He
would leave in the morning and I would be lost without him. As if reading
my mind he hugged me to him, running a comforting hand over my back as I
began to sob again.
"I'll see you tomorrow Chibi." Trunks released me and walked into the house
and I stayed there, on his door step like the lost puppy I was, and cried.
The air port was busy and I wanted to blast everyone who even looked at me
funny! I know this isn't usually like me but I was in so much pain I thought
I'd pass out. Trunks walked next to me, his parents and mine chatting ahead
of us, and Bra at my other side. I knew she must be hurting, Trunks and her
were pretty close for a brother and sister and at times I envied them. I
never had a sister, and although I had Pan, who I loved like a sister rather
than my niece, there was a connection that was missing, a connection only
Bra and Trunks had. I suppose I was jealous of her, she saw a part of Trunks
that I hadn't before. We are best friends and we tell each other everything,
but I think Bra sees a different side of him, the side I don't get to see.
She looks at him sometimes with something like pity in her eyes and I often
wondered why. She's looking at him like that now, but her eyes glance
towards me too with the same haunting pity in her eyes and I'm curious as
to what she's thinking. I can see the ghosts of some painful secret hiding
behind her eyes, I know it all too well, it's the same look I get in my eyes
when I look at Trunks. What is she hiding?
I could feel tears sting my eyes again as we reached the gate to the plane.
I held them back, not wanting to show such 'weak emotion' in front of
Trunks's father, I don't think I could handle his insults today.
"Now boarding flight 305 to Vancouver BC, Canada, please line up single file
at the gate."
Her voice was like smoky hatred in my ears. I watched as Trunks hugged his
mother, who had a look of pride and a little sorrow on her pale face. She
wished him luck and he smiled sadly. He nodded to Vegeta who smirked back,
a flash of regret in his eyes. My father grabbed Trunks in a big hug, and I
shook my head, more then a little embarrassed at my fathers display. I almost
smiled at Vegeta's expression. He looked like he would kill Goku, mostly for
showing the emotion that Vegeta couldn't. He always hated my father for
that, because he could show the emotions that Vegeta could not. Vegeta was
too proud to try, and refused to ask anyone for advice on the subject, and so
directed his confusion into hatred for my father. I know Vegeta didn't hate
my dad, he was just envious, but would never admit it.
My mother smiled and gave Trunks a quick, detached hug before turning into my
dad's embrace. My dad placed an arms around her waist loosely and she smiled
up to him. I could remember how Trunks had snaked his arms around me,
comforting my shaking form. My body shivered at the memory and my heart tore
another aching hole in itself. I felt the pain well up in my chest as Trunks
walked over to Bra, her little body shaking with sobs. He opened his arms to
her and she ran to him, sobbing incoherent words into his chest.
I couldn't watch anymore! I looked down at my feet, my heart and soul
shredding to pieces as another boarding call bombed in the speakers above my
head. Another few minutes and he'd be gone, never knowing how I feel about
him, never knowing how long I've loved him, and never hurting the way I am.
Hot tears ran down my cheek as I saw a familiar pair of shoes walk in front
of me. I couldn't look up, my tears were heavy with heart break holding my
head down. I could feel his hand on my shoulder and I almost jumped from the
sensation. He placed a finger under my chin and lifted my head up to meet
his painful gaze. I almost choked as his tears flowed down his face and I
slammed my body against his. I held him tightly, much like I had the night
before and he stroked my back gently.
"I'll miss you most of all Chibi, please don't forget me." I clutched at his
shirt desperately and turned my head towards his ear.
"I could never forget you, you mean so much to me...please come back to me."
I lifted my head to look into his wet eyes and he smirked a sad smirk.
"I'll write you all the time, will you write me?" I nodded and he leaned
forward and gently kissed my forehead. I gasped in my throat and treasured
the feel of his soft lips on my skin. I smiled and sobbed again as he looked
at me before turning around and headed for the gate.
"No please don't leave!" I cried running at the gate. I had to tell him! he
couldn't leave without knowing! please Truchan come back. I ran as fast as
I could for the gate when I felt something hold me back. I struggled as hard
as I could, yelling at the top of my lungs for Trunks to stop. I looked back
to see who was holding me and to my surprise Vegeta held my waist tightly and
I beat down on his arms.
"Let me go! please let me go! I can't lose him...no Trunks please!" I
slumped over in Vegeta's grip and sobbed my heart out. He let me go when he
was sure I wouldn't move and Bra knelt next to me, sobbing into my shoulder.
Trunks could hear Goten's pleading words from behind him and his heart broke.
'I love you Chibi, and I swear I'll come back to you.'
Ok peeps here's a story I've been working on lately and I thought I'd post
the prologue to see what people think. FIRST OFF this is an A/U fic, and I
do apologize if any of them are OOC, I have a good reason, see we haven't
got that far in the show here (haven't even finished the Cell Saga) so I
don't really know how Trunks and Goten act...although I have a pretty good
idea. Anyway I just thought I'd give you fair warning now...aren't I a nice
person :)
Warning: this is a Yaoi fic! if you don't like Yaoi don't read. You've been
warned.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, I'm not that lucky :) anyway please
don't sue me.
"Goten can we talk about something?"
I could hear the seriousness in his voice and I began to worry. It's so
unlike Trunks to be so serious around me, his family yes, but he's usually
so comfortable around me. I watched his broad form sit in the shade under
our favorite oak tree, little gaps of sunlight grazing his olive skin
causing little beads of sweat to glisten like crystal. He brought his knees
to his chest and hugged them tightly, as though they could ease some of
the tension building in his chest. I wish he would let me ease whatever pain
he was feeling, to just hold him and let him know I love him, but he's my best
friend and only thinks of me as such. I swallowed the lump in my throat and
crossed over towards him, sitting next to him in the shade. I leaned my head
against his shoulder and I could feel his muscles tense under my cheek.
"What is it Trunks?" It was hard, being so close to him and not wrapping my
arms around his slim waist. I longed to feel his skin, to kiss his soft
cheek and whisper words of my love into his sensitive ear. Oh God how I love
him! if only he felt the same.
I looked at him through the veil of hair that had fallen, unwelcome, on my
face. His ocean blue eyes stared at me, and I could feel his chest tighten
and his breath become ragged and short.
"I...I have to go away Goten." He bit out angrily. I looked at him confused
and he shifted uncomfortable under me.
"When will you be back?" Trunks stood up then and I watched him pace in
front of me. His head hung low and his silver, purple hair hung sadly in his
eyes masking the tears that I knew were brimming his precious eyes.
"I don't know Goten, My mother wants me to go overseas to work at Capsule
Corp International." Trunks stopped and looked at me fiercely and I could
see the unwanted tears tracking down his plump cheek and I choked back a sob.
His face softened as he knelt down next to me, taking my shaking hand in his.
His rough, calloused fingers traced the skin of my hand and I tried desperately
to hold my composure.
"Gomen Chibi, I don't want to go! my mother says I have to take responsibility
for my half of the damn company."
I could hear the remorse and anger in his voice and I knew he was telling the
truth. I wanted to throwing my arms around his rough shoulders, and refuse
that he leave me alone. I wanted to tie him down so he could go no where, and
stay here with me forever. I looked again into his trembling eyes and let the
tears flow freely from my eyes, uncaring of who saw me. The only thing that
mattered was that the most important person in my life was leaving me.
"When....when do you leave?" I choked out roughly.
"Tomorrow morning, will you be there?" I couldn't refuse him, I could never
refuse him anything. I nodded heavily, sobbing uncontrollably. I threw my
arms around him and his arms immediately went around my waist, whispering
reassuring words in my ear as he cried. My fists clung desperately to the
fabric of his thin shirt, shaking violently as I cried.
"Who will I talk to Trunks? you're my only friend, my best friend. I'll die
without you! Please, you can't leave." I pleaded into his chest. I heard
him let out a shaken sigh and his grip on me tightened. I held on to him for
dear life, trying desperately to control my heart breaking sobs, and the
shattering of my very being.
"shhh I know Chibi, I know."
I don't know how long we stayed there, crying in each others arms, but time
was my worst enemy and I didn't want this moment to end. The stars twinkled
brightly in the sky as we walked home. We walked in silence most of the way
home, just enjoying each others presence for the little time we had left.
I looked over at his crestfallen face and bit my bottom lip. I wanted to
tell him how I felt about him, I wanted to hold him in my arms tonight and
kiss every inch of his skin. I wanted to touch him, feel his skin shiver
under my fingers, feel his body tremble with need and love for me. I wanted
him, I love him and he was leaving me. He looks at me again, and I could see
the love he has for me, but it isn't what I want. I want him to love me in
every way, I want him to make love to me until I fall asleep in his moist
embrace and shut the world out. But he doesn't feel that way about me, and
if I tell him now I could push him further away then distance ever could.
I'm losing his presence I don't want to lose his memory too.
We reached his front door and it looked like the gate way to hell. I knew
that when he stepped inside it was the beginning of the end for me. He
would leave in the morning and I would be lost without him. As if reading
my mind he hugged me to him, running a comforting hand over my back as I
began to sob again.
"I'll see you tomorrow Chibi." Trunks released me and walked into the house
and I stayed there, on his door step like the lost puppy I was, and cried.
The air port was busy and I wanted to blast everyone who even looked at me
funny! I know this isn't usually like me but I was in so much pain I thought
I'd pass out. Trunks walked next to me, his parents and mine chatting ahead
of us, and Bra at my other side. I knew she must be hurting, Trunks and her
were pretty close for a brother and sister and at times I envied them. I
never had a sister, and although I had Pan, who I loved like a sister rather
than my niece, there was a connection that was missing, a connection only
Bra and Trunks had. I suppose I was jealous of her, she saw a part of Trunks
that I hadn't before. We are best friends and we tell each other everything,
but I think Bra sees a different side of him, the side I don't get to see.
She looks at him sometimes with something like pity in her eyes and I often
wondered why. She's looking at him like that now, but her eyes glance
towards me too with the same haunting pity in her eyes and I'm curious as
to what she's thinking. I can see the ghosts of some painful secret hiding
behind her eyes, I know it all too well, it's the same look I get in my eyes
when I look at Trunks. What is she hiding?
I could feel tears sting my eyes again as we reached the gate to the plane.
I held them back, not wanting to show such 'weak emotion' in front of
Trunks's father, I don't think I could handle his insults today.
"Now boarding flight 305 to Vancouver BC, Canada, please line up single file
at the gate."
Her voice was like smoky hatred in my ears. I watched as Trunks hugged his
mother, who had a look of pride and a little sorrow on her pale face. She
wished him luck and he smiled sadly. He nodded to Vegeta who smirked back,
a flash of regret in his eyes. My father grabbed Trunks in a big hug, and I
shook my head, more then a little embarrassed at my fathers display. I almost
smiled at Vegeta's expression. He looked like he would kill Goku, mostly for
showing the emotion that Vegeta couldn't. He always hated my father for
that, because he could show the emotions that Vegeta could not. Vegeta was
too proud to try, and refused to ask anyone for advice on the subject, and so
directed his confusion into hatred for my father. I know Vegeta didn't hate
my dad, he was just envious, but would never admit it.
My mother smiled and gave Trunks a quick, detached hug before turning into my
dad's embrace. My dad placed an arms around her waist loosely and she smiled
up to him. I could remember how Trunks had snaked his arms around me,
comforting my shaking form. My body shivered at the memory and my heart tore
another aching hole in itself. I felt the pain well up in my chest as Trunks
walked over to Bra, her little body shaking with sobs. He opened his arms to
her and she ran to him, sobbing incoherent words into his chest.
I couldn't watch anymore! I looked down at my feet, my heart and soul
shredding to pieces as another boarding call bombed in the speakers above my
head. Another few minutes and he'd be gone, never knowing how I feel about
him, never knowing how long I've loved him, and never hurting the way I am.
Hot tears ran down my cheek as I saw a familiar pair of shoes walk in front
of me. I couldn't look up, my tears were heavy with heart break holding my
head down. I could feel his hand on my shoulder and I almost jumped from the
sensation. He placed a finger under my chin and lifted my head up to meet
his painful gaze. I almost choked as his tears flowed down his face and I
slammed my body against his. I held him tightly, much like I had the night
before and he stroked my back gently.
"I'll miss you most of all Chibi, please don't forget me." I clutched at his
shirt desperately and turned my head towards his ear.
"I could never forget you, you mean so much to me...please come back to me."
I lifted my head to look into his wet eyes and he smirked a sad smirk.
"I'll write you all the time, will you write me?" I nodded and he leaned
forward and gently kissed my forehead. I gasped in my throat and treasured
the feel of his soft lips on my skin. I smiled and sobbed again as he looked
at me before turning around and headed for the gate.
"No please don't leave!" I cried running at the gate. I had to tell him! he
couldn't leave without knowing! please Truchan come back. I ran as fast as
I could for the gate when I felt something hold me back. I struggled as hard
as I could, yelling at the top of my lungs for Trunks to stop. I looked back
to see who was holding me and to my surprise Vegeta held my waist tightly and
I beat down on his arms.
"Let me go! please let me go! I can't lose him...no Trunks please!" I
slumped over in Vegeta's grip and sobbed my heart out. He let me go when he
was sure I wouldn't move and Bra knelt next to me, sobbing into my shoulder.
Trunks could hear Goten's pleading words from behind him and his heart broke.
'I love you Chibi, and I swear I'll come back to you.'