Undying Love

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

He hates me

And yet I love him

That damned Cho!

If only you can see

her desire for others to envy her

Because she got the best

The best there ever was, is and would be

But true love, like mine, hell no

Not even close.

I can see it in her eyes

Not you, nor me

But herself, with Cedric

If she wants to be with him

Then I should kill her

Then she would be happy

And so will I

So that we'll be together.

Still your morbid self, Draco.

As I stood there in the dark corner

Looking my best, for everyone to see

Anything but the slashed wrists

Concealed behind my back.

But to you, I'm inconspicuous

As if I was never even there

And how I wish I wasn't

So that I won't see her with you, and you with her

Here I am, lost in eternal despair

Where there is no hope

Where there are only tears of unreturned love

Where only hatred and misery dwells

Like a broken mirror, shattered to a thousand pieces

Like my heart

Like my soul

If only I can turn back the hands of time

If only dreams can turn into reality

If only I can show you right now

That love like mine can never wane.

The aisle is full

The music is playing

Music that seems so happy

But to me, it only brings sadness

Envy, yes, envy

And anger.

I saw your face

It was ecstatic

Tears were rolling down your cheeks

Tears of joy

Tears of happiness

Tears of love

How I wish it was meant for me.

Maybe later I'll get high on alcohol

Then get a knife of some sort, and, you know.

As I slowly bleed

I would just repeat to myself

Over and over

Til' I see my life slipping away

That if I love someone, I must let him go.

That If I love you, Harry, then I would let you go.