It
was so lonely laying there all alone... No one to talk to. No one to
look at. Just him. Loneliness... All it does is make you sadder.
Loneliness is a terrible thing. Unfortunately, Trunks has only known
loneliness for the last few days... While Gohan was doing his
homework, Bulma working hard on new inventions, and all the other
Z-Fighters out having fun or training, Trunks was alone, in a room
that he has seen so much of. A room where people have died a peaceful
or slow and painful death... A room where certain people give good or
horrible and sad news... A room unfortunately Trunks has only known
bad things to happen... A room that is now Trunks' new home for a
long time...
"Excuse
me Trunks, but you have a visitor." Trunks looked up at the
short, squeaky nurse.
"Uh,
really?? Are you sure you have the right room??" The nurse gave
him a weird look.
"Of
course I have the right room. A young man is here. He has black hair,
and..."
"Ok,
ok bring him in." The nurse nodded and stepped aside to let "the
young man" in. Trunks sat up so he could get a better look at
who was making their way into Trunks' humble little hospital room.
Trunks smiled as he saw his best friend walk in. Gohan was glad to to
see Trunks as well. Gohan made his way to a chair beside Trunks' bed
and sat down.
"How
are you feeling Trunks?? Are you better?? Feel any pain?? I hope you
don't mind me asking, but what the hell happened?? I got a call
saying that you a tried to kill your self! Well, I got the call a few
days ago... But this is the first chance I got to come and see you!
My mom... She just doesn't trust me anymore. Oh well, i'm glad I can
fly, other wise I doubt I would ever get to see you again! Or just in
a really long time. So do you think you can tell me why you did what
you did?? Or um... I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask... I just... wanted to
know... Is there anything I can do?? To make you fell better?? Not
that you should feel bad... It's just I know this is a hard time for
you. Well er... Not that you cant handle it of course, just Vegeta
being killed and all. Oops, I shouldn't have brought him up... Oh
great, I blew it... Ok everything I have just said... Umm Maybe I
should start over... Or uh maybe I should just go... You look like
you need some rest. Oh gezz... Oops, no no, it's not like you need
rest because your week, it's just i'm sure you have been up all night
with stuff on your mind. Well, not that you would have a lot on your
mind, I mean you haven't being doing anything lately... Not that your
just really lazy... Its just that... Well..." Gohan stopped
talking and got up from his chair. "Never mind..." Trunks
blinked and and tried to call after him but nothing came out of his
mouth. He had it opened the hole time Gohan was talking, it seemed
his mouth had gotten really dry. Gohan, maybe hoping that Trunks
would call after him to come back, kept walking until he got out the
door. He leaned against the wall and felt really bad.
"Great...
Now Trunks is really mad at me. I should never should have came here.
Oh well, what done is done." He walked down the hall and left
that hospital as he started to fly away, he could here someone
calling him. He turned his head and saw Trunks leaning out one of the
windows.
"Gohan!!
Come back!!" Gohan stopped flying and looked at Trunks and
started fly his way. Trunks opened the window wide so Gohan could get
through. Trunks helped him in and sat on his bed. Gohan sat back down
on the chair he sat on before and held his head in his hands.
"I'm
sorry Trunks, i've been so scared and worried about you. I don't mean
to sound like your mom, but I have been thinking for a long time.
Because of the computer thing, and my mom not believing you, i'm I
the reason you well... Did what you did??" Trunks closed his
eyes and fell onto his pillow. Trunks new that Gohan might have a had
something to do with it. Trunks felt so bad about Gohan having so
much homework and his mom not trusting him anymore, he felt somewhat
responsible about the hole thing. However, Gohan didn't need to know
that, he already has so much to think about and all... Trunks opened
his eyes and looked at the face on Gohan. Trunks not saying anything,
Gohan got the impression that he had a lot to do with it. Gohan
lowered his head.
"I'm
so sorry Trunks..."
"No!
No Gohan, you didn't have anything to do with it. It was just me. I
guess... You had nothing to do with it. So just don't be so hard on
yourself. Relax!" Gohan sort of let out a little laugh.
"You
know Trunks, having to do homework 24/7, having my mom telling me to
do extra chores, train, plus having my mom yelling at me all the
time... It's just a little hard to relax." Trunks laughed and
looked at Gohan.
"Ha!
I had no idea that your mother was so strict and stuff! But I do feel
really bad... It's my fault you have to do all this. Is there
anything I can do?"
"Nah,
but thanks anyhow."
"So
uh, what's your mom up to?? Working on new inventions?" Trunks
looked out the window and watched a flock of birds fly by.
"I
have no clue Gohan, she never comes to visit me so I guess she is."
Gohan also looked out the window. A bird flew down and sat on the
window sill. It moved it's head around and looked from Gohan to
Trunks. It hopped around a few times before flying away again.
"Trunks,
before when I first came, I tried to ask you why you, well tried to
kill yourself. Do you think you could tell me why??"
"I'm
sorry Gohan, but not just yet. I have had to tell a lot of people and
I rather not tell anymore just yet. And it's just one of those things
that I would like to forget. Plus the doctors think it's best that I
not tell anyone yet. Not until i'm ready, and i''m not. I'm sorry."
Gohan smiled and sat back into his chair.
"No
problem Trunks."
Neither
of them had said a word for a long time. Trunks just lay there on his
hospital bed, almost ready to fall asleep. Gohan was sitting in the
chair sleeping. After it had gotten dark the same nurse came in and
told Gohan that he had to go home. He said good-bye to Trunks and
told him that he would come tomorrow at the same time. When Gohan
left the nurse sat in the chair and told Trunks that he had a good
friend.
"I
know... I know."
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