A/N: Okay, hello again, I'm back. With a new series too. Ahhhhh, a new fresh start. Anyways, this IS Sorato, since I decided to give it a try. I'm usually a Mimato writer but Melissa wrote such an inspiring Sorato I couldn't help it. So thank you Melissa!!!!!! Oh, and the style of writing I use, going from one POV to the other and then to omniscient and then to the song. This is not really a songfic but a cross between.......NEVERMIND!! Just read it!!!
I know none of my other R rating stories have been a ture R rating, but I think I've got the hang of it now. This one involves a lot of abuse, but not from Matt to Sora or Sora to Matt!!!!! I just wanted to get that clear. It's from Richard Ishida (I think that's his name!!!!) to his son Matt and.........HEY!!!! Don't think I'm going to give away the whole story in the Author's Note!!!! You have to read it!!!!!!!LOL. So please review this story and tell me what you think of my R writing and how well done the Sorato is, kay?TTFN!!! And LOVE, PEACE, and DIGIMON FOREVER!!!!!!!
STONE SPIRIT/ Part One
by Ishida
SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~
I wanted to tell him the day I found out. But that wasn't possible. He shoved me out of the apartment when his dad came home. I didn't have time to tell him.
He didn't want his dad to see I was there, I guess. He told me to meet him at the park the next day.
As soon as I exited the apartment through his bedroom window, I heard yells, accusations,
and threats. I stayed a moment or two, listening to the ruckus carrying on inside. I wanted to help, but I couldn't.
The thing that made me leave was a sudden cry of pain from the one I loved, including a sob, which was barely ever heard out of that boy. It was horror that made me run.
I ran and ran until I reached my home. I flew myself upon my bed and sobbed. I hoped he wasn't dead. He couldn't be dead. Not without knowing what I had to tell him.
If I never told him, if he never found out, my life would be over.
MATT'S POV ~~~~~~~~~~
I was ashamed to meet her at the park the next day, like I'd told her. I kept my growing blonde hair in front of my face and wore a dark brown jacket, the collar pulled up around my neck.
She sat on a bench near the man made lake. Two swans were sitting on the placid surface together, two statues. A kid threw a rock in the lake, causing the swans to spread their wings and fly.
I turned away from the lake and looked back at her. She looked over at me and smiled a sad smile that made my heart tear.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~
Matt sat quietly next to Sora, his head down. No one spoke for what seemed like hours but was in reality minutes.
" What did your dad do to you?" Sora asked softly.
" Nothing," Matt mumbled.
" I heard you guys last night. After I got out, I heard your father, then I heard you. Matt what's wrong?"
" Nothing," Matt repeated.
Sora placed a hand on his shoulder. He winced and jerked away. As he did, his hair swung away from his face, revealing his swollen eye and his cheek covered in dry blood.
Sora gasped. " Matt......."
Matt looked away for her. " What?"
She grabbed his chin in her slender hand and brought his face around so she was looking right at him.
SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~
When I looked into those eyes, those amzingly azure eyes of his, I saw pain. The barrier he had created around himself was being broken, being battered and torn. Just like his heart.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
Sora lightly brushed the hair from Matt's face. He didn't protest or even move. Only when she tenderly ran her finger over his brow did he wince. He felt her cold hand on his warm cheek and he closed his eyes.
MATT POV
~~~~~~~~~
I hadn't planned on her seeing what she was seeing just now. I had wanted to hide it but something in her eyes, the way she held my face, forced me to let her see.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Oh Matt," Sora murmered. " He.....he did this to you?"
Matt nodded slowly and a tear slipped out of the corner of his eye, tracing the outline of his cheekbone and hitting Sora's hand. She delicately wiped it away.
" I'm sorry I didn't tell you-" he started.
" No. I'm sorry for not realizing."
SONG FROM SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There's a glacier of ice surrounding you
And here I am wishing there's something I could do
In another world maybe I could help
But in this world, love's the first step
I have come shivering and cold, looking to you
I just haven't seen the hurt in those blue
Blue eyes that you hold
The ones that move away all pain and all cold
SONG FROM MATT'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I didn't know what to do
I've hidden this, I haven't been true
I've wanted to tell you, to show how I feel
But something is keeping me from turning that wheel
When you touch me so tender and warm
I know I can count on you to get me through this storm
I probably will never be nice and tame
And for that, I am forever ashamed
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Matt, there's no reason-" Sora began.
Matt shook his head. " I haven't been honest, I haven't been the boyfriend I should have been. I-I haven't been the boyfriend or friend or......or brother I should have been."
" Matt..."
" I don't deserve you or the or the others and I definetly don't deserve TK. If there's one thing I do deserve, it's this."
" Shut the hell up, Matt! You don't deserve a bit of what your father's giving you!" Sora suddenly raged. " You don't deserve a father like him! You deserve me, you deserve the others, and of course you deserve TK!"
Matt was silent for a moment. Then he removed Sora's hand and placed it on her knee before getting up to leave.
" Matt?" Sora asked. She reached up to grab his arm but he jerked away.
" Thanks for trying to help, Sora," he said and looked down at her. " I will always love you, you know that, don't you?"
Sora nodded. " Yeah, I guess I do." She bowed her head. " And I love you."
Matt looked away from her, down the path.
" Matt?" Sora stood and grabbed his arms gently with her hands, her chin resting on his shoulder. " I-I still have something important to tell you."
" What?" he asked.
SORA'S POV ~~~~~~~~~~~
I had to tell him then. Had to. Before he left me, before we were split up forever. I had to tell him the secret I was hiding. It would be either a blow to him or a light which he could smile at.
I hoped it would be light.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Matt, you're........"
" What?" He turned to face her.
" You're going to be.....a father."
I know none of my other R rating stories have been a ture R rating, but I think I've got the hang of it now. This one involves a lot of abuse, but not from Matt to Sora or Sora to Matt!!!!! I just wanted to get that clear. It's from Richard Ishida (I think that's his name!!!!) to his son Matt and.........HEY!!!! Don't think I'm going to give away the whole story in the Author's Note!!!! You have to read it!!!!!!!LOL. So please review this story and tell me what you think of my R writing and how well done the Sorato is, kay?TTFN!!! And LOVE, PEACE, and DIGIMON FOREVER!!!!!!!
STONE SPIRIT/ Part One
by Ishida
SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~
I wanted to tell him the day I found out. But that wasn't possible. He shoved me out of the apartment when his dad came home. I didn't have time to tell him.
He didn't want his dad to see I was there, I guess. He told me to meet him at the park the next day.
As soon as I exited the apartment through his bedroom window, I heard yells, accusations,
and threats. I stayed a moment or two, listening to the ruckus carrying on inside. I wanted to help, but I couldn't.
The thing that made me leave was a sudden cry of pain from the one I loved, including a sob, which was barely ever heard out of that boy. It was horror that made me run.
I ran and ran until I reached my home. I flew myself upon my bed and sobbed. I hoped he wasn't dead. He couldn't be dead. Not without knowing what I had to tell him.
If I never told him, if he never found out, my life would be over.
MATT'S POV ~~~~~~~~~~
I was ashamed to meet her at the park the next day, like I'd told her. I kept my growing blonde hair in front of my face and wore a dark brown jacket, the collar pulled up around my neck.
She sat on a bench near the man made lake. Two swans were sitting on the placid surface together, two statues. A kid threw a rock in the lake, causing the swans to spread their wings and fly.
I turned away from the lake and looked back at her. She looked over at me and smiled a sad smile that made my heart tear.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~
Matt sat quietly next to Sora, his head down. No one spoke for what seemed like hours but was in reality minutes.
" What did your dad do to you?" Sora asked softly.
" Nothing," Matt mumbled.
" I heard you guys last night. After I got out, I heard your father, then I heard you. Matt what's wrong?"
" Nothing," Matt repeated.
Sora placed a hand on his shoulder. He winced and jerked away. As he did, his hair swung away from his face, revealing his swollen eye and his cheek covered in dry blood.
Sora gasped. " Matt......."
Matt looked away for her. " What?"
She grabbed his chin in her slender hand and brought his face around so she was looking right at him.
SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~
When I looked into those eyes, those amzingly azure eyes of his, I saw pain. The barrier he had created around himself was being broken, being battered and torn. Just like his heart.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
Sora lightly brushed the hair from Matt's face. He didn't protest or even move. Only when she tenderly ran her finger over his brow did he wince. He felt her cold hand on his warm cheek and he closed his eyes.
MATT POV
~~~~~~~~~
I hadn't planned on her seeing what she was seeing just now. I had wanted to hide it but something in her eyes, the way she held my face, forced me to let her see.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Oh Matt," Sora murmered. " He.....he did this to you?"
Matt nodded slowly and a tear slipped out of the corner of his eye, tracing the outline of his cheekbone and hitting Sora's hand. She delicately wiped it away.
" I'm sorry I didn't tell you-" he started.
" No. I'm sorry for not realizing."
SONG FROM SORA'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There's a glacier of ice surrounding you
And here I am wishing there's something I could do
In another world maybe I could help
But in this world, love's the first step
I have come shivering and cold, looking to you
I just haven't seen the hurt in those blue
Blue eyes that you hold
The ones that move away all pain and all cold
SONG FROM MATT'S POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I didn't know what to do
I've hidden this, I haven't been true
I've wanted to tell you, to show how I feel
But something is keeping me from turning that wheel
When you touch me so tender and warm
I know I can count on you to get me through this storm
I probably will never be nice and tame
And for that, I am forever ashamed
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Matt, there's no reason-" Sora began.
Matt shook his head. " I haven't been honest, I haven't been the boyfriend I should have been. I-I haven't been the boyfriend or friend or......or brother I should have been."
" Matt..."
" I don't deserve you or the or the others and I definetly don't deserve TK. If there's one thing I do deserve, it's this."
" Shut the hell up, Matt! You don't deserve a bit of what your father's giving you!" Sora suddenly raged. " You don't deserve a father like him! You deserve me, you deserve the others, and of course you deserve TK!"
Matt was silent for a moment. Then he removed Sora's hand and placed it on her knee before getting up to leave.
" Matt?" Sora asked. She reached up to grab his arm but he jerked away.
" Thanks for trying to help, Sora," he said and looked down at her. " I will always love you, you know that, don't you?"
Sora nodded. " Yeah, I guess I do." She bowed her head. " And I love you."
Matt looked away from her, down the path.
" Matt?" Sora stood and grabbed his arms gently with her hands, her chin resting on his shoulder. " I-I still have something important to tell you."
" What?" he asked.
SORA'S POV ~~~~~~~~~~~
I had to tell him then. Had to. Before he left me, before we were split up forever. I had to tell him the secret I was hiding. It would be either a blow to him or a light which he could smile at.
I hoped it would be light.
OMNISCIENT
~~~~~~~~~~~
" Matt, you're........"
" What?" He turned to face her.
" You're going to be.....a father."