Notes: This is what I think Relena might do to relieve the stress from
peer pressure and trying to get away from Heero. The band that is playing
in the club of the fanfic is 'Girls Of Destruction.' It's my friends and
I's band. We are pretending we wrote the song. But we didn't. --whimpers--
I also switched the order of who plays what in my band. I wanted me to
sing because, well... this song has meaning to me. Sorry Pat, Aly and Laura,
but Im switching' it up.
Relena walked into the club after 2 years after the last war Relena has made changes. She has gotten over Heero, since she hasn't seen him since the day she caught him. Also she does heroin. That's right. Our beloved Relena Dorlian Peacecraft does heroin. It's the only thing that keeps her from breaking down. Though she thinks she is not addicted she is.
Relena looked around the club and saw the band on the stage and looked at the singer with green eyes and short Red hair an pale white she wore black baggy jeans with a black wife beater on that said 'Natural Born Killer'. She looked at the drum player who was a girl with long black wavy hair and mexican wearing a shirt with a huge dragon going around it and black pants.. The lead guitar player had slight tan skin with long brown hair in one braid wearing baggy black pants and a shirt that said "ChibiChibiChibi...." (A/N: Inside joke with me and my friends.). The bass guitar player had long blond hair and black leather pants on with a tank top that had a guitar on. The girl with Red hair took the mike and began to sing.
Oohoo (19x) (after 5th Oohoo the drum and guitars come in. )
Some how Relena was mesmerized by the girls voice and then she began to sing words.
Breath it in and breath it out
and pass it on it's almost out
We're so creative and so much more
We're high above, but on the floor
Relena wanted to turn around and walk out knowing the song was exactly how she felt and began to have a flash back.
~*~ flash back ~*~
Relena slowly inhaled the bud and passed it to the next person who
happened to be a fellow class mate of hers. She felt no pain now. She forgot
heero she was in heaven.
~*~ end flash back ~*~
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
As the singer started to sing again Relena felt so different now.
The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts there's no more pain
Relena looked at the singer and it was as if she was looking right at her. Knowing exactly how she felt. She could remember when she started to do heroin. God how that made her feel special for some reason. She felt like a real person. Relena began to shiver.
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
All her friends that does this with her say she is addicted. She refuses to say that.
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
As the singer began this next part she gave a confused look as she sang it. Relena almost wanted to scream she wasn't addicted.
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
As the singer began with the Oohoo's Relena felt Heero's presence and ran into the crowd.
Oohoo (8x)
Once she began to sing again Relena looked around panicked, scared and alone.
It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Oh, nothing means a thing to me
"Relena" she heard the voice behind her say she turned and looked at Heero and screamed out. "IM NOT AN ADDICT!" and ran deeper into the crowd.
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Relena cried in the middle of the crowd. She is dying, she is falling down into the mess she has made. She doesn't want to become a heroin addicted. It's too late. It's too late.
Look at me I'm falling
And I'm falling.........
Relena looked up as the tune changed with only the lead guitar making noise and the chimes.
Red Haired Girl & Brown Haired girl: It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive I feel.......
Then the drums came in and Heero grabbed Relena's shoulder. She screamed and pulled away.
It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive
As the music started up she then started to hold her head.
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
"It's not a lie" she told herself and cried harder.
I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict.
As the song came to an end and the crowd left, but Heero stood in the
shadows watching Relena cry on the floor.
The girl with red hair came up to her and tapped her on the shoulder.
"Hello, ma'am. Do you need a ride home?" the girl asked. Relena looked
up her eyes blood shot she looked awful and she was almost happy no one
could tell who she was. "N-no." she said shaking.
"My name is Miriam. Im the singer of the band 'Girls Of Destruction. I saw you in the crowd. You looked like someone was chasing you. I'll take you to a hotel if you like. I can pay for it and everything. It wouldn't be a problem." the girl finished and Relena looked up at her. "You'd do that for a stranger?" Relena asked as Miriam pulled her up to stand. "I once was an addict. I know the feeling. I can give you the number of a great rehab, I got this number from my sister. She's worse than me, she can't even remember 10th 11th grade. (A/N: that's for my sister. She was gonna go to class... but then she got high.) No one will know you are in there, Relena." Miriam finished using Relena's name. Relena's eyes widened. "Please, don't-" she began but Miriam cut her off. "I won't tell a soul. It'll be our little secret. Okay?" she said smiling and her bright green eyes showing hope and friendship. "Thank you." Relena said.
Heero watched Miriam take Relena to their bus. "Addicted?" Heero was
puzzled. Relena has changed. Too much. Way too much.
A/N: Im going to make more. just wait! ^.^