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A*N Please review!!! please please please!!!! I made this a long one, hope you like it. Oh and i borrowed some parts from a gilmore girl fanfic i read that i loved a lot.
Shelby sat at the docks, feeling disowned by the whole world. First her dad, then her mom, and now scott. Am i such a horrible person, that no one wants to know me? I just don't get it. She could feel the tears brimming her eyes. You see I figured it would be safer, you see. Safer not to let anyone in, not to let anyone see the real me. If you let people in, you get hurt. But noooo, i just told him, and he turned out to be a lying jerk. I finally came to a conclusion, no one cares for a whore. And that's all i am to everyone, the resident whore. She wiped her eyes, and looked out over the water. The scenery was perfect, a little breeze just to make Shelby comfortable, the water glittered in front of her. If only she felt perfect. To think someone that i thought i hated could hurt me so bad and make me cry, i never cry. She closed her eyes tightly, letting the tears escape her eyes. She pulled up her legs, snuggled them close to her chest and layed her head on her knees, while the hot tears rolled freely down her cheeks.
Once Scott left from the table, he walked slowly to his dorm. He couldn't eat his dinner after what he did to Shelby. He doesn't understand why he did it, he just did. He was stupid enough to think that if he proved to everyone he had no feelings towards Shelby, he would be the one on top. He would be the best, the most popular. Just like at his old school. But he has changed. It killed him to watch Shelby so shattered and confused. He walked over to his bed and plopped down, taking off his jacket and shoes, he rested his hands under his head and layed his head on his pillow. He sighed, wishing he didn't do what he did. She didn't deserve it, and he knew it. She was the most wonderful, honest, sweet person hes ever known. He could tell just by looking at her, shes different from any other girl hes known. But he could never tell anyone what he thought about Shelby. He wanted everyone to think that he thought she was a skank. But he knew she wasn't. She was anything but that. She's undescribable. He has a thing for her big time. But he was with Juliette, but once he thought more and more about Shelby, he realized Juliette is nothing but a friend. They have no sparks when they touch. But when he brushes past Shelby he could feel it. That sizziling hott feeling that works its way through out your whole body. He sat up fusterated. He put on his shoes and sweatshirt, and walked into the lobby for *group*
Shelby stood up, wiped her eyes, put her hair behind her eyes and started towards the lobby for group.
Scott walked down the path to group, when Shelby was going down a path leading to the one he was on. He looked her way, trying to catch her eye. She looked up and noticed Scott stopped and waited. She threw him an evil glare and quickened her pace. Scott didn't move or take his eyes off of her. She was going to walk right past him, but he stood there in her way. Shelby looked up at him, starring at him angerily.
" Move out of my way!" Shelby spat, trying to move but he blocked her.
" Look Shelby.." he got cut off.
" No you look Scott, stay out of my way, just stay out of my life! Your nothing but a jerk!" she said angerily, not wanting to be standing infront of him. When she noticed he woudn't move, She looked at him annoyed. He looked down at her with pleading eyes. She looked away, turned back around and shoved him away so she could pass. She stalked off, heading towards the door. When she heard him call her name. She turned stiffly around to face the person that hurt her.
" Shelby! Please can't we talk?" Scott pleaded.
" I have better things to do with my time!" she spat, walking into the room. Disappearing from Scott. Fr om the person that wants to love her.
They all sat down for group. First Peter, Ezra, Shelby, Daisy, Auggie, Julliette, Scott, Kat and then Sophie.
" Okay everybody, tell me in one word how you feel." Peter said, passing the stick to Ezra.
" I feel... content." He passed the stick to Shelby.
" I feel... peachy" she said sarcasticly. Peter eyed her, and shelby smirked at him. She passed it to Daisy.
" I feel... dark" she replied. Shelby giggled. She passed it to Auggie.
" I feel... lonely" Auggie said looking at Juliette. He passed it to Juliette.
" I feel... HAPPY!" she said in her usual perky voice. Shelby covered her ears. She passed it to Scott smiling.
" I feel... guilty" he said glancing at Shelby. Shelby rolled her eyes looking down not wanting to catch Scotts eye. Scott then gave it to Kat.
" I feel... loved." she smiled looking at all the cliffhangers giving the stick to Sophie.
" I feel... belonged" she said giving it to Peter. He looked at the group and noticed how quiet shelby and scott were. He decided to end group there, thinking everyone needed some time to themselves.
" okay groups over, everyone lights out in 30 minutes." he said standing up, followed by the rest of them. Shelby walked out quickly not wanting to socialize with anyone.
The rest of the cliffhangers went to their dorms to get ready for bed. The girls walked in, picking up thier p-js. Juliette walked into the bathroom, where shelby was brushing her teeth.
" Hi, Shelby!" Juliette said in her annoying perky voice. Shelby rolled her eyes, and turned back to the mirror. She wiped her face, and walked to her bed. Juliette shrugged her shoulders and kept combing her hair. Once everyone was in bed, Kat turned off the light, and the room went silent.
Shelby tossed and turned in bed. She couldn't sleep. She couldn't stop thinking that her so called mom and walt and jess were coming tomorrow. And about what Scott did. She couldn't handle this. She got out of bed, grabbed her navy blue sweatshirt, and pulled it over her white tank top. She walked out side, in her white and navy blue sleep pants and sweatshirt. She walked towards the docks, and sat down. She rested her head on her knees, and starred at the glistening water.
Scott couldn't sleep. He couldn't stop thinking about Shelby. He felt so bad for what he did. Now she wouldn't even speak to him. He got out of bed and pulled on his gray sweatshirt over his wife beater, and pulled on his black sleep pants with the little strings. He quietly walked out of the dorm, and walked to the docks. He noticed someone else sitting there, looking at nothing. He walked further towards that person, and saw that it was Shelby. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them, he noticed Shelby was looking at him. he started walking fast towards her, not wanting her to get away. She looked back at the water edging closer to the end of the bench, getting further away from Scott.
Scott walked close by the dock, and tripped over a rock, and lost his balance, and fell into the water. Shelby looked over at him falling, and saw a splash. She started laughing hard. She walked over to where he fell, and looked down at the water. She sat there, waiting for him to rise. She didn't stop laughing though. When he finally came up, he saw Shelby sitting there laughing at him. He smiled embarrassed. Shelby stood up and offered him her hand. He smiled at her offer and took it. He got out, and looked at her.
" Thank you" he said sweetly. She just shrugged.
" Whatever, well bye," she said starting to walk away." You might wanna change your clothes," she said smirking. He took off his sweatshirt and was left in his wet sleep pants, and wife beater. Shelby looked at his body. Man hes hott, she said to herself. No shelby walk away now. she told herself firmly. She rolled her eyes and started walking away. She stopped to put on her shoes that she took off when she reached the docks. She bent down to grab them when a wave of dizziness hit her. She put her hand against her head, trying to stop the pounding, and the tilting of her surroundings. She bent back down to pick up her shoes. When another pain hit her. " ahhh" she screamed silently. When she stood up, she could feel the ground moving, she knew she couldn't hold herself that much longer.
Scott noticed Shelby's face turned to pain, and looked at her, seeing her flow to the sides. He got worried.
Shelby was about to fall to the hard floor when her hand hit a muscular expanse that held no softness. An arm came around her waist and she was pulled closer to that brick wall he called a chest. The iron rod around her waist had similar strength and pulled her up more. Shelby put her arm overlapping his, her hand tightly clenching the fabric of his wife beater, and buried her head against his shoulder, her eyes tightly clenched, willing the pain away. Scott simply wrapped his other arm around her to give her more support. When the wave passed, she lifted her head and focused her eyes back on the docks.
" Are you okay?" asked a concern voice.
" wha.. what?" she asked looking up at Scott holding her. " uhhh, umm, i gotta.. i gotta go," she said shakily, unwrapping herself from Scott. Scott just nodded, and let her go. He walked past her with hurt in his eyes, he enjoyed holding her so close to him. He walked slowly to his dorm. He only made it off the dock when Scott felt a small hand grab the back of his shirt in a fist and a soft face pressed against him. Looking down, he could see the pain plainly visible on her face. he gently picked her up and held her tenderly to him. Shelby sighed and settled her arms around his neck. Snuggling her face into his firm chest, she closed her eyes, trying to force the pain away. She figured it was from all the stress, and scaredness she had inside of her for when walt comes. She pressed her face against the side of Scott's, and scott couldn't believe how close him and Shelby were. He turned his head and looked down at her. Shelby opened her eyes, and noticed how close she was to Scott's adorable face. Resisting the urge to lean down and kiss her, he looked away and pulled her closer to him. He walked to her dorm door, and pulled the door open, and walked towards Shelby's bed. He looked at her clenching her eyes shut. He layed her on her bed, but she got up.
" i'm gonna go to the bathroom" she whispered. She walked into the bathroom, and looked at herself. She wiped her eyes and walked out. Scott was standing right by the door. She walked out looking down, when she walked into a firm wall.She looked up and was startled to find how close they were. Scott's breath caught. He'd never gotten such a breathtaking view of her eyes. They were amazing. Like a crystal blue, he could look into those eyes forever. Shelby held her breath as she waited. Looking up at him, their eyes locked. It was an intense gaze. Scott lowered his head and searched her eyes. Finding nothing to stop him, he leaned down and kissed her. Shelby's arm crept up his back until her hand was resting between his shoulder blades. Scott pressed closer and moved one hand to the middle of her back, the other touching the side of her neck. He felt her other hand clinging to the back of his neck and deepened the kiss. Gasping for breath. They both smiled. Shelby's smile finally faded away and she looked away from him. He touched her cheek and she leaned into it. She forgot everything hes ever done to her.
" im sorry, Shelby i truley mean it." he said looking deep in her eyes, while resting his hand on her cheek. Shelby knew she should tell him to back off. But it was something about him. She knew he really ment it. She couldn't hate him any longer.
" Thank you," was all she said. she walked to her bed and layed down watching scott come closer to her. She smiled and closed her eyes.
Scott watched her fall into a deep sleep. He pulled a piece of hair out of her face and pulled the blankets over her body. He leaned down and kissed her forehead. He smiled to himself.
" Goodnight beautiful." he smiled and walked out with a blissful look on his face.
A*N Hope this was long enough, it might be a while before i write another chapter, im doin a lot of shoppin. So i tried to make this long. Please review i love readin them!!!!
And thanx to highergourndfan for helpin me on this story!:)
ThAnKs:)
A*N Please review!!! please please please!!!! I made this a long one, hope you like it. Oh and i borrowed some parts from a gilmore girl fanfic i read that i loved a lot.
Shelby sat at the docks, feeling disowned by the whole world. First her dad, then her mom, and now scott. Am i such a horrible person, that no one wants to know me? I just don't get it. She could feel the tears brimming her eyes. You see I figured it would be safer, you see. Safer not to let anyone in, not to let anyone see the real me. If you let people in, you get hurt. But noooo, i just told him, and he turned out to be a lying jerk. I finally came to a conclusion, no one cares for a whore. And that's all i am to everyone, the resident whore. She wiped her eyes, and looked out over the water. The scenery was perfect, a little breeze just to make Shelby comfortable, the water glittered in front of her. If only she felt perfect. To think someone that i thought i hated could hurt me so bad and make me cry, i never cry. She closed her eyes tightly, letting the tears escape her eyes. She pulled up her legs, snuggled them close to her chest and layed her head on her knees, while the hot tears rolled freely down her cheeks.
Once Scott left from the table, he walked slowly to his dorm. He couldn't eat his dinner after what he did to Shelby. He doesn't understand why he did it, he just did. He was stupid enough to think that if he proved to everyone he had no feelings towards Shelby, he would be the one on top. He would be the best, the most popular. Just like at his old school. But he has changed. It killed him to watch Shelby so shattered and confused. He walked over to his bed and plopped down, taking off his jacket and shoes, he rested his hands under his head and layed his head on his pillow. He sighed, wishing he didn't do what he did. She didn't deserve it, and he knew it. She was the most wonderful, honest, sweet person hes ever known. He could tell just by looking at her, shes different from any other girl hes known. But he could never tell anyone what he thought about Shelby. He wanted everyone to think that he thought she was a skank. But he knew she wasn't. She was anything but that. She's undescribable. He has a thing for her big time. But he was with Juliette, but once he thought more and more about Shelby, he realized Juliette is nothing but a friend. They have no sparks when they touch. But when he brushes past Shelby he could feel it. That sizziling hott feeling that works its way through out your whole body. He sat up fusterated. He put on his shoes and sweatshirt, and walked into the lobby for *group*
Shelby stood up, wiped her eyes, put her hair behind her eyes and started towards the lobby for group.
Scott walked down the path to group, when Shelby was going down a path leading to the one he was on. He looked her way, trying to catch her eye. She looked up and noticed Scott stopped and waited. She threw him an evil glare and quickened her pace. Scott didn't move or take his eyes off of her. She was going to walk right past him, but he stood there in her way. Shelby looked up at him, starring at him angerily.
" Move out of my way!" Shelby spat, trying to move but he blocked her.
" Look Shelby.." he got cut off.
" No you look Scott, stay out of my way, just stay out of my life! Your nothing but a jerk!" she said angerily, not wanting to be standing infront of him. When she noticed he woudn't move, She looked at him annoyed. He looked down at her with pleading eyes. She looked away, turned back around and shoved him away so she could pass. She stalked off, heading towards the door. When she heard him call her name. She turned stiffly around to face the person that hurt her.
" Shelby! Please can't we talk?" Scott pleaded.
" I have better things to do with my time!" she spat, walking into the room. Disappearing from Scott. Fr om the person that wants to love her.
They all sat down for group. First Peter, Ezra, Shelby, Daisy, Auggie, Julliette, Scott, Kat and then Sophie.
" Okay everybody, tell me in one word how you feel." Peter said, passing the stick to Ezra.
" I feel... content." He passed the stick to Shelby.
" I feel... peachy" she said sarcasticly. Peter eyed her, and shelby smirked at him. She passed it to Daisy.
" I feel... dark" she replied. Shelby giggled. She passed it to Auggie.
" I feel... lonely" Auggie said looking at Juliette. He passed it to Juliette.
" I feel... HAPPY!" she said in her usual perky voice. Shelby covered her ears. She passed it to Scott smiling.
" I feel... guilty" he said glancing at Shelby. Shelby rolled her eyes looking down not wanting to catch Scotts eye. Scott then gave it to Kat.
" I feel... loved." she smiled looking at all the cliffhangers giving the stick to Sophie.
" I feel... belonged" she said giving it to Peter. He looked at the group and noticed how quiet shelby and scott were. He decided to end group there, thinking everyone needed some time to themselves.
" okay groups over, everyone lights out in 30 minutes." he said standing up, followed by the rest of them. Shelby walked out quickly not wanting to socialize with anyone.
The rest of the cliffhangers went to their dorms to get ready for bed. The girls walked in, picking up thier p-js. Juliette walked into the bathroom, where shelby was brushing her teeth.
" Hi, Shelby!" Juliette said in her annoying perky voice. Shelby rolled her eyes, and turned back to the mirror. She wiped her face, and walked to her bed. Juliette shrugged her shoulders and kept combing her hair. Once everyone was in bed, Kat turned off the light, and the room went silent.
Shelby tossed and turned in bed. She couldn't sleep. She couldn't stop thinking that her so called mom and walt and jess were coming tomorrow. And about what Scott did. She couldn't handle this. She got out of bed, grabbed her navy blue sweatshirt, and pulled it over her white tank top. She walked out side, in her white and navy blue sleep pants and sweatshirt. She walked towards the docks, and sat down. She rested her head on her knees, and starred at the glistening water.
Scott couldn't sleep. He couldn't stop thinking about Shelby. He felt so bad for what he did. Now she wouldn't even speak to him. He got out of bed and pulled on his gray sweatshirt over his wife beater, and pulled on his black sleep pants with the little strings. He quietly walked out of the dorm, and walked to the docks. He noticed someone else sitting there, looking at nothing. He walked further towards that person, and saw that it was Shelby. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them, he noticed Shelby was looking at him. he started walking fast towards her, not wanting her to get away. She looked back at the water edging closer to the end of the bench, getting further away from Scott.
Scott walked close by the dock, and tripped over a rock, and lost his balance, and fell into the water. Shelby looked over at him falling, and saw a splash. She started laughing hard. She walked over to where he fell, and looked down at the water. She sat there, waiting for him to rise. She didn't stop laughing though. When he finally came up, he saw Shelby sitting there laughing at him. He smiled embarrassed. Shelby stood up and offered him her hand. He smiled at her offer and took it. He got out, and looked at her.
" Thank you" he said sweetly. She just shrugged.
" Whatever, well bye," she said starting to walk away." You might wanna change your clothes," she said smirking. He took off his sweatshirt and was left in his wet sleep pants, and wife beater. Shelby looked at his body. Man hes hott, she said to herself. No shelby walk away now. she told herself firmly. She rolled her eyes and started walking away. She stopped to put on her shoes that she took off when she reached the docks. She bent down to grab them when a wave of dizziness hit her. She put her hand against her head, trying to stop the pounding, and the tilting of her surroundings. She bent back down to pick up her shoes. When another pain hit her. " ahhh" she screamed silently. When she stood up, she could feel the ground moving, she knew she couldn't hold herself that much longer.
Scott noticed Shelby's face turned to pain, and looked at her, seeing her flow to the sides. He got worried.
Shelby was about to fall to the hard floor when her hand hit a muscular expanse that held no softness. An arm came around her waist and she was pulled closer to that brick wall he called a chest. The iron rod around her waist had similar strength and pulled her up more. Shelby put her arm overlapping his, her hand tightly clenching the fabric of his wife beater, and buried her head against his shoulder, her eyes tightly clenched, willing the pain away. Scott simply wrapped his other arm around her to give her more support. When the wave passed, she lifted her head and focused her eyes back on the docks.
" Are you okay?" asked a concern voice.
" wha.. what?" she asked looking up at Scott holding her. " uhhh, umm, i gotta.. i gotta go," she said shakily, unwrapping herself from Scott. Scott just nodded, and let her go. He walked past her with hurt in his eyes, he enjoyed holding her so close to him. He walked slowly to his dorm. He only made it off the dock when Scott felt a small hand grab the back of his shirt in a fist and a soft face pressed against him. Looking down, he could see the pain plainly visible on her face. he gently picked her up and held her tenderly to him. Shelby sighed and settled her arms around his neck. Snuggling her face into his firm chest, she closed her eyes, trying to force the pain away. She figured it was from all the stress, and scaredness she had inside of her for when walt comes. She pressed her face against the side of Scott's, and scott couldn't believe how close him and Shelby were. He turned his head and looked down at her. Shelby opened her eyes, and noticed how close she was to Scott's adorable face. Resisting the urge to lean down and kiss her, he looked away and pulled her closer to him. He walked to her dorm door, and pulled the door open, and walked towards Shelby's bed. He looked at her clenching her eyes shut. He layed her on her bed, but she got up.
" i'm gonna go to the bathroom" she whispered. She walked into the bathroom, and looked at herself. She wiped her eyes and walked out. Scott was standing right by the door. She walked out looking down, when she walked into a firm wall.She looked up and was startled to find how close they were. Scott's breath caught. He'd never gotten such a breathtaking view of her eyes. They were amazing. Like a crystal blue, he could look into those eyes forever. Shelby held her breath as she waited. Looking up at him, their eyes locked. It was an intense gaze. Scott lowered his head and searched her eyes. Finding nothing to stop him, he leaned down and kissed her. Shelby's arm crept up his back until her hand was resting between his shoulder blades. Scott pressed closer and moved one hand to the middle of her back, the other touching the side of her neck. He felt her other hand clinging to the back of his neck and deepened the kiss. Gasping for breath. They both smiled. Shelby's smile finally faded away and she looked away from him. He touched her cheek and she leaned into it. She forgot everything hes ever done to her.
" im sorry, Shelby i truley mean it." he said looking deep in her eyes, while resting his hand on her cheek. Shelby knew she should tell him to back off. But it was something about him. She knew he really ment it. She couldn't hate him any longer.
" Thank you," was all she said. she walked to her bed and layed down watching scott come closer to her. She smiled and closed her eyes.
Scott watched her fall into a deep sleep. He pulled a piece of hair out of her face and pulled the blankets over her body. He leaned down and kissed her forehead. He smiled to himself.
" Goodnight beautiful." he smiled and walked out with a blissful look on his face.
A*N Hope this was long enough, it might be a while before i write another chapter, im doin a lot of shoppin. So i tried to make this long. Please review i love readin them!!!!
And thanx to highergourndfan for helpin me on this story!:)
ThAnKs:)