Disclaimer: It all belongs to J

Disclaimer: It all belongs to the man in the flannel- George Lucas

Tears roll down my face

I can no longer feel

Everything has gone numb

My world is slipping

Faster and faster it goes

Spinning and dancing around me

Drowning all my thoughts, all my fears, all my hopes

My love is dead

My sweet Anakin has left

I miss him so much it hurts

I miss the way he looked at me

And his gentle touch

His blue crystal eyes and boyish grin

The way he said I was beautiful

I miss the way he held me in his arms

The sleepless nights we spent together

I remember sleeping next to him

Listening to his beating heart

Watching his chest breathe up and down

I miss him

And the way he made our world disappear

He is dead

Taking part of me with him

I feel nothing but pain

It won't go away

No matter all the tears I cry

And all the pain I scream

But my caring…no loving him remains

I feel completely and utterly alone

No friend…

No lover…

No Anakin

I scream again hoping for him to hear me

To come back and hold me

Telling me we will never be parted again

but no one is there

No one can feel my pain

There's no one to talk or to trust

I have lost my voice and remain silent

Thinking of my Anakin

My friend…

My lover…

My soulmate…

Leaving me forever

I love him

He was my purpose

But why does it hurt so much?