Hanging On Part Sixteen

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Ki

Hanging On Part Sixteen

The Realms of the Dead.

Andrea turned her head slowly to look around. She didn't know what she had expected. A green, verdant paradise perhaps, or a place filled with winged things and golden light, but not...this.

A dark, narrow way lay before her, yew hedges lining either side. The scent of pine filled her nose, wild and fragrant, swamping her senses with its strength.

I suppose I have to go down there, she thought. Glancing behind, she saw a thin golden cord that glowed with pearly light...and it was attached to her, disappearing into the small of her back. Fascinated, Andrea reached out and touched it. It felt warm, and it thrummed slightly.

That's my Gift...that's my only way back.

Jaw set, she walked into the narrow way.

* * * *

"Mithros," Cleon muttered under his breath. A cold feeling swept over his body. That was *Kel*. That was his friend, lying there so small and pale. He'd never seen her looking vulnerable, but now, in the arms of her brother as he carried her over to the Riders' healer, that was just how she seemed.

"—gold nobles!" bemoaned Joren. "I had to pay through the nose for this—"

"Squire," Miri said sharply, from where she was knelt down, "if you don't be silent, you'll be paying through a broken nose."

Joren shut up, but one corner of his mouth turned down in a slight sullen sneer.

"Can I help at all?" Cleon said anxiously. He needed to take his mind off all this...carnage. That was the only word he had for the destruction that lay all around. He hated the silence, the way it seemed to swallow his voice, he couldn't bear the reek of blood and death on the air and the still forms around him.

Miri frowned. "You can go back along the road and see if you can find Master Numair. And take Joren with you." Her eyes glinted with a little mischief. "Feel free to find a muddy, messy route."

Cleon cast one final look towards Kel. The healer had her now, a steady flow of icy-blue gift rippling over her body, over the numerous cuts and lacerations. Too many. Cleon turned away. Thinking like this wasn't doing anyone any good.

* * * *

It was a maze.

Andrea had realised that as soon as she came to the fork in the path. A vast, yew maze where the only light was that of the golden cord behind her, and the Gift-fire she called to her palms. She had been walking in it for what felt like eternity, turning left and right aimlessly. She didn't know where she was going, but surely there had to be an end somewhere. Surely...

But after her feet had begun to ache, and her heart felt heavy with disappointment, Andrea decided that perhaps she was going about this the wrong way.

Let's think about this, she told herself, stopping at the next bend. This place isn't real. So this maze can't be real either.

She reached out, and her hand brushed the spiny smoothness of yew. It felt real, and it smelt real...and what she could see of it looked real.

That didn't mean it wasn't an illusion though. Dreams so often seemed real while she walked in them, yet they were only cages made from the desires of the mind. Maybe if she couldn't *see* the maze, that would help.

Cautiously, Andrea let her eyelids fall shut. The darkness seemed to swoop in around her, dark wings dropping over her. No sound, nothing but the flutter of her heart and the swish of her pulse in her ears. And there was something else...something odd...

She couldn't smell the green freshness of the yews anymore.

Andrea opened her eyes and the smell flooded back into her nostrils, so strong she almost choked. Just an illusion, then, but a very clever one. Why? she thought. Why put a maze here?

The answer was simple, of course. So the living couldn't reach the dead. The dead could see through illusions, everyone knew that. They saw the truth of everything, because they were no longer deceived by their senses.

Again, she shut her eyes and this time, she began to walk. Step after step, half-expecting to hit the yew wall ahead...but instead, she kept on walking. Her feet began to thud on a floor that was no longer cold stone, but the perfect flatness of tiles.

As she stepped on, voices began to grow in her ears; first a soft murmuring, like a distant waterfall, then louder, until she could pick out individual voices. She didn't dare to open her eyes, in case it all disappeared, but she listened long as she walked faithfully into unknown darkness, and then...the voice she wanted.

"...ain't nothin' I can do 'bout it," a voice said almost sadly. "They's on their own now. I wish..."

Her eyes flew open, full of hope as the golden sun.

Ryan Talver was standing there.

* * * *

By dusk, the King had made his arrangements. Knights spilled forth from the castle in a sleek train, like dozens of tiny silver and bronze ants. Pitiful, feeble things. They looked so easy to crush...she prayed she was wrong.

Phillippa ha Minch watched them, riding away to this unknown peril. Other ladies wept, and waved scarves, threw favours to their menfolk and lovers. So many seemed almost to enjoy it – it meant nothing to them, just another distant danger that would be quickly dealt with. There would be death and pain and screams, but they would hear none of them. They would remain safe and sheltered, spinning tales of courage and glory under a burning sun.

"Pip?" She turned at the voice, still in her ball dress. It felt stupid now, a silly frivolous silken thing that didn't belong among this war that had come to Tortall. Yes, it was war. She at least would admit that.

"Neal," she said with a sigh. "You're going now?"

He was in armour, light mail that surely couldn't protect him from the monstrosity of these men who could become beasts. Magic. He was fighting magic, and all he had was a Gift to heal. Someone like him should never have been a warrior. What use was the sword he held again the ferocity of teeth and claws, against madness?

"I have to," he answered. The emerald eyes were unhappy, but at the same time, filled with desire for triumph. "It's my duty."

"Duty," Pip said scornfully. "Do you know what that really means, Neal?"

He came to stand beside her on the battlements, looking down at the nobles galloping into the night. Back to their lands, back into that realm of unnatural magic. "I think so."

She laughed bitterly. "What it means, Neal, is people being sent to the slaughter. Kiery, father, you, all of you...how many of you will come back? While we have to sit here and - *wait*!" She spat the last word out, her pale face flushed.

Neal considered his next words carefully. He didn't like seeing Pip this way, but what could he say? It *was* his duty. He had sworn to serve the realm, and that didn't mean that when the going got tough, he stepped back and refused to fight. *He* wasn't Vinson, something he thanked his gods for every day.

"I know it can't be much fun for you, my dear girl," he said gently, "but would you rather be out there? Fighting...being afraid all the time because you have no comprehension of what you're facing?"

"That's what life is!" Pip declared heatedly. Her sea-green eyes flashed with wrath. "It's not a tournament where the big brave men charge up and down and all us brainless ladies sit and clap politely. How can you expect to fight this when you leave half the kingdom to sit around and weep?"

"That's the way it's always been," he murmured. "There have been women warriors true, and according to—"

"You cite *one* book," Pip said in dangerously quiet tones, "and I swear, Neal of Queenscove, it will take the greatest healer in the realm to separate that sword from your posterior."

He grinned, despite the seriousness of the situation. "Pip, it's probably not as bad as the King said. It's a chance to fight for our land, to put right a wrong."

"How can you see glory in this?" Pip demanded. Looking out across the battlements, Neal saw the proud procession of knights, of glossy horses moving gracefully, or men whose faces were filled with determination to fight for the law of their realm. He wondered what Pip saw.

"How can you not?" he asked in return.

The wind lifted her hair in spiralling tendrils. As she swung back to him furiously, she was like some avenging goddess, fierce and primal and lovely. "How can you be so *blind*, Neal! This is *war*!"

"I know," he said patiently. "But whether you see it as foolish or right, it's still going to happen. We have to fight for what we believe in, or there would be nothing to fight for."

She stared at him, biting her lip. "Oh, I *know* that," she said. Her voice was more exasperated than anything. "I just...wish people would be realistic. Don't let glory stop you being careful, Neal. If you get yourself killed, I'll resurrect you and kill you again."

She meant it. "I have no plans to get myself killed," Neal said dryly. "I'm rather attached to my life. It has certain quirks, like breathing."

Pip eyed him, her face sceptical. "Fine. Live a quiet life, Neal, don't die a hero's death."

He shrugged. "I'm planning on living forever. So far, so good."

A new voice cut across them. "Neal!" It was the quick, hard tones of the Lioness, magnificent in her golden armour. A nod of her head acknowledged Pip; the curl of her lip, the other ladies. "I was talking to Jon," she explained. "Phillippa, Thayet wants to talk to you later. She's going to organise the defence of the city, and as most of the men who can fight have been conscripted by the lords, it's a case of ladies first."

He saw his friend's eyes blaze with an unholy green light. "*Good*."

"It's time we left, squire," the Lioness said. Her face was set, severe in her armour and a saddlebag in one hand. She cast a half-amused glance at Pip. "Keep your goodbyes brief."

Pip glowered after the departing, stocky form of the Champion. "She thinks we're..." she muttered furiously. "Honestly, why is the whole castle determined to think the worst?"

"Well," Neal said cheerfully, "it's always better to be pessimistic and wrong than optimistic and wrong."

"I suppose," the noblewoman said glumly. The breeze fluttered her hair up again and Neal noticed something shiny tucked at the nape of her neck. It couldn't be...her hair moved aside again and Neal was sure.

"You're wearing a knife, you untrusting fiend!" he said, shocked.

Pip blinked then shrugged. "I didn't trust that—" She said a word that made one of the noble ladies take a step away, looking alarmed. "—Vinson."

Neal sighed, raking a hand through his dark hair. "It's probably a good idea."

They were both side-stepping, he knew. Neal had never been particularly good with goodbyes, and Pip was like one of his family.

"I'd better go," he said uneasily. It was strange, he thought, how everything could change so quickly. An hour ago, they had been dancing to the harmonised sweetness of violins and harps...now, they stood on the battlements, with a cold wind blowing from the north, a wind carrying tidings of battle and blood.

"You had," she said solemnly. Her eyes flicked away from him, down to the outpouring of people. Then she said, "Oh!" in an exasperated tone, and kissed him on the cheek. "Goodbye," she told him firmly, her voice cool and clear. "There, I've said it. Now *go*, for Mithros' sake, or the battle'll be fought without you."

"You sound just like my older sister," he commented sourly. That, he was beginning to realise, was what she had become. She was very beautiful, no doubt about that, but...there didn't seem to be anything *there*. She was fun to be with, and a challenge to talk to at the best of times, but she didn't make his heart pound or his breath catch... not the way there had been with...well, this was no time for *that*.

"Good luck," she said. "Give my best wishes to the others."

Neal couldn't stop the wicked grin that crept over his face. "Any others in particular?" He had noticed her deep in discussion with the Prince often. And she didn't seem to punch him as often as everyone else.

She swatted him on the head, starting to blush a little. "Shut up, Neal."

"My lady," he said courteously, executing a sweeping bow, for which he was promptly hit on the head. "Hey!"

"If you can't stop sweet, innocent little *me*," she pointed out, "what hope do you have against anyone else?"

Before she even knew what he was doing, Neal had moved, a flash of silver, and flipped her onto the ground. For a moment, her face was shocked (the nobles around them gasped in horror, no doubt thinking he had gone quite mad), then Pip began to laugh, her eyes sparkling with mirth.

Neal of Queenscove grinned down at her. "I'll cope," he said, and strode off to battle.

* * * *

Numair Salmalin opened heavy eyelids to see only a blurred haze of blue. As he blinked, trying to clear his vision, he realised his entire body felt unaccountably heavy, as though every limb had been turned to stone. A dull, sinking feeling began in his stomach. He knew this spell; Ozorne had tried it on him once, long ago at the university as a 'joke'. Some joke...he had been unable to move until the Mithran master managed to untangle the spell; Ozorne had swanned off to hunt with his friends, laughing all the way, no doubt.

He tried to speak, but all that came out was a garbled moan.

"Arram?" The voice was a soft hiss. He recognised it from somewhere...the knowledge scuttled around the edge of his mind. "Blink if you can hear me."

He blinked. The haze above him was beginning to recede a little, and there was just enough feeling left in his body to tell him he was lying down.

"I don't suppose you remember me," the low voice went on. A flash of red slipped over his vision, like a rose of stained glass. "Laird y Sanra?"

Mithros, Mynoss and Shakith! How could he forget?

As he vision cleared, he saw the pale oriental face with its slanting cheekbones and impassive expression. Only the eyes gave her away; the darkness of them was brimming with fear, but unless he had known her as well as he did, Numair wouldn't have realised anything was wrong.

"You've done well for yourself, Arram," she said dryly. Her voice was rich, bleak as the desert horizon. "I wish I could say the same."

He tried to speak again, but there was only the strangulated gasp that passed for his voice.

The girl – though she wasn't of course, she was a woman grown now, but to Numair she would always be the streetrat he had travelled with in those grim years after he fled from Carthak, moving from town to town with their paltry show of illusions and tricks – sketched in the air with her white fingers, her lips moving silently.

The weight lifted, leaving him light as a feather. Numair sat up gingerly, wincing as nerves sprung into tingling life. "What—" he began, before she clapped a hand over his mouth, shaking her head.

"Hush!" Laird hissed. "If it knows you're awake, we're both dead!"

"It?" he said, keeping his voice low. A swift glance around did not reassure him. This looked like some kind of cell, clearly a laboratory from the scrolls scattered about and the metal instruments that were neatly lined up on a stone slab. "Would you care to elaborate?"

Laird stepped back cautiously. "Are you going to keep quiet?" she whispered. He nodded, taking note of the red robe that she wore, the scarlet a leaping flame in the dim light.

"You're a mage?" When he had known Laird, she had been a fire-eating girl, a tumbler, nothing more. An eastern delight to the crowd with her long-legged grace and satiric, flashing smile that seemed full of mystery.

She nodded her head sharply, the silver rods holding her hair in an intricate twist gleaming. "Seems like it's catching, Arram."

He smiled, delighted despite the gravity of the situation. "Congratulations."

"Only a red robe though," she murmured wistfully. "Not quite your level. Really, Arram, you never said you were *that* Gifted."

He shrugged. He didn't look the part of the mighty mage now, in his travel-stained clothes, his grimy face and the sheer exhaustion he felt. "This 'it', Laird?"

She shifted uneasily, the scarlet robe rippling. Her dark eyes met his squarely. "Do you know what an Arachon is?" She spat the name, as if it was something tainted.

Numair blinked. Another immortal sprung to life? How many of these fabled beings lay hidden in their land? He had thought many were extinct, or locked in the Divine Realms. "Part spider, part dragon. Of legend, notoriously unstable. Three eyes, the third said to be the seat of power—"

"Still sound like you swallowed the scroll," the woman remarked with half a smile.

"But why come here of all places?" he said irritably. "The north has very little land or protection. The coasts or the sea would be better – I believe it is aqueous by nature...and what on earth are you doing in the, the—" He trailed off, unable to voice his thought.

"The employment of one," Laird finished. Her face was bitter. "I was foolish, Arram. That was all. I stumbled across it one night and was fool enough to think I might capture it and take it back to Corus. In the midst of the War, I was convinced they would pay me for such a prize. I would be famous...living from charms and talismans is no way to make a living."

He smiled grimly, remembering the days when they both had lived just that way. Often they had gone hungry, or frozen sleeping on the streets because the inns were too costly. "But still, an Arachon?"

Her eyebrows arched. "Alas, I didn't have your education. I didn't know how powerful the wretched creature was. It enslaved me...and I am the lucky one, Arram. It has others here, prisoners. All mages, all with power."

"Solely mages?" He frowned. It niggled at him...that was important somehow. Laird must have seen his confusion.

"Do you know what they feed upon, Arram?"

"I believe they feed upon...oh." he stopped. Enlightenment dawned. "Magic," he said softly. "It feeds on magic."

She gave him a thin-lipped smile. "Clever as ever. Yes, when the men began to take the magic here, the Arachon felt it. We came for a girl originally, some little Gifted creature that caused quite a stir in the magical world. But it has decided to stay – there is food enough for its lifetime running about."

"I know," he answered mildly. "We were seeking her."

Laird stared at him. "She is here," she murmured. "We caught her one even...sleeping out in open." The dark eyes flickered. "The Arachon wants information from her – the whereabouts of the boy."

Numair made his face a perfectly blank mask. "What boy?" he said as innocently as he dared. For all he knew, Laird was in league with this creature, not merely enslaved by it.

Her brow furrowed. "I can't believe you don't know. The girl is bound to a boy, equally powerful. The Arachon wants them both..." her eyes slid away from his. "She wants you too," Laird said so softly he had to strain to hear her.

He looked at her. "And why did you wake me, Laird?" Numair thought he knew the answer but he wanted confirmation.

His childhood friend, a girl who had discovered magical powers of her own, lifted that proud head and the fire in her eyes heartened him. "I want out of this," she said. "I can't spend my life paying for one mistake, being at its beck and call." She held up her arms, so the billowing sleeves of the robe fell back and he saw the weals along her arms. "I cannot take any more pain. I want it dead, and I need your help to do it."

He gave a little bow. "Agreed."

For the first time, he saw that wonderful genuine smile of hers, flicking white in the shadows. "Good," she said. "We must—"

She froze, like a deer in front of the hunters, her dark eyes deepening like two wells. "it's coming," she hissed. "Lie down, I must put the spell back on. I will tell it you are unconscious."

Hastily, he did as she asked and resigned himself to the slow, cold feeling that stole over him.

* * * *

Their first meeting, face to face. Andrea stared at the boy, the boy who had risked his life for hers and paid the highest price of all.

He looked the same. The gentle dove-grey eyes, with a steeliness behind them echoed in the sharp-cut features and coolly confident voice. Tousled dark hair that fell into his eyes, a wide mouth with a humorous tilt and tan skin. He could have passed for a noble, if not for the grubby clothes and rough voice.

"Hello." His stare was frankly startled. "What are you doin' here?"

Andrea swallowed. "I came looking for you," she answered.

He shrugged, sorrow stealing into his face. "I'm dead. Ain't no use lookin' for me now. I can't help." His smile was crooked, sweet as honey. "I'm sorry I let you down. I should a' helped you."

"You're not dead," she pointed out. She glanced at the boy he was talking to. Another streetrat, with a wolfish appraising grin, and green eyes fresh as spring. "Who're you?"

"'M Quicksilver," he said, holding out a calloused hand. "Got knifed yesterday. I'm a-waitin' for the bastard what got me to show up." Sharp teeth gleamed. "Then I'm goin' to teach him not to hurt kids."

"This isn't the Realms of the Dead," Andrea told Ryan. He shrugged slightly. "What are *you* waiting for?"

"Homage and power," he drawled. "I ain't got no idea. Guess I am waitin', now you mention it. But I'm dead, Andrea...that's your name, ain't it?"

She nodded.

"It's pretty," he said mildly, and carried on. "I'm gone, an' I may be a streetrat but even I know that once you're gone, ain't no goin' back."

"I'm here." Her gold eyes met his defiantly. "I'm going back and you're coming with me, whether you want to or not."

The grey eyes widened, a smile curling up his mouth with breathtaking slowness. "Goin' to argue with the gods, are ye?"

"I already have," she snapped back.

Ryan stared at her closely. She stared back, hoping he would see the truth in her eyes. "You serious?"

"I walked this way to find you." Her voice was soft as ever, but ice lay under it like a sheathed sword. "You can at least give me some company on the way back." His face became uncertain; Andrea pressed her advantage. "Aren't there people you're going to miss? Do you want to leave everything behind for *this*?" She gestured disdainfully at the plain room.

She saw it in his eyes, a kind of growing wonder that changed them from misty into that pure, blazing turquoise of summer skies and knew she had won.

"How do I go back?" he said finally.

She beamed. "Hold on to me, I suppose." She held out her hand, small and delicate.

It was the first time they had ever touched...and neither could have predicted what happened as lightning splintered the world.

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