AN - Me again! I wrote this when I was depressed but I don't think that it's sad.



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~In times of depressing moments
I could go to her.
What happended to those times?
When when the world was mine.~

Lily Evans sat writing a note to her big sister, Petunia. What is above is in the note as well as what's below.



Dearest Petty,

This school is absoultely horred! I wish that I could be home with you. I miss you dearly. What happended to us? We used to be unsrepable. I guess things change, eh? I miss you Petty! My new friends include Lorile Ellis, Duchess Dinfond, and Liberty Lanios. I know that when you see this note that you will more that likely throw it away but, I guess that I deserve it for being a witch. I want to know if I may see you ever again? Or am I to hated? Heck Petty, I don't blame you for hating me, I hate myself. I'm different, that's all their is to it. I'm thinking about quitting this school. I'm not welcome, James Potter, Sirius Black, and Peter Pettigrew made sure of that. You probably don't care but, they called my a mud-blood. The worst possiable name to call a muggle-born person. Muggle means non-magical. I'm really sorry Petty. I have to go. You don't love me, no-one here loves me. I just thought that I could talk to you, or rather write to you. I haven't got anyone else to confind in. It's tearing me up not being able to talk to you. I guess this is good bye.

I love you, good-bye,
Lily


Tears stained the paper. After she graduated and befor she was killed she wrote another note to her sister, it reads as follows.


Petunia,

I know that when you get this, I'll be more than likely dead but, I wanted to say good-bye. So, here goes.
You've always been the one that I could confind in even though you never replied. I'm in hiding now and i'm scared outta my wits. You know how scared I am, remember when Voldemort came to kill me, but instead he killed mum and dad? How scared I was then for us all? That's how scared I am now. I hope that you will take care of Harry and not send him to an orphanage. My last request from you dear Petty. I love you. Good bye.


Love,
Lily


P. S. Good-bye. I'll miss you. Take care of Harry please.

P. P. S. Remember these pictures? ~ Lily





Along with the note and more tear stained parchment was two pictures. Little did Lily know that Petunis had kept all of the notes that Lily sent to her. When she found the news of Lily being dead she was shoked. 'Lily, my little Lily, she can't be dead. She just can't!' she was heard crying. She recieved the note from Lily right before the news of her being dead. Petunia suddenly became mad for not writing back to Lily. She kinda held it against Harry for living while her sister and brother-in-law died. And this my fair people, is where this story ends.

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Flame already k? I don't even think that it's that good, matter of fact, I KNOW it isn't. But if you like it, Review. *shrugs & daps the tears from her eyes as she reads over the story*